My labido is much higher. She isn't very willing to help me out when she isn't in the mood. Longest bj I've had from her is a minute or so?
Sex is kind of one sided as well. I do most of the work. I love to please and seeing her happy makes the experience better but to be straight up ignored starts to grate on me after a while.
With all that said I still haven't gone passed just getting a massage and a HJ. Have had the odd bj but it still makes me uneasy as I'm concerned about getting a std/sti or what ever. Have no interest in putting her health at risk. Super careful about who I've let out there mouth on jr.
With all of that said I haven't had sex in 5 months? She's given me 3 hj and sucked my dick once for a whopping minute or so. Have I mentioned there is almost no enthusiasm.
Just to be clear, I help out A LOT around the house. Cook, clean, laundry, back massages when she asks. Go above and beyond what the majority of women get from there SO's. So the excuse of keeping her happy in other ways doesn't float.
She also swears the quality of the sex is great. So that isn't an issue. If she's lieing to me about this it's all on her. Can't fix something I'm not aware of.
Should mention that she is the only women I've slept with. So there's also that. Hard to keep my curiousity at bay when I'm so dam. Sexually frustrated
With all this said I'm still heavily considering going all the way with an escort. Maddi is kind of at the top of my list. Always wanted to be with a petite spinner type girl. Just not sure if she could handle it as I'm a bit endowed.
Doubt I'll work up the courage as just going for a massage + hi makes me feel like a piece of shit for a week or two....
Sex is kind of one sided as well. I do most of the work. I love to please and seeing her happy makes the experience better but to be straight up ignored starts to grate on me after a while.
With all that said I still haven't gone passed just getting a massage and a HJ. Have had the odd bj but it still makes me uneasy as I'm concerned about getting a std/sti or what ever. Have no interest in putting her health at risk. Super careful about who I've let out there mouth on jr.
With all of that said I haven't had sex in 5 months? She's given me 3 hj and sucked my dick once for a whopping minute or so. Have I mentioned there is almost no enthusiasm.
Just to be clear, I help out A LOT around the house. Cook, clean, laundry, back massages when she asks. Go above and beyond what the majority of women get from there SO's. So the excuse of keeping her happy in other ways doesn't float.
She also swears the quality of the sex is great. So that isn't an issue. If she's lieing to me about this it's all on her. Can't fix something I'm not aware of.
Should mention that she is the only women I've slept with. So there's also that. Hard to keep my curiousity at bay when I'm so dam. Sexually frustrated
With all this said I'm still heavily considering going all the way with an escort. Maddi is kind of at the top of my list. Always wanted to be with a petite spinner type girl. Just not sure if she could handle it as I'm a bit endowed.
Doubt I'll work up the courage as just going for a massage + hi makes me feel like a piece of shit for a week or two....
