I believe we are born with a set of feelings or desires we chase all our life.
I think one two or three of those feelings become a priority for us they dominate our life determine who we are, they are so set in stone, we can do nothing about them except fight them all our life.
I think if you look up at the sky at night and feel your not alone, or a new born child or whatever and you feel the glory of creation or moved in a spiritual way,
Your not moved in a Christian way or a Muslim way, Culture and society determine how you describe your faith or deal with your faith, but your not at all born Christian.
If you feel the wonder of it all, that is genetic, your culture and or life experience determine how you express it.
Same as eating, I am hungry, your born with the need to eat and continue on, your culture determines whether you want meat and potatoes or a bowl of rice and a stir fry.
Not everyone feels spiritual, and I think its complex, in that people can feel spiritual and commune with nature or a higher power in different ways. Its not always about going to church and kneeling down.
I think your controlled by a couple three feelings we chase and feel all our life.
But they can actually be very negative, the need to hate, hate anything that isn't like us or me.
The need to feel poor me all my life,
The need to be driven to succeed all ones life, but succeed at what and at what cost to other things.
The need to have sex, even if it means cheating on my wife or paying a prostitute.
I am a sexual being and when my wife announced sex wasn't going to happen any more,
I kind of went says who or just shrugged and thought to myself yeah right,
Im a sexual human being and one way or another, I knew i was going to continue to be a sexual human being,
it isn't something I can just shut off,
I know I want to be part of something I know I want to belong, its a driving force for me,
as a result I form relationships form loyalties pretty easy. I need them, relationships and the character and circumstance are everything to me.
I know I have a yearning to understand make sense of everything, I will not rest until I understand it,
Three things control my life, I think, relationships our or my relationships with people, sex, and my need to make sense of it all.
Other then that, ask me if I give a fuck about anything.