Went to this office a few days ago and I was greeted by a very very attractive 25ish girl. Basically she would the girl I would like to be close to when (or if) I was younger.
So, I noticed that she was being very nice to me although I was at the wrong counter. She kept smiling while talking to me but my eyes were all over her, her sexy face, her long beautiful fingers and even I eye-scanned her bra line (she was definitely at 34 C). I hate rating women, but she would definitely rate 8 in terms of B, A, and F. I can go on and on about attractiveness but I digress.
Whenever I meet women, just like many other guys, my first reaction is , "Would I?" Since I got into this hobby, I seem to be doing it even more. Now when I see an attractive woman, my reaction is "Would she make a hot SP?" I can tell you in this case that if door of an incall opened and she was the girl behind the door, I would be very very happy.
Anyway, after a formal first few exchanges she gave me a huge smile and said, "You don't remember me, do you?"
No, I didn't, I told her, feeling a bit awkward.
Then she dropped the bomb!!!! She was someone I knew when she was like 7 or 8 year old!!!!!!! Obviously, she went to university, got education and now has a very decent position in an office. As much as I appreciated her remembering me, I felt embarrassed, nervous and a bit guilty at the same time.
She guided me to the right desk, shook my hand and ........ I left with mixed feeling.
"What if you both know each other", has been discussed on PERB so many times. So far, I have always said that as long as she is ok with it, it wouldn't bother me. I don't think I would respond similar way ever since I met her.
My sexual fantasies usually involve with someone I know or I have met. On the contrary, I see her, find her very very attractive and pleasant and here I am ... feeling a bit guilty.
I just had to get it out of my system because it's been bothering me.
T8E
So, I noticed that she was being very nice to me although I was at the wrong counter. She kept smiling while talking to me but my eyes were all over her, her sexy face, her long beautiful fingers and even I eye-scanned her bra line (she was definitely at 34 C). I hate rating women, but she would definitely rate 8 in terms of B, A, and F. I can go on and on about attractiveness but I digress.
Whenever I meet women, just like many other guys, my first reaction is , "Would I?" Since I got into this hobby, I seem to be doing it even more. Now when I see an attractive woman, my reaction is "Would she make a hot SP?" I can tell you in this case that if door of an incall opened and she was the girl behind the door, I would be very very happy.
Anyway, after a formal first few exchanges she gave me a huge smile and said, "You don't remember me, do you?"
No, I didn't, I told her, feeling a bit awkward.
Then she dropped the bomb!!!! She was someone I knew when she was like 7 or 8 year old!!!!!!! Obviously, she went to university, got education and now has a very decent position in an office. As much as I appreciated her remembering me, I felt embarrassed, nervous and a bit guilty at the same time.
She guided me to the right desk, shook my hand and ........ I left with mixed feeling.
"What if you both know each other", has been discussed on PERB so many times. So far, I have always said that as long as she is ok with it, it wouldn't bother me. I don't think I would respond similar way ever since I met her.
My sexual fantasies usually involve with someone I know or I have met. On the contrary, I see her, find her very very attractive and pleasant and here I am ... feeling a bit guilty.
I just had to get it out of my system because it's been bothering me.
T8E
