I actually have.
It was many years ago, 2003.
I had been separated from my ex-wfe for just over 2 years and had been pooning for about 1 1/2 years.
There was a local lady who is still one of my ATF's. We hit it off right away and by our 3rd "date' it was more like going to see a GF than an SP. We just meshed.
Anyway it would have been about a year later, I would see her every 2 - 3 weeks regularly. One late afternoon as we lay in each other's arms catching our breath she looks deep into my eyes and tells me she "thinks she is falling in love with me." I was stunned. To this day I cannot remember f I even said anything or just lay there like a deer in the headlights.
Anyway I soon dressed and left. My head was spinning. On one hand I couldn't help but be amazed that this beautiful, intelligent woman could feel this way about me. On the other, I kept telling myself there is no way I can let this happen. it makes no sense on so many levels, most of which I'm recently divorced with a young daughter to look after and no where near ready for a real relationship.
I let a few weeks pass before I called her up and told her we needed to talk.
We met at a local lounge for a drink and she told me she knew she had crossed a line. She was very sorry. She told me she had been attracted to me after our 2nd date and after a year felt she had to get it out there.
I told her i was very flattered and in another time and place i would take her up in my arms and make her my Queen for life but it couldn't be.
We hugged as we parted ways in the parking lot. I can still feel the hug and hear her gentle sobbing.
I lifted her head, brushed her hair from her forehead and gave her a kiss good bye.
That was the last time I ever saw her. She retired and moved away a couple of years later. I often thought of her and still do occasionally. I hope she is well and found the love of her life she deserved.
Cheers JB
