Alright gents so here it goes.. Im 30 years old and have done a quite a bit of pooning these last 10 years. From a skinny little 20 year old kid to the man I am now. My last couple pooning experiences have been so sh*t and it has nothing to do with service. Service was impeccable actually and the sp's have been attractive.
First girl, I forget her name but she was at Joyce. Attractive face and curvy butt + big tits. Service was great, bbbj had me really into it. I just couldn't keep a hard on because she was kinda heavy and when on top of me it was just a boner killer which two years ago would not be the case. Fast forward to today. I see Mimi, who is cute as hell and has a nice body and would love to sleep with any day of the week, but just something about today. I approached the door at joyce while another dude was coming out and when I got to the main door, Mimi answered and looked kinda sweaty (could be cause of the heat) but this just stuck with me like f*** what if that dude just saw her? thats so gross. Anyways fellas I kept thinking sh** like that during the session and could not maintain a hard on throughout the session.
I'm so frustrated because I feel like im a joke and this could quite possibly happen with someone in the non sp world like with a future gf or something. Also the money spent and being wasted like that on an unenjoyable occurrenceS.
I feel like an idiot and sexually useless, even though thats not the case. I don't know if its my age which by in no circumstance is considered young or old. I feeI like I need a true connection to be fully aroused and have a bonafide sexual experience. Is this gods way of telling me to stop pooning? Am I just older now and feel grossed out at stuff that I would have went through with in my younger years? Should I venture out of the frequently visited spots and see more upscale Sp's? I have no clue. I'm just feeling lost and hopeless at the moment.
First girl, I forget her name but she was at Joyce. Attractive face and curvy butt + big tits. Service was great, bbbj had me really into it. I just couldn't keep a hard on because she was kinda heavy and when on top of me it was just a boner killer which two years ago would not be the case. Fast forward to today. I see Mimi, who is cute as hell and has a nice body and would love to sleep with any day of the week, but just something about today. I approached the door at joyce while another dude was coming out and when I got to the main door, Mimi answered and looked kinda sweaty (could be cause of the heat) but this just stuck with me like f*** what if that dude just saw her? thats so gross. Anyways fellas I kept thinking sh** like that during the session and could not maintain a hard on throughout the session.
I'm so frustrated because I feel like im a joke and this could quite possibly happen with someone in the non sp world like with a future gf or something. Also the money spent and being wasted like that on an unenjoyable occurrenceS.
I feel like an idiot and sexually useless, even though thats not the case. I don't know if its my age which by in no circumstance is considered young or old. I feeI like I need a true connection to be fully aroused and have a bonafide sexual experience. Is this gods way of telling me to stop pooning? Am I just older now and feel grossed out at stuff that I would have went through with in my younger years? Should I venture out of the frequently visited spots and see more upscale Sp's? I have no clue. I'm just feeling lost and hopeless at the moment.
