I was here I think to learn actually,
to see if i was treating the lady right that i saw,
maybe i wasn't doing this for the right reasons.
I dunno, i just wanted to learn,
and i have actually.
But not what i thought i was going to,
just about life human nature.
I was very much alone when i was younger,
i learned that i didn't really miss anything.
people hurt each other, they actually like to hurt each other.
sadly i have to admit, i am not the person i thought i was.
it has been humbling.
its nice to be alone, no one tells you how stupid you are how ugly you are etc, etc.
and i guess i don't hurt anyone either, like i said it has been a very humbling experiance this and seeing escorts.