my problem is getting to know her and the experience become more natural. the touch, the kiss and the eye contact. she knows what I like and I know her rules. when I am with her, Not only I am feeling welcome and comfortable, I feel the safety and cleanness. the great experience keep getting me to go back. If she moves then I may have to quite the hobby or move to the city where she is. Some SP only get the look, she has the look also the brain.
