...I am fully (perhaps) aware of the catchy soundbites/visuals that draw us into viewing closer. Let's just say this one isn't one.
As I down my 5th of 6 beers....I am listening to Metric singing..."tie my right hand to the bible"....that has no relevance...but it's playing.
I worry and wonder on "thick skins". To elaborate, if I were a service provider....I would have to ask myself....what would I say here? Even with my amazing photo's and stellar reviews....how do I go about getting more work? I have to think it's tough on the soul....I know that I would become angry over the irrelevant comments....the pot shots....the whole "putting myself out there" type of deal.
Having said that, the consistently good providers on this perb world have earned their reputations. And, I think, they say little. Even when they have a lot to say....they just know...there is no point in stirring the pot in the slightest. They are comfortable with who they are and how they have been received.
Having said that....there are the ones who jump in and speak their minds. Gawd....I love an opposite with a mind. I say opposite only in the most brutal manner....she is she...i am he...we are those world's apart. We have different views on things....and that's what makes things go bathump. I have learned so much from the ones I have loved.....even if I didn't quite get it right at the time. I suppose that is what makes me miss them...but it might have been little more than her amazing tits and the blowjob on the 9th street bridge that causes that...not sure.
One more beer to go.
eddie.
As I down my 5th of 6 beers....I am listening to Metric singing..."tie my right hand to the bible"....that has no relevance...but it's playing.
I worry and wonder on "thick skins". To elaborate, if I were a service provider....I would have to ask myself....what would I say here? Even with my amazing photo's and stellar reviews....how do I go about getting more work? I have to think it's tough on the soul....I know that I would become angry over the irrelevant comments....the pot shots....the whole "putting myself out there" type of deal.
Having said that, the consistently good providers on this perb world have earned their reputations. And, I think, they say little. Even when they have a lot to say....they just know...there is no point in stirring the pot in the slightest. They are comfortable with who they are and how they have been received.
Having said that....there are the ones who jump in and speak their minds. Gawd....I love an opposite with a mind. I say opposite only in the most brutal manner....she is she...i am he...we are those world's apart. We have different views on things....and that's what makes things go bathump. I have learned so much from the ones I have loved.....even if I didn't quite get it right at the time. I suppose that is what makes me miss them...but it might have been little more than her amazing tits and the blowjob on the 9th street bridge that causes that...not sure.
One more beer to go.
eddie.
