Yes I was proud of the work I did.
And no, I wasn't molested, nor abused.
I loved showing people love.. That included showing them they were sexually acceptable and desirable and capable. WTF is wrong with being a giving loving human being?
If you chose to view sex as something disgustingly abusive, I suppose you'd see that the only reason someone would do this work was due to abuse issues... I feel sorry for you.