This may be a little wordy but it may apply to all of you out there, provider and client alike.
I have just joined the ranks of you clients…
Let me explain.. The posting by Mr lux urged me to place a posting of my own as I feel for him. As do many of you. I am quite sure all of us have had very tough and difficult times in our lives… but thanks to some very special ladies… at least for myself… it does get better.
My journey began back in October of 2006 when my beautiful loving wife passed away in my arms. As she took that final breath and was silent forever, My whole world imploded in an immense sea of agony and pain. The sheer magnitude of this can only be understood by people who have been there and one would never wish this on anyone. As an escape I became a workaholic, I worked and worked to occupy my brain and somehow try and heal what seemed the un-healable at the time.
With no time for any relationships…Imperceptibly and slowly one by one some “lights” went out deep within my soul and spirit. In time My company grew to be quite successful and I find myself the president and CEO of a corporation…. Naturally still no time for a relationship…
I found PERB some 8 years ago now and I would read the lounge from time to time and look at the escort ads and read some reviews, I laughed at the jokes, cried at the sad stuff, took some things with a “grain of salt”, growled at the trolls but always wondered if I could actually partake in this, would it mess me up? Could I be emotionally scarred? Maybe I have just too much baggage… a million thoughts go through your head… but I let the years slip by.
As a male, I find the female form so beguiling, so intoxicating and I so very much missed just their touch
I decided to finally try “the waters” at first and booked an appointment with “Escape from Stress” massage in May of this year. It was only a happy ending massage but it was more than I had had in years. Lori, did more than that (little did she know) she was very easy to talk with and the mental therapy she provided along with the physical was welcomed. Bless her heart , she even reviewed me! with a posting on Perb in the lounge entitled “Thank You To PERB for a perfect client”…. Frigg talk about an ego boost!
Later I saw Eva Evangeline, also a wonderful lady! As a massage client. I knew she was also an escort so it provided for me a “crossover” before I even would consider full blown GFE. She was wonderful and it provided for me the extra push to now have to make a decision to go for it. The agonizing part is whom do you choose for your “first time”? ALL of you seem so wonderful in your own unique ways. The most striking thing was how you ladies do what you do to complete and utter strangers… for me at least it takes a very very special person to do that and yet society in general has always portayed all you lovely ladies in such a bad light.
The choice finally became clear when I read Cami Parker’s last ad in the escort advertisers section. It struck a chord within me. The text seemed to be bekoning me, “The art of real” she said…
I requested an appointment for her time, and she responded, the time was set, and she says that her incall was occupied would I mind coming to her personal residence!!!! Holy Crap! I was flabbergasted… she does not know me from a hole in the ground!! The trust you ladies have… just floors me! How in the heck do you even know what may come though your door! In essence I felt truly humbled to be bestowed such an honor without knowing me at all! I have read many threads of how frustrating it is to be a provider in this business, the crap you have to put up with. Like the bike thread put up by westwoody about SPs and communication. Yet you soldier on and still provide the amazing services you all do.
Anyways I did go and see Cami, (nervous as all hell to be honest) She took care of me far beyond my wildest dreams…. that is all this gentleman is going to say.
For me there was light back in my spirit and my soul…. Dank and dark places were illuminated with brilliance that had long been forgotten. I left with a spring in my step and an inner smile from ear to ear.
The encounter replayed itself in my mind over and over again and the smile continues to this day. I did not realize how much it affected me until yesterday when my secretary remarked to me in my office that I seem different. Oh my gosh I think to myself how in the hell does she know!!!
I ask her ummm what do you mean? I dunno she says… you just seem to have a sparkle in your eyes that wasn’t there before. It’s “nice” she says as she leaves the room. And that’s how I know a new life is born.
Thank you very very much to Cami, Eva and Lori. And to all of you wonderful providers of Life and the human experience
And to all of you on PERB!
I have just joined the ranks of you clients…
Let me explain.. The posting by Mr lux urged me to place a posting of my own as I feel for him. As do many of you. I am quite sure all of us have had very tough and difficult times in our lives… but thanks to some very special ladies… at least for myself… it does get better.
My journey began back in October of 2006 when my beautiful loving wife passed away in my arms. As she took that final breath and was silent forever, My whole world imploded in an immense sea of agony and pain. The sheer magnitude of this can only be understood by people who have been there and one would never wish this on anyone. As an escape I became a workaholic, I worked and worked to occupy my brain and somehow try and heal what seemed the un-healable at the time.
With no time for any relationships…Imperceptibly and slowly one by one some “lights” went out deep within my soul and spirit. In time My company grew to be quite successful and I find myself the president and CEO of a corporation…. Naturally still no time for a relationship…
I found PERB some 8 years ago now and I would read the lounge from time to time and look at the escort ads and read some reviews, I laughed at the jokes, cried at the sad stuff, took some things with a “grain of salt”, growled at the trolls but always wondered if I could actually partake in this, would it mess me up? Could I be emotionally scarred? Maybe I have just too much baggage… a million thoughts go through your head… but I let the years slip by.
As a male, I find the female form so beguiling, so intoxicating and I so very much missed just their touch
I decided to finally try “the waters” at first and booked an appointment with “Escape from Stress” massage in May of this year. It was only a happy ending massage but it was more than I had had in years. Lori, did more than that (little did she know) she was very easy to talk with and the mental therapy she provided along with the physical was welcomed. Bless her heart , she even reviewed me! with a posting on Perb in the lounge entitled “Thank You To PERB for a perfect client”…. Frigg talk about an ego boost!
Later I saw Eva Evangeline, also a wonderful lady! As a massage client. I knew she was also an escort so it provided for me a “crossover” before I even would consider full blown GFE. She was wonderful and it provided for me the extra push to now have to make a decision to go for it. The agonizing part is whom do you choose for your “first time”? ALL of you seem so wonderful in your own unique ways. The most striking thing was how you ladies do what you do to complete and utter strangers… for me at least it takes a very very special person to do that and yet society in general has always portayed all you lovely ladies in such a bad light.
The choice finally became clear when I read Cami Parker’s last ad in the escort advertisers section. It struck a chord within me. The text seemed to be bekoning me, “The art of real” she said…
I requested an appointment for her time, and she responded, the time was set, and she says that her incall was occupied would I mind coming to her personal residence!!!! Holy Crap! I was flabbergasted… she does not know me from a hole in the ground!! The trust you ladies have… just floors me! How in the heck do you even know what may come though your door! In essence I felt truly humbled to be bestowed such an honor without knowing me at all! I have read many threads of how frustrating it is to be a provider in this business, the crap you have to put up with. Like the bike thread put up by westwoody about SPs and communication. Yet you soldier on and still provide the amazing services you all do.
Anyways I did go and see Cami, (nervous as all hell to be honest) She took care of me far beyond my wildest dreams…. that is all this gentleman is going to say.
For me there was light back in my spirit and my soul…. Dank and dark places were illuminated with brilliance that had long been forgotten. I left with a spring in my step and an inner smile from ear to ear.
The encounter replayed itself in my mind over and over again and the smile continues to this day. I did not realize how much it affected me until yesterday when my secretary remarked to me in my office that I seem different. Oh my gosh I think to myself how in the hell does she know!!!
I ask her ummm what do you mean? I dunno she says… you just seem to have a sparkle in your eyes that wasn’t there before. It’s “nice” she says as she leaves the room. And that’s how I know a new life is born.
Thank you very very much to Cami, Eva and Lori. And to all of you wonderful providers of Life and the human experience
And to all of you on PERB!
