and so what the hell right???

[edmontonsubbie]

....a kink is a kink. And, i am pretty much sure that I can boil mine down to serving a dominant woman. I'm not talking about the bitchingabouteverythingunderthesunandwhyisn'tlifetreatingmebetter type woman....I am talking about the woman who smiles and knows that i exist only to make her life easier...she has just that confidence.

I seek a 24/7 relationship. On here, is likely not the spot to advertise that...but who cares. It is what it is. I know what I am...and I'm not the young and buffed up stud...but, on here....I am able to meet some amazing women....who accept me for what I am. They would never take me on as a sub...well...perhaps they would...but I doubt I could handle the competition of the ones that they attract....lol.

In a perfect D/s world....the Mistress respects the sub....obviously the sub respects the Mistress....and there will and would be times where the Mistress chooses another ahead of her primary sub....sub needs to have the cahoonies to know his place....and be confident. I like that notion and I believe I have that down to a T. I will suck her lover's cock if that's what she wishes....I really don't care. So long as She is happy....i am happy.

thank you for listening to my ramble,

eddie.

 

[edmontonsubbie]

gawd....i can't even believe i just wrote all that....it's time for bed. Having said that....I stand by every word uttered....I always do. I intensely dislike the types who say..."i didn't mean to say that".....of course you meant to say it fuckwit, otherwise you would not have.

kindest and most respectful regards,

eddie.

 

[mistressfreyja]

I liked your rant.

I find us to be on the same page of thinking, frequently, when reading your postings.

I really do think you are stellar.

I want to take the time to get to know you better. Some friendly communication.

 

[mistressfreyja]

Ps:

The topic of not being good enough:

we've had threads about it recently, in the Lounge.

Men: my best lesson to you (and this I only know through tough experience and personal choice), is that perfection doesn't exist.

You WILL see an older gent with a hot new thing...cuz both have something to offer.

When I walk down the street, arm in arm with my PhDer...it's because I adore his company, and hold him to the highest regard. He's comfortable, but not rich. He can't change my life, but why should he? That's MY job.

There are women out there, that appreciate you for you.

But, bottom line, is LOVE YOURSELF.

How can anyone treat you properly, if you expect bad treatment?

How can you expect a better life, if you don't DO IT YOURSELF.

Moral of my story: You don't have to be perfect. In fact, if you think you're perfect, you actually at the bottom of MY foodchain. I like substance. Oh, and smarts!!!!

 

[edmontonsubbie]

wow....

I am just in from yet another trip up to Ft. McMurray to find....this. I am stunned, smiling, and grateful.

I find us to be on the same page of thinking, frequently, when reading your postings.

I really do think you are stellar.

I want to take the time to get to know you better. Some friendly communication.

I am at msnforalan@hotmail.com on the msn chat thingy thing.....really, anybody can add that address if they wish....errrr, of course they can. I just published it.

The topic of not being good enough:

we've had threads about it recently, in the Lounge.

Men: my best lesson to you (and this I only know through tough experience and personal choice), is that perfection doesn't exist.

You WILL see an older gent with a hot new thing...cuz both have something to offer.

When I walk down the street, arm in arm with my PhDer...it's because I adore his company, and hold him to the highest regard. He's comfortable, but not rich. He can't change my life, but why should he? That's MY job.

There are women out there, that appreciate you for you.

But, bottom line, is LOVE YOURSELF.

How can anyone treat you properly, if you expect bad treatment?

How can you expect a better life, if you don't DO IT YOURSELF.

Moral of my story: You don't have to be perfect. In fact, if you think you're perfect, you actually at the bottom of MY foodchain. I like substance. Oh, and smarts!!!!

I ABSOLUTELY agree with this line of thinking. There is...and always will be....someone bigger, smarter, and faster than you are. You had damn sure better enjoy your own company and be confident that you are, to borrow a phrase, all that you can be. Wait.....check that....I know I can be better in many areas....but I'm relatively happy with my efforts regardless. What a horrible thing for a sub to say!....lol. I'm sorry Ma'am...of course I can and will do better (that's a cool Mistress....the one who takes the time to make sure you accomplish your goals).

I admire and get inspiration from those who don't have a lot but make it work regardless....those are good role models.

Eddie you are soo cute, Loved the post, thought it was wonderful to read.

Thank you Ma'am....that is kind and I appreciate it.


kindest regards,

eddie