being anomous has its advantages i guess for some
i started off in this hobby, i had a great rep.
ladies actually tried to steal me from the one lady i usually saw.
my rep went down the craper. i took alot of shit, and abuse.
a couple of ladies had issues with me to be sure, i won't deny it.
but i still kept pooning with one of the best ladies in my city. we had great times. still do actually had a session monday night.
i don't know i have been on both sides of it.
i guess,
though i never thought i was a pyscho.
and to be honest most ladies or people that have actually met me don't.
most people consider me friendly and geniune open and honest.
to a fault im open and honest. and quite funny sometimes.
which on retrospection is not necessary a good thing being open and honest when every one around you pretty much isn't
but what the hell. my life is my life, i feel what i feel.
i don't know if a lady doesn't want to see me, its her problem i guess. and her loss to,
i have to say its worked for me, because im a regular with one of the best ladies in the city, instead of wasting my time and paying big dollars to a second rate sp, who could be one of the best sp's around. but is just tired and burnt out and doesn't really give a dam.
i don't know you got to look at yourself in the mirror and just be who you are.
and let the chips fall where they fall.
my opinion alot of people are just afraid to be themselves. they don't like who they are,