Lesley, if your phone continues to ring despite all this "criticism" then what are you worried about? Obviously our opinions and unfair reviews don't matter. Do you just want everyone to say nice things about you?
Of the ladies I've seen during the past 8-10 years of partaking in this hobby, I've identified two basic types; those who love what they do and aren't interested in a career change, and those that do not enjoy it at all but are doing it to pay for school or just pay some extra bills or pay off a big debt. I suppose this could be further broken down into sub categories but really that's it. If you're not enjoying it, that's fine but at 200-250/hr you'd better be doing a helluva job convincing us that you are. Remember, SP stands for SERVICE provider. Do you know why no one ever posts a poor review of Gina Lee, Yumiko, Angelina, Laiya, Taylor...etc? It's because they provide a full, caring, energy packed service from the moment you step in the door until you're back out in the hallway. Maybe they don't enjoy what they're doing(although I suspect otherwise) but you'd never know it. In addition to being gorgeous they are all the sweetest ladies too. It's also why newcomers like Lisa, Sarah and Sapphire are all having great success as well. Service and personality, not just a pretty face (easy cliche).
Long story short; Lesley, you are beautiful but as you can see from many other previous posts and reviews, it's not nearly enough. If it was, then Roxanna would have a lineup a mile long to see her. Take a lesson from some of the great courtesans of Vancouver and Victoria, lighten up and start enjoying yourself.