What a F**king depressing night!!!

[maxx50]

Did not think it would be this bad when it started out put it is now
First of all it is Friday night but i will be working the week end .
Then my favorite girl is out of town for a week or two, probably won't even talk to her on the phone.. that is a bummer, don't have the money to see her if she was in town.
So i get home late sit down to watch some tV ,, get date line.. what a sad story .one family was told their daughter was killed in a a crash and for five weeks they beleave that until the the hospital phone and tells them they made a mistake and there daughter in alive and is recovering from a coma, they buried some one elses daughter.. And that family has been at the wrong persons bed side for the last five weeks that was so sad and so wonderful at the same time . Then i turn t some other program , that turns out to be about the wife of the lawyer that was killed 5 years or so ago ,that when to ask a party to quiet down , and was beat up and died from a kick to the head. Her story was how she has forgiven the guy that killed her husband , She goes around talking about it , and the guy the killed him also come to the talks and tells his storey. They are all part of each others life now.
.Depressing and wonderful at the same time
it does not stop ,then i turn to PBS,, and see the last have of a movie "On the Beach,, and ant nuclear war movie from the 60sties , Great movie but depressing..man kind gets wiped out .. ad there is no saving grace.
Here I was getting teared up for the better part of 2 hours. and not much to make me happy.

 

[namssa]

Why don't you.....

Get your ass outside and go for a walk or something? Volunteer and help improve someone else's life and you will feel a hell of a lot better. Sitting there watching the crap that is on tv is just fucking depressing at best. The one where the woman is on a show with the guy who killed her husband and is all forgiving and he is a part of her live, WTF? There is no wonderfull in that, only depressing.

While you are at it, why don't you check out Nancy Grace on CNN and watch her shit, and get even more depressedand fucked up? Get out there and do something. Make a difference in someone elses life and you will feel a hell of alot better about yourself in the process. You were give a life do something usefull with it......geeez!

Guess I kind of rant sometimes.

 

[WestVanGuy]

Did not think it would be this bad when it started out put it is now
First of all it is Friday night but i will be working the week end .
Then my favorite girl is out of town for a week or two, probably won't even talk to her on the phone.. that is a bummer, don't have the money to see her if she was in town.
So i get home late sit down to watch some tV ,, get date line.. what a sad story .one family was told their daughter was killed in a a crash and for five weeks they beleave that until the the hospital phone and tells them they made a mistake and there daughter in alive and is recovering from a coma, they buried some one elses daughter.. And that family has been at the wrong persons bed side for the last five weeks that was so sad and so wonderful at the same time . Then i turn t some other program , that turns out to be about the wife of the lawyer that was killed 5 years or so ago ,that when to ask a party to quiet down , and was beat up and died from a kick to the head. Her story was how she has forgiven the guy that killed her husband , She goes around talking about it , and the guy the killed him also come to the talks and tells his storey. They are all part of each others life now.
.Depressing and wonderful at the same time
it does not stop ,then i turn to PBS,, and see the last have of a movie "On the Beach,, and ant nuclear war movie from the 60sties , Great movie but depressing..man kind gets wiped out .. ad there is no saving grace.
Here I was getting teared up for the better part of 2 hours. and not much to make me happy.

Wake up to the fact that you made your happiness depend on fucking young girls 30 years your junior, for money you can't always afford....

You made your bed, lie in it OR change your focus to attainable goals like real companionship, friendship, a hobby, music, nature, yoga, ANYTHING that doesn't depend on others or on your momentary financial situation.

 

[maxx50]

I allway get a kick in the teeth.

i have tried to write a reply to this 2 x and keep losing it
so i will take different approach.. It seems that for an escort review board there is alway some one that has to ..shit on some one for seeing girls that are 30 years there junior and spending money the can't afford.. well i would say most of the guys on here do that at some point .. and isn't that the point of seeing an escort.
Now i have got my hobbies ...work..music, drawing and you all know i love to take nude pics.and to tell you the truth i am not sorry for the last three years or so ,it gave me chance to live a life that i never did or even thought of.
and i have meet poeple that i find a more interesting then the rest of the self ritches stuck up world that don't live the truth..I have been there , church groups,, the pubs, i don't drink but i did play keno.. the gym ..and the social scean never did it for me .I meet a few girls and ladies through the years but we seldom clicked .. i am a little odd..and it take time to know me then i am even odder,and a little sad.. but after doing that for 30 years or more .. it gets boring.
Thanks for the suggestions ,but i am where i want to be..and if i am broke and down some times that is just part of the odd me.
Just why do they have to put depressing programing on TV ,on a Friday night..I wanted some thing up lifting after a long week of work.
Who ever said that all those other none escort things don't depend on money is not living in this world ..hobbies and socialising..and a real relation ship, yes a real relationship i had some kind of one it cost me plenty

 

[Ima]

lesbiantubedottv always cheered me up

 

[WestVanGuy]

and i have meet poeple that i find a more interesting then the rest of the self ritches stuck up world that don't live the truth.

So you decided to visit women who give you their time, affection and pussy for money instead, and so they DEFINITELY live the truth

 

[maxx50]

Of course!

Well WVG.. know one is going in under any false pretence..but then again we are not that simple..in our thinking.

 

[Bartdude]

So you decided to visit women who give you their time, affection and pussy for money instead, and so they DEFINITELY live the truth

So what's your fucking point, asshole?

Other than trying to make someone else feel bad?

Prick.

 

[WestVanGuy]

Well WVG.. know one is going in under any false pretence..but then again we are not that simple..in our thinking.

You know what your problem is? You are a hypocrite.

Why don't you just admit to yourself that you are just another perbert/pervert who always lusted after young pussy and now that you found it you got addicted to it and tend to get depressed if you can't afford it, just like an alcoholic when he can't get his booze.

Why not just go ahead and enjoy it instead of trying to make it look like you are doing something wonderful?

And this is a free advice, a psychiatrist would charge you a lot for it

 

[Ima]

Why not just go ahead and enjoy it instead of trying to make it look like you are doing something wonderful?

And this is a free advice, a psychiatrist would charge you a lot for it

Maybe I missed it, but not sure where he is portraying this hobby as something wonderful...

I think you are reading something you want to read in order to make your own opinion valid...

You need to relax WVG, so much anger, the dark side is strong in you

 

[WestVanGuy]

Maybe I missed it, but not sure where he is portraying this hobby as something wonderful...

I think you are reading something you want to read in order to make your own opinion valid...

You need to relax WVG, so much anger, the dark side is strong in you

Read his excuses/reasons for seeing young girls.

He complains he is bored and he says he can't relate to women his age. I call this bullshit. What can a 50+ guy have in common with a 23 yr old girl other than fucking?

 

[maxx50]

and what do i know about 50 yr old women.

Nothing .. I have not dated , have not been married ,or divorced , have no kids.. don't have a bunch of baggage from failed relationships..
I relate to everyone the same with my little bit Neva out look on things ,still a bit of a kid myself.. and yes i enjoy people Girls younger then myself.. it is what it is ..and for now that is What i am doing..when i can't do it any more I won't be bitter about it ..
As for you i don't really know hat you are screwed up over.. Can't you do the same thing that i do?

 

[Ima]

I call this bullshit.

You call every thing bullshit...

Why not just do your own thing and don't judge other people for what they do... He isn't harming you or anyone, so why so much anger towards him... Big deal a 50 year old like to bang 20 year olds, like this is the first instance in history of that ever happening...

On the other hand, if all the 50 year olds didn't poon, that would lower the demand substantially and us 30 year olds would enjoy much lower prices

 

[maxx50]

I like 30ty yr old also.

Thanks you two.. live and let live.
It is not about weather the girls i see are 20 or 40 ..it is about connection..i see those that i can connect to and can be myself with. that is what it is about. not just seeing who i can F**k.

Actually i started this b complaining about what was on TV on Friday night.. Now yes it could all come down to who i am.. but that was not what i was trying to do. I know who i am .. If some one thinks i am F**ked up they could be right
But WCG has never meet me .. so i just will admit i am odd. like HHH said.

 

[Ima]

Most depressing thing on TV last night was the Canucks game

 

[maxx50]

I missed that.

That would of made it even 10x more depressing.. sure glad i did not see that.
I might have to call some one to cheer me up.

 

[maxx50]

Am I missing something?

True I may just enjoy that .. Maybe all this being depressed over TV,, seeing 20 something girls.. being single. 53... on and on.. and on.. is just hiding the real problem ..I must be gay ..and don't want to admit it! Is that what it is? ..Is this a gay board and know one has told me.

 

[hugedman]

Maxx50,
Besides the channels you stated on your post, if you want some erotic/light porn, you can wait until 1AM and turn to channel 13 (Shaw cable TV) and maybe you will enjoy some light porn with little plot (well, it's better plots than those from hardcore porns). Or just watch the re-run of those old comedy shows (Jerry S, Cheers, etc...)
Life is short...maybe its time to join some social clubs or some dance club where you might even meet your potential SO,...
Good luck.

 

[JustAGuy]

then i turn to PBS,, and see the last have of a movie "On the Beach,, and ant nuclear war movie from the 60sties , Great movie but depressing..man kind gets wiped out .. ad there is no saving grace.
(

There's something depressing about the best possible thing that could happen to this planet, namely mankind being wiped out? I fail to see what it is.

 

[Quarter Mile'r]

Panther says his cuddles are out of sight

If they are, would you go over and try them out for us.
Who knows, you might find that $100 hotty you keep mentioning.
I'd love to see the review.




...............QM'r