and so it goes....

[edmontonsubbie]

....and it goes in different directions for any and all. I am really trying to keep this quick and succinct and to the point. I am sure I have made a double in there somewhere but....c'est la vie.

I met Miss T first off this board...wow...completely met expectations. I recall being soooo nervous on that first set of email exchanges....she did exactly and more than what she said she would do. Then came a little bit of mild interplay...then came along Miss Jasmine....and the admonishment/recommendation by Miss T and others to see Miss Jasmine...wow, I am sooo glad I did. Miss J absolutely rox....she's smart, she's funny, and she has a cruelly delightful mind.

I realize that by mentioning them i diminish others.....and now I tread into dangerous ground.

You will decide for yourself who will provide the session you wish for. I can confidently state that the ones that I have seen....bar none...have provided and exceeded my expectations. I am grateful for this board from that point of view.

My personal expectations are to be objectified and released from making any single decision.....i love burying my tongue into an asshole (how humiliating...how wonderful)....i love licking clean a sweaty foot....an armpit...etc etc etc...all the non non bits that few lovers/slaves might venture into or toward. If I am spending money.....this is the gist of the initial mail.

kindest,

eddie.

 

[edmontonsubbie]

....i will add here that i am saving funds....and think i have enough.....to confidently state to Mistress Anna that i would love to see her on her edmonton visit...ànd i would do the same for Mistress Freyja.....both very cool in my estimation.

Time will tell and that negotiation will be done privately as it should.

kindest,

eddie.

 

[edmontonsubbie]

i will also add....

.....that what i said prior to this was basically wrong....

I have messed around with "lifestyle" Mistress's....and had some success...but not enough obviously...as I continue to post here.

This next bit is coming from that viewpoint....I always imagine myself completely owned by a competent......whether she feels competent at the moment or not...totally fair...if she wishes to share that fear with her slave....again, up to her.

I doubt myself. I wonder why I wonder. But....I have faith....and I love this little forum for allowing me to express my fears.

As I reread this....it makes not much sense but it makes total sense.

I am grateful to this forum.

eddie.