....and I suspect that you don't either. I booked off work tonight...I made sure I had cover....and I was relieved to find that I did. So now I am on a full 4 day off session...wow....so cool and so relieving.
The point here though is....I initially felt guilty about booking off....I didn't have a good reason. I had a feeling....a thought...I didn't want to work or put the people I work with...at risk. Pretty weak, it's just a feeling. Nonetheless, a legitimate feeling....I had a sense that things were not quite right....the weather cold....I was being weak. How much of that is based on reality, not sure. How much of it is based on my interpretation, I am completely sure. Trust your instincts.
There will be no incident tonight to which I am a party. I cannot sleep upon better terms.
kindest,
eddie.
The point here though is....I initially felt guilty about booking off....I didn't have a good reason. I had a feeling....a thought...I didn't want to work or put the people I work with...at risk. Pretty weak, it's just a feeling. Nonetheless, a legitimate feeling....I had a sense that things were not quite right....the weather cold....I was being weak. How much of that is based on reality, not sure. How much of it is based on my interpretation, I am completely sure. Trust your instincts.
There will be no incident tonight to which I am a party. I cannot sleep upon better terms.
kindest,
eddie.
