This makes me feel sad for you, you must really seen the wrong women who clearly didn't have any love for the job, I've found myself to start having more fun, and giving a more human experience after the first year. The first year I was so concerned with reviews, not being a clock watcher, and how I looked at different angles. After that I realised I'm the only one who cares about those things and started having some real fun. No two appointments are *ever* the same. Sorry to hear that's not the norm.