Deep thinking this evening, bear with me.

[Markl]

Whilst I have always had a smile on my face with the regular, or with someone else after a session.
I have this somewhat tainted feeling that I have done something that should only have been done between two people who are intimate.

When I think about it clearly, it seems a little wrong to me if they aren't actually enjoying themselves as much as me. I know the regular likes spending time with me, but have the other gals I have seen?

Some yes, some were just there for the money. Kind of hard to swallow I think.

I have always strived to make it as pleasant for them as it was for me.

Always respectful,

Markl.

 

[Bobo The Rabbit]

Yea but your just there cuz she is hot and you wanted sex.
Remember its just an alternative to masturbation.

Don't think too deeply, you got what they want, and they got what you want.

Unless your repeatedly seeing a SP who is physically repulsive to you, but you love her on the inside, its all just pay to play.

 

[edmontonsubbie]

it's a living Mark....but, keep the deep thinking going. It's not like you can just "turn it off" in any event. I have fallen in love...and remain in love...with more than one of the delightful SP's who grace this board. Not to mention the hot waitress or the random chick.....the nice thing about the SP....is that they, too, know it's a game. Perspective, baby...perspective. It can be a tough thing to find when the emotions take over...but it remains.

A life spent in the arms of another....is a wonderful thing. You've had it, I've had it, we've all had it. But, for perspective, this is a game. A lovely game, but little more.

You'll be fine...and, just so you know, your name came up at Merl today. As in...."should we shift the meeting place up to XXX, markl lives near there"....as do I...

I dunno though, they turned the venerated neighbourhood pub into something quite dissimilar to what I was used to. When I asked of the shift proponent..."does Al still run the grill?...I was greeted with..."Who's Al?". I suspect they are inducing change I'm not a fan of. Sometimes it's nice to have a regular.

cheers,

eddie.

 

[Papa Chongo]

Very well put, like borntwobeefree I also believe that there are Girls/Ladies out there who genuninly enjoy doing what they are doing, I am still new to this hobby, in fact Misty Moonlight was my first, I thought she was awesome, so I am also a bit pensive about the culture and hobby today, but I am reminded of the last visit I had with a lady, I was laying on the bed after the session and we were just chatting, I was talking about my family and she asked about my wife, we discussed the problems in my marraige and she suggested that she would do some research for me and get back to me about sex therapy, she showed genuine interest, now I am old enough and wise enough to know that she is in business and she has to be a great actress in her job, but her personality and the way she acted was AWESOME, and I will return to see her again.

If you feel guilty and you question your motives then I would stop and seriously consider if you are strong enough to carry that burden around, maybe you aren't. I am, so I will continue.

It seems that every once in a while we get a jolt of reality and we have to realize the truths about Sex for Sale...but lets not forget that there are many of us 'johns' who see the ladies for our own sanity and well being, and some of us can be quite human as well.!

Always arrive clean, well groomed and with a smile, show respect and admiration and I am sure that most of the time you will be greeted with the same and treated like a King!