I guess you can look at it two ways and maybe there both the same idea I'm just adding separation for clarity.
I think society people believe or want to believe in the fairy tale happiness ever after they want to believe that when a man and a women get together the medium of exchange is,
Hope trust happiness future promises dreams truth,
But when the medium of exchange is money the bubble bursts the fairy tale is no more,
The uniqueness of the human experience is some how lessoned
It doesn't matter then a relations ship with an escort might be the most honest sexual relationship you ever experience.
Its all about appearance
And society wants to believe in that special relationship men and women have, and not have it cheapened by money
so I think society will never really accept prostitution
I think it also cheapens the human sexual experience when it just becomes a simple purchase of porn
I remember the first time I saw or came face to face with a nude women, the vision like forty some years latter, is sill etched into my retinas, it truly was a magical moment and it wasn't porn or porn related,
I was at a strip bar just recently and I sat in the back and watched and it was amusing to me the guys just waiting watching drooling to catch site of the dancers pussy. I was one and you wait you watch you drool, you through loonies you clap, all in hopes the lady will favor you with and extra view or closer view and when you think you have been slighted your annoyed or even when it happens it all becomes very forgettable.
Then you get annoyed at her when she doesn't show it fast enough or close enough to you or is all covered in hair and pretty much as soon as you walk out the door its forgotten no matter how pretty it is. And you just want more and more and more explicit and closer. And even then there is nothing special about it you just crave more.
And it’s the same with your sp, you pay her money, you want more shots on goal, you just want her to spread her legs and make it all available for you every time you look at her. Simple sex isn't enough you want greek facials etc.
I have been in this almost a decade, and I always sort of wondered whats wrong.
Maybe nothing maybe everything,
Your lonely, things not right at home, so see an escort,
Its to easy,
You don’t have to fix anything,
All I need is money, and there is a women out there who will take care of me,
Its all so very easy.
And at first you go wow, whatever you want as many times as you want, if she doesn't comply you just find some one else,
And you go on and enjoy,
Then you kind of come to the realization its all so mechanical its sex but its assembly line sex and you look at your life, and it hasn't changed your as lonely as you were before.
And what your chasing with your sp is just adrenalin and you need more and more to get the same fix. Women just become a toy for you to use.
Sex what is it, you wonder what is a women you wonder, just greek facials bare back is that all that is important.
I was lucky for whatever reason I like to repeat with sp's and though I have seen lots of sps I have only repeated with a handful of them
And there is a certain point in a relationship with an sp, that she isn't an sp any more, your not a john
Sometimes it happens very quickly and other times it takes many many sessions.
Your just a man and a women that have come together, for many different reasons.
But when that happens it all feels different.
Nothing physically changes you kind of might think she will throw her restrictions out the window, or limits and your still paying her but its all changed. But it hasn't
Just the feel of it is totally different. Her body language is totally different, her expression is different, some time its more noticeable with different sps and maybe you kind of just wonder where she went, and miss your old sp.
But then you realize she isn't your sp any more she is just a women,
And it’s a gift of herself she is giving you.
Before she always seemed in control in charge, now she seems weak and vulnerable humble open, soft warm, her body language once appeared very strong now seems very supple her face radiates a mixture of peace and calm.
And it dawns on you that this is the way it should be between a man and a women.
I have no idea how many sessions I have had, lots
But how many memories will I take away from this, very few.
But the most and the most intense memories I have, are those very special moments where my sp, is no longer my sp.
She is just a women who has given me the gift of herself.
Its very amazing but also kind of sad, we have shared something but life goes on, we both have places we need to be people we have to answer for or see. We have shared something but its over, and the medium of exchange was trust, not money.
I have been lucky several sps have given me the gift of themselves.
I don’t think this hobby is wrong.
But I think you have to ask yourself
What am I buying.
I think society people believe or want to believe in the fairy tale happiness ever after they want to believe that when a man and a women get together the medium of exchange is,
Hope trust happiness future promises dreams truth,
But when the medium of exchange is money the bubble bursts the fairy tale is no more,
The uniqueness of the human experience is some how lessoned
It doesn't matter then a relations ship with an escort might be the most honest sexual relationship you ever experience.
Its all about appearance
And society wants to believe in that special relationship men and women have, and not have it cheapened by money
so I think society will never really accept prostitution
I think it also cheapens the human sexual experience when it just becomes a simple purchase of porn
I remember the first time I saw or came face to face with a nude women, the vision like forty some years latter, is sill etched into my retinas, it truly was a magical moment and it wasn't porn or porn related,
I was at a strip bar just recently and I sat in the back and watched and it was amusing to me the guys just waiting watching drooling to catch site of the dancers pussy. I was one and you wait you watch you drool, you through loonies you clap, all in hopes the lady will favor you with and extra view or closer view and when you think you have been slighted your annoyed or even when it happens it all becomes very forgettable.
Then you get annoyed at her when she doesn't show it fast enough or close enough to you or is all covered in hair and pretty much as soon as you walk out the door its forgotten no matter how pretty it is. And you just want more and more and more explicit and closer. And even then there is nothing special about it you just crave more.
And it’s the same with your sp, you pay her money, you want more shots on goal, you just want her to spread her legs and make it all available for you every time you look at her. Simple sex isn't enough you want greek facials etc.
I have been in this almost a decade, and I always sort of wondered whats wrong.
Maybe nothing maybe everything,
Your lonely, things not right at home, so see an escort,
Its to easy,
You don’t have to fix anything,
All I need is money, and there is a women out there who will take care of me,
Its all so very easy.
And at first you go wow, whatever you want as many times as you want, if she doesn't comply you just find some one else,
And you go on and enjoy,
Then you kind of come to the realization its all so mechanical its sex but its assembly line sex and you look at your life, and it hasn't changed your as lonely as you were before.
And what your chasing with your sp is just adrenalin and you need more and more to get the same fix. Women just become a toy for you to use.
Sex what is it, you wonder what is a women you wonder, just greek facials bare back is that all that is important.
I was lucky for whatever reason I like to repeat with sp's and though I have seen lots of sps I have only repeated with a handful of them
And there is a certain point in a relationship with an sp, that she isn't an sp any more, your not a john
Sometimes it happens very quickly and other times it takes many many sessions.
Your just a man and a women that have come together, for many different reasons.
But when that happens it all feels different.
Nothing physically changes you kind of might think she will throw her restrictions out the window, or limits and your still paying her but its all changed. But it hasn't
Just the feel of it is totally different. Her body language is totally different, her expression is different, some time its more noticeable with different sps and maybe you kind of just wonder where she went, and miss your old sp.
But then you realize she isn't your sp any more she is just a women,
And it’s a gift of herself she is giving you.
Before she always seemed in control in charge, now she seems weak and vulnerable humble open, soft warm, her body language once appeared very strong now seems very supple her face radiates a mixture of peace and calm.
And it dawns on you that this is the way it should be between a man and a women.
I have no idea how many sessions I have had, lots
But how many memories will I take away from this, very few.
But the most and the most intense memories I have, are those very special moments where my sp, is no longer my sp.
She is just a women who has given me the gift of herself.
Its very amazing but also kind of sad, we have shared something but life goes on, we both have places we need to be people we have to answer for or see. We have shared something but its over, and the medium of exchange was trust, not money.
I have been lucky several sps have given me the gift of themselves.
I don’t think this hobby is wrong.
But I think you have to ask yourself
What am I buying.
