So, without pointing any fingers, this is the sitch:
Lookin for a treat for myself...
I see an SP that looks right up my alley. Definitely gets my juices flowing.
We get some deets straight. We agreed two hours. I explained what I was looking for. She sounded into it.
It's a little higher price than I told myself I would spend. But she's hot!! , and my 'little head' has the reins 100.1%. Outcalls only? I could deal with that.
I agree to the price. She heads on over.
So she gets to my place, comes into my room sits on my bed.(theres a lot of stuff in my room)
I am R-R-R-Randyy as f__%! and she is looking grrrreat.
I feel there is a bit of tension on one or both sides, so I try to relax, we chat. A couple times I am sitting on the bed beside her, and I try to inch a little closer and get the 'interested in you' eyes focused.
She is really cool and has a lot of similar interests. We warm up to each other. Finally it is starting to feel a bit more relaxed between us. I feel it's my time!
I try to find space to make a move in----
Phone rings. Its her driver. Two hours is up.
She is up, coat on, right away, and asks "Do you wanna walk me to the door?"
I am in such shock from what just happened, I can't move. I say "I can't" and shes gone.
Up to that moment, I was really excited about getting laid. Reeaalllly Excited. After that moment, right to the present one....
Didn't she know I wanted... like... intimacy? She got a pretty good sum in return. Like, she didnt even touch my hand. ? or ask me if I wanted to 'do' anything... Or like... 🙄
We just didn't talk about the action at all after she got to me. I was just soooooo anxious. New person coming into my home.
I havn't had sex in a couple months, and before that the intimacy with my ex was strained long before our last romp.
I just wanted some low complexity action... without soooo many emotions attached. But I got a two hour hangout with one of my guy friends... for 600$.
--At first I just figured I f't the whole thing up.
But now that I am reanalizing, something just isn't adding up.... six brown just for a 2 hour gab session?
And like, I set this up so that I could treat myself, blow off some steam (and sog. ...My balls hurt),
have some intimate moments with someone.... And I feel so much worse after I am just ... like...
hurt... and confused.
I didn't make a move, and I think I was being a bit frantic, earlier (I was just so SO anxious)
The desire and anxiety together were making me sort of crazy...
Maybe she thought I didnt want to do the deed? Is that even possible?? 😳
I dunno. Anyone got any opinions on this?
Did:
A: I fuck up because I didn't rudely put my hands on her?
or
B: She take advantage or my inability to start the intimacy?
oi
Lookin for a treat for myself...
I see an SP that looks right up my alley. Definitely gets my juices flowing.
We get some deets straight. We agreed two hours. I explained what I was looking for. She sounded into it.
It's a little higher price than I told myself I would spend. But she's hot!! , and my 'little head' has the reins 100.1%. Outcalls only? I could deal with that.
I agree to the price. She heads on over.
So she gets to my place, comes into my room sits on my bed.(theres a lot of stuff in my room)
I am R-R-R-Randyy as f__%! and she is looking grrrreat.
I feel there is a bit of tension on one or both sides, so I try to relax, we chat. A couple times I am sitting on the bed beside her, and I try to inch a little closer and get the 'interested in you' eyes focused.
She is really cool and has a lot of similar interests. We warm up to each other. Finally it is starting to feel a bit more relaxed between us. I feel it's my time!
I try to find space to make a move in----
Phone rings. Its her driver. Two hours is up.
She is up, coat on, right away, and asks "Do you wanna walk me to the door?"
I am in such shock from what just happened, I can't move. I say "I can't" and shes gone.
Up to that moment, I was really excited about getting laid. Reeaalllly Excited. After that moment, right to the present one....
Didn't she know I wanted... like... intimacy? She got a pretty good sum in return. Like, she didnt even touch my hand. ? or ask me if I wanted to 'do' anything... Or like... 🙄
We just didn't talk about the action at all after she got to me. I was just soooooo anxious. New person coming into my home.
I havn't had sex in a couple months, and before that the intimacy with my ex was strained long before our last romp.
I just wanted some low complexity action... without soooo many emotions attached. But I got a two hour hangout with one of my guy friends... for 600$.
--At first I just figured I f't the whole thing up.
But now that I am reanalizing, something just isn't adding up.... six brown just for a 2 hour gab session?
And like, I set this up so that I could treat myself, blow off some steam (and sog. ...My balls hurt),
have some intimate moments with someone.... And I feel so much worse after I am just ... like...
hurt... and confused.
I didn't make a move, and I think I was being a bit frantic, earlier (I was just so SO anxious)The desire and anxiety together were making me sort of crazy...
Maybe she thought I didnt want to do the deed? Is that even possible?? 😳
I dunno. Anyone got any opinions on this?
Did:
A: I fuck up because I didn't rudely put my hands on her?
or
B: She take advantage or my inability to start the intimacy?
oi
