I know
to be honest.I am fortunate I do not worry that much financially and can aford to partake. That could be part of the problem. I am fortunate in that I earn a fair living and I definately try to live a wholesome clean lifestyle.
I am a good person and have no regrets in my life. I did however reflect on my pooning spending and it is considerable.
To be honest I am very much obssessive in the hobby. I find myself consumed with it, from research, to website viewing, to visits, to vacations strictly for the purpose.
Anyways I have always tried to cut back but then find it only lasts a couple weeks and then I get the urge and go on a splurge.
I was just curious if their were others who find the hobby distructive or addictive in their lifestyle.
just a thought.