some one once made the comment on this board i think he said he worked in the porn business
that there is a switch that gets thrown,
if it doesnt get thrown all the viagra in the world won't do shit
i kindof agree,
when i was younger the switch was always thrown
personally i would have just laughed at such nonsense when i was twenty thirty or even in my forties.
but now im in my fifties well into my fifties, yeah there is a switch,
and i can feel it slowly getting turned off.
the girl the mood all make a difference
some girls just excite the hell out of me,
and fuck still don't have a problem but others,
not so much and life creeps in
how much money am i spending she is too young and im too old
or maybe she is just to fat, or boring
or im to fat and boring
stuff way to much fucking stuff to think about when you put money on an sps table and the clock is ticking
first step clear your head,
if you can't well save your money,
get healty eat excercise sleep, and well mental health is important as well.
its funny but our fucking brain just fucks us up,
my old man was a rapist ok just fucking horny as hell.
he was senile and in a nursing home, he was fucking like ninety years old.
and he was trying to make out with twenty year olds
and i would bet money on the fact he could still do it.
he fucking didn't have a clue who i was,
but he would have fucked every female staff member if he could have.
it was embarressing as hell. but i told the head nurse he was a rapist she said he is like ninety right,
we walked down the hall, and she talked with him a few minutes,
the next time i saw him he was in restraints.
he was in restraints untill he died.
its all in your mind