No Flame war here...
I will answer your question.
You are right, this lady had chosen me above all the other men in her life. But you are very right in saying that our issues were bigger than just what her job was. To tell you the truth, and like I said in my post earlier, her job didn't bug me that much, it was when she was too tired to be with me because of her job that bothered me.
Also, one of the biggests issues is that I am in a total diff place of mind than she is/was. I am not into hard drugs, I like pot, and that's where I leave it. She liked other things, now don't get me wrong, I have tried many things in my life, but I no longer wish to be associated with these things. I am hard into my career, and although I let loose on Sat night, I put in about 100 hours of work a week, and that's at the very minimum, she wasn't down for that.
To sum things up, I did not want a long term relationship, I do not like hard drugs or people that use them, I want to work like a mad man right now so that I can retire at the tender age of 45! These were the main reasons why we did not work out.
Please don't think that I am eager to get into a flame war, I just don't need some two bit chick telling me she feels sorry for me, who is she to tell me she is sorry fo me!!!
-K-