It's really quite interesting to hear the different opinions of people regarding marriage and seeing SPs. For myself, 20 years, kids, pets, mortgage, toys, career, so on and so forth. Overall I would have to say that it's been what some would see as a "happy" marriage. Of course nothing is ever perfect as there have been ups and downs like anyone else. There had been periods of time over the years where we would go six months without having sex. Funny thing though, it wasn't until last year when I saw my first SP. Loneliness, lack of love and sex, a desire for variety? I've ruled them out. I have a loving family and the respect and support of countless friends and continually meet new ones through my volunteer work as a coach in a number of sports. I have seen my SP three times on business and a couple of times off the clock for a visit as she travels with her day job and frequents my city once a month or so. She is very understanding that considering my hectic schedule and staggering expenses that not every time she comes here will be a transaction and yet, she continues to communicate with me on a regular basis. As hindsight is always 20/20, I feel what drove me to seeking out the services of an SP, was to throw a wrench into my "ground hog day". Do something that is a little risky to break up my day in and day out same ol same ol. I didn't expect to form a relationship that one day may end. Do I love my wife? You bet. Do I love the SP? No, but I do have a level of respect and admiration for her that is very high. Where do I go from here? I'm not sure, but I do know this, if tomorrow and the next day and the day after that are just like today, I may need another break from my ground hog day
