"Mmmh.....I know you're getting hard over MY perfect ass. It tastes better than it looks, so I'm told!"
"I'm missing myboy, particularly MY pussy and MY ass are, and they could do with a good licking."
Ahem, so something that happened the last time that I'd seen my Mistress, is still on my mind.
Yes, very much so!!
Over the last while, before departing from the presence of my Mistress, it had become somewhat of a custom, if you will - I had been permitted and encouraged by my Mistress to lick and suck on Her lovely bum hole and pussy, as She leaned forward on all fours, onto some sort of raised platform of Hers.
In my previous submissions, I just may have referred it as my Mistress' "little" playbed.
However, this last time, before I had departed from Her, my Mistress made it known that She would not be permitting me that all too familiar intimacy with Her (at that time).
She did let me know that it was because She wanted me to be thinking about Her and dreaming about Her, even more so.
And, starting at the beginning of the week, my Mistress has been messaging me, telling me that She'll be seeing me that day or the next day.
The not so random messages that were placed as the lead-in for this submission, bear testament to my Mistress' perpetual teasing of me.
Later on, during the next day, my Mistress let me know that it could be the next day or even the one after that - basically leading me on, as it were.
Definitely getting me all aroused and horny, She was!
One could say that I have an intimate attachment to my Mistress, like no other.
With that said, I am definitely aware of my Mistress' mindset and the method to Her "madness".
I knew that day, the day that my Mistress would finally be seeing me is, is "tomorrow".
I was pretty sure that it would be!
On my previous submission, if you recall, I had brought to the fore, my initial contact and subsequent "conversations of intimacy" with Margaret, that lovely Lady and ever so open-minded Lesbian.
Definitely, a special someone that I've recently become accustomed to sharing such cherished and privileged information with.
It was just after my Mistress had contacted me on that day, regarding our meeting together, that I'd sent Margaret the following e-mail:
"Hello
Hi Margaret,
Just wanted to tell you that everything is working out, just as I thought and hoped that it would.
So, I got that phone call from my Mistress, the one that I was in constant expectation of, just after 12 noon, local time.
Just so you know, my Mistress is going to do as She said She would, She will be permitting me the pleasure of meeting with Her, later on, today.
And, now, the feelings that I have for Her, are just incredible!!
Ohh....it's just an amazing feeling of servitude and submission."
Now, continuing on from a few months ago, and my last submission, here:
After I had e-mailed Margaret the previous night, it was sometime during the next morning that I'd received the following message from her:
"Hello
myboy,
It is amazing for me to hear your lovely use your Mistress made of you.
I had always thought that sexboys were somehow very different to subgirls - but really the way you are used is almost the same except She has that hard erection of yours to use . . . lucky Mistress!
Most of the times a Mistress has had a Lady-boi in as well, and he has arrived already in a little sissy dress and pretty lingerie.
Has She dressed you this way before? - kept you as Her Lady-boi?
I know some Mistresses, even though they know underneath you are a boi, want you dressed and made up and being a lovely pretty girl all the time - even to arrive at Her flat already as a pretty girl.
I must admit I love the bois, any Mistress that I am with, to be girls all the time . . . somehow it just seems right?
I had the big clean up and got ready earlier. I had all my hair waxed off a long time ago so I had no shaving to do.
There are so few follicles now, so just a few zaps with the electro and I am beautiful, shiny and naked.
I have had a demi-labiaplasty - just the hood on my clit cut away - but I am having the whole procedure soon - it was so silly not to have it completed when I had the hood catheterized but I was afraid.
Mistress Eleanor has never had me shower with Her - She has once or twice added a perfume that She liked on me.
When I arrived at Her flat I did as I was told and went in the room off the hall and found what I had to wear - a beautiful "dress" full length - but sheer glass silk and without sides - completely open - just a strip from my collar to the ground front and back but narrow - about 4".
So I put it on and also the gorgeous jewel G-string that was there and I had my own ballet heels on - Mistress said to, as it is so difficult to fit them on so that the toe 'box' and heel fit just right and balance on that 7" heel.
Madame Eleanor was on the little roof garden, and alone, which surprised me - She gave me a flute of champagne and explained that She was just having me for the evening - there would be a light finger supper and most of all She wanted to get to know me, not just as a submissive fuck object, but as a real person..
So it was lovely - so beautiful.
She was very understanding, asked all about my childhood, how I came to be a submissive masochist, my experiences in S/m, the most extreme sex experiences I have had and lots of other things.
I came to feel how understanding She is and how She will lead me into new submissive experiences with Her.
So, finally we had a lovely dessert wine - it was midnight by now - but She said I couldn't go without having Her cunt and clit for my dessert.
Her couch was one of those that the sides and back fall out and there is a couch.
Hers had chain cuffs at the corners and a strap in the middle to hold me down.
Then She Queened me in the most beautiful way.
She knew, as I am a masochist, I wouldn't cum but She gave me the most beautiful arousal in my G-string and with a dildo in my cunt.
I had been butt-plugged all evening so She left my ass to play with for another time.
Today I have been realizing how lucky I am - and I am looking forward to being used in all sorts of ways by this wonderful Mistress.
She knows how to give a S/m session with the extreme arousal I need and She will give me the sessions that I like.
Now I hope the rest of your time was as beautiful as mine.
I am dying to hear more from you - your Mistress sounds perfect - it is so difficult to meet a wonderful and compatible Mistress, wouldn't you agree?
I think we are both extremely lucky!
Hugs and kisses,
Margaret
I expected a party or something.."
Being that I'd received and then read Margaret's message with the greatest of eagerness, I will not lie, that message of Margaret's, also, made me very horned and aroused!
That was such an amazing and interesting revelation from her!!
With that said, I didn't waste any time in getting back to Margaret and letting her know just how her revealing to me of such things made me feel.
It was later on that night that I'd e-mailed Margaret:
"Hello
Hi Margaret,
If you must know, I was really looking forward to receiving a message from you, this morning.
As it turned out, there was no need to worry or to wonder about you?
It was few minutes after I'd first checked my e-mail, that there, there it was, that very much desired message.....from you!!
That was such a wonderful feeling, receiving yet another very intriguing and most enlightening message from you, Margaret!!
I must say, it must have been something for you, when Madame Eleanor told you that you 'couldn't go without having Her cunt and clit for your dessert'?
I could just imagine what would be going thru my mind if that sort of scenario would have been played out with me?
If my Mistress were to tell me that,.......well, I know that I would be ecstatic, perhaps speechless?
It would be the most wonderful feeling, to not only know, but also, to have a beautiful Mistress offer Herself to Her submissive one, in such a very special and intimate way, that I know!
As well, I loved hearing how Madame Eleanor 'Queened you in the most beautiful way. She knew, as you are a masochist, that you wouldn't cum, but instead She gave you the most beautiful arousal in your G-string and with a dildo in your cunt.'
That was so amazing to "hear" you tell me that!!
As well, that 'Madame Eleanor knows how to give a S/m session with the extreme arousal that you need and that She will give you the sessions that you like'.
Yes, it's such an incredible feeling, just knowing that Madame Eleanor has such control and domination over you, as well as, being aware of your need to submit to Her.
Now, to answer your question about my Mistress dressing me up as a Lady-boi:
As I recall, my Mistress has, on previous occasions, had me sit down on one of Her chair-like pedestals, as She then applied blush to my cheeks, eye-liner to my eye lashes and eye brows, and red lipstick to my lips.
My Mistress loved how I looked, and so did I!
In fact, She said that She loved the way that I looked, a lot!!
As She was applying the make-up to my face, She went on to tell me that She has some voyeuristic tendencies within Her and that She's very much into watching sexual interludes taking place with consenting partners.
Yes, my Mistress rather enjoys the mystery of curiosity.
And, as I've come to know, my Mistress has this insatiable need to control and direct, as well.
My Mistress, however, has intimated to me that She only shares such physical closeness and special intimacy with the Ladies, so that is why She dresses me up as Her Lady-boi.
I'm curious myself, as well, and I am somewhat intrigued by demi-labiaplasty.
In fact, I'm wondering: what is it, and is it something that your Mistress has ordered or wanted you to do for Her?
Why would you cut away the hood of your pussy?
For me, a Mistress who has a hood and a very lovely clit, is an incredible turn-on for me!!
Just so you know, my Mistress has a very lovely pussy w/ nice exposed lips and a clit that reminds me of a small penis.
And, it's just so lovely to suck on!
As I'd promised.....
After showering and drying myself off, I waited for my Mistress, and She led me along, thru Her Bedroom and then into Her Kitchen.
As I had a look around, something that caught my eye and made me wonder about it, was something that looked kind of like a short round candle.
It was set on the counter, off to the side, as it were.
I found out later what that was about...
Okay, so I found out what that "candle" was on my Mistress' counter.
It was actually a shot glass, filled to the brim with some liquor of sorts.
My Mistress ordered me to down that shot of liquor,....all in one gulp!
I definitely felt its effect, as an almost immediate wave of vertigo and drowsiness set in.
I didn't know 'til later on what that was all about.
But, as I soon found out, it was just part of my Mistress' plan to sedate me and to place me under Her control.
My Mistress ordered me down and onto my knees, and then She proceeded to lift Her lovely body onto Her Kitchen countertop.
Definitely so very nice of Her to be in such an openly accessible position for me and my face!
My Mistress then turned Herself around, making sure to have Her lovely pussy fully exposed to the advances of my lips, tongue, and nose.
I remember this position of Hers with fondness, even now, as I had my hands under that very lovely and toned bum of Hers, as I continued on with much desire, eating Her very delicious and ever so wet pussy!
It was my licking and sucking on my Mistress, in that position, that definitely got Her attention.
If I remember correctly, I had my nose stuck ever so deep into that pussy of my Mistress, and my hands were rubbing and squeezing Her very toned bum, and stomach - it seemed to go on and on and on!!
Something else that my Mistress did that she had never done before, was to splash some red wine down to the vicinity of Her lovely pussy.
And there it was so that it only heightened my desire and craving for Her pussy!
That was so lovely, and at the same, so very exhausting, it was!!!
Mmmmm...........She tasted delicious.
She was so very wet!
I loved that position a lot!!
Soon after, my Mistress changed positions, and made Herself so readily accessible to me, yes with Her nice firm and toned bum sticking out right into my waiting face - nose, lips and tongue!
I knew what my Mistress wanted me to do to Her.
So, I pleasured Her with my lips and tongue, licking and sucking on those luscious pussy lips and lovely bum hole of Hers!
It was only after my Mistress was fully satisfied with my pleasuring of Her there, on top of that Kitchen countertop of Hers, that She got Herself up and off and then led me into Her "little" playroom.
It was there that my Mistress had positioned Herself right next to that "little" playbed of Hers.
With that said, my Mistress then ordered me to get myself into position onto Her "little" play bed and to lay myself down, right on my back, in a spread eagle and prone position.
My Mistress was so very nice to me as She spread Her lovely self - Her very delicious pussy and bum right down and onto my face.
I was, again, permitted me to let my hands and fingers roam, wonder, and hold onto that very lovely and shapely body of Hers.
My Mistress continued on by playing around with my cock and balls.
She did so as She encouragingly ground Her pussy and bum onto my anxiously waiting lips and tongue!
And now that I think of it, I'm pretty sure, if not positive, that She was pressing and grinding Herself down onto me so hard, that my nose just may have slipped just right inside that lovely pussy of Hers!
I'm sure of it and the odd thing about it is that I was still breathing!
Wow, that was amazing.....it was!
And I couldn't believe just how wet Her pussy was getting.
That only served my wanting, not only to lick Her more, but also to eat and suck on Her very delicious pussy.......very hungrily, I might add!
I sure love it when my Mistress gets so very horny!
My Mistress, again, pressed and offered me another shot glass full of some kind of whiskey/liquor and encouraged me to "drink it down!"
Now, in short order, the effects of that liquor was definitely being felt by me, and I could really feel vertigo and drowsiness setting in.
With that said, I was definitely being used by my Mistress to pleasure Her,.... seemingly without let-up!
And, my Mistress went on even to ride my face,...........forwards, then backwards, and then....
To make things interesting, She also had a u-shaped or was it a round shaped vibrator of Hers attached onto my cock, as well?
That really added to my state of arousal as my Mistress proceeded to drive me out of my mind.
It was such an incredible feeling knowing that my Mistress was using me as Her sex slave.
And, I must say, it seemed like we were both getting so exhausted and tired!
With that said, I thought that everything was over,........and it was!
Well, sort of....my Mistress had then gotten up from off of me and off of Her "little" playbed.
Yes, my Mistress knew it - I was very exhausted!!
I spent a few minutes just dwelling on the moment, before I then followed the lead of my Mistress to Her leather couch in Her Livingroom.
It may be said that leather is a fetish of mine.
And, I must say, it was just lovely how the smell of leather had permeated the air.
I've actually read something to the effect that, "the mere smell of leather can trigger sexual arousal and orgasmic satisfaction".
Okay, so my Mistress just may have been onto something...
With that in mind, it was there that my Mistress had me lay back, with my head propped against and my face facing up, and onto the armrest of that couch.
My Mistress then sat Herself right down and onto my face, sitting Herself down as She would on a horse's saddle, and made Her pussy and Her bum so very accessible to me.
It most definitely added to the moment, as I then went to town, as it were, licking and sucking on my Mistress' pussy.
My Mistress loved it so much that She was even pulling Her pussy lips apart and directing my tongue to lick and suck on Her clit, even more so.
It got so that my Mistress' pussy was really getting wet!
Yes, it was so unreal!
As with all things, all nice and wonderful things must come to an end......
What an incredible time it was that I had spent with my Mistress!!
Imagine, if you will, being in a pre-orgasmic state and always being in anticipation of cumming, while never cumming, but having the pleasure of pleasing your Mistress.
It goes without saying, I'd departed from the Lair of my Mistress with such an amazingly incredible feeling of being very frustrated and horny.
Have yourself a lovely day, Margaret."
Now, being that I was feeling somewhat embarrassed about sending Margaret such a seemingly endless e-mail, it was sometimes during the next day that I sent her the following note:
"Hello
Margaret,
How are you?
I hope that you will forgive me as I did get carried away, just a bit, with my last message to you?
Having not been used by my Mistress for such an extended period of time, definitely did it for me..
Have a very nice day."
Margaret then sent me this lovely message the very next morning:
"Hello
Hello myboy,
I love hearing how you are living as a submissive boi toy - it is so like my life, it is amazing!
I have never really had a chance to "compare notes" with a Lady-boi.
I know almost every Dominatrix I have been with is a Lesbian and also a voyeur - so I completely understand Her wanting you dressed as a girl and watching you enjoying sex with a partner.
I assume She must choose a sexually submissive girl like me as your partner?
I know that because I have been given to Lady-bois for a Dominatrix to watch.
By the way, the picture you see is much how things have gone - a Lady-boi will pleasure Her as I keep the erection of the Lady-boi on edge with my tongue and hand.
The stocking tearing must have been so humiliating.
Have you thought of spending your time at home dressed as a girl?
Then you could have regular practice with things like rolling up your stockings then unrolling them up your leg so they are alright.
Also I imagine you would want to practice putting on make-up and also walking on high heels.
I had endless ballet lessons from when I was 6, so I am very comfortable on 7" ballet heels - but learning takes time - and I have to keep in practice wearing them often.
Always when I am taken out as a "social companion" to restaurants or theater I have to wear them - and also be tight-laced.
I wanted to say something about labiaplasty...
All it does is cut away the fatty skin labia round the actual cunt so my cunt is a beautiful clean open slit not covered in any way.
Many Dommes like it.
Usually they will want you to wear a tiny jewel G-string and that makes one's cunt and clit look beautiful.
Having a visible erect clit is something Dommes all seem to want.
I have a little pump with a cup that fits over my clit.
I'm supposed to use it twice a day but I admit I don't get to that much.
My clit is bigger but not much - when I am really turned on and extremely aroused and erect it is about an inch.
Some subs I have seen are more than twice that.
One of the subs - as you see in the picture - seem to have an enhanced clit standing up - it is a look that tells people what we are.
Even with my not very big enhancement, when I go to the pool, I wear extreme micro bikinis and I can see people noticing that I have a bit of a bulge there.
I don't expect I will be with Mistress until next weekend.
I may have some sex during the week with friends who are sex-subs.
We are a big conference town and this week have the Labour Party conference so all the hotels and bars, restaurants are crowded.
Maybe I won't be around in public so much as "me" this week.
I hope you are having a lovely time being "You".
Margaret"
And, Margaret surprised me when she sent me another message, just a few hours later, that morning:
"Hello
myboy,
I have a bit of time before a client I have to entertain until he goes to dinner with my boss comes . . . the usual drinks and trying to make interesting small talk.
I love that you got carried away - isn't that why we do what we do?
That amazing High when we are used in a lovely way by our Mistress?
I know how completely exhausting being used for a long period of sexual submission can be - - once I made the mistake of driving home - I have no idea how I even found my flat - - and once I parked I fell strait to sleep in the car.
When I woke up it was morning.
So your Mistress gave you a shot glass of liquor?
I have been given all sorts of things - I know some without my knowledge - in drinks and things - to make me just a mindless sex toy - I have been almost unconscious but still been able to keep my tongue and lips pleasuring my Mistress' cunt and clit.
It is the next day and I feel so completely exhausted - I need many hours to sleep it off and recover.
My Mistress here has managed to get Flibanserin, which technically isn't available here, yet.
It has an amazing effect making me think of nothing but sex - it sort of liberates me so I will do anything Mistress wants and try to do more!
I find myself completely craving sexual use but at the same time completely unaware of anything else - my whole awareness comes to me through my cunt and clit - and Mistress knows exactly how to use that to get me to do what She wants - - I know it's an old cliche - but I really do become Her sex slave.
The only thing is taking these things makes me do more and go on longer than I probably should - so after I am totally exhausted for a long time - I have to be careful not to become sexed up like this a day before I have to go to work!
I know I probably shouldn't do these things but I feel I have it under control.
I think about it all the time during the week but I do not actually take sex stimulants until I am going to be with a Dominatrix at the weekend - then I admit I use stimulants to make me a sex slave - - though I sometimes feel I would be anyway without taking anything - it is just how I am.
Do you ever wonder how you are different from most boys?
I wonder why I am like this - what made me become this way - but wondering doesn't tell me anything because I cannot resist the urge.
And I do feel you went far too long before you were with your Mistress.
Can you serve more than one Mistress?
If you had time with a Mistress more often you wouldn't become so overwhelmed when you did get to be with your Mistress.
I need it once a week if I am going to stay sort of balanced and able to give of my best for my Mistress.
Time for me to go and meet this client . . .with my head full of sexual submission.
hugs....Margaret"
To be continued.....
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Any resemblance to actual persons or actual incidents is purely coincidental.
The author accepts no responsibility for any thoughts you may form after reading his works.
"I'm missing myboy, particularly MY pussy and MY ass are, and they could do with a good licking."
Ahem, so something that happened the last time that I'd seen my Mistress, is still on my mind.
Yes, very much so!!
Over the last while, before departing from the presence of my Mistress, it had become somewhat of a custom, if you will - I had been permitted and encouraged by my Mistress to lick and suck on Her lovely bum hole and pussy, as She leaned forward on all fours, onto some sort of raised platform of Hers.
In my previous submissions, I just may have referred it as my Mistress' "little" playbed.
However, this last time, before I had departed from Her, my Mistress made it known that She would not be permitting me that all too familiar intimacy with Her (at that time).
She did let me know that it was because She wanted me to be thinking about Her and dreaming about Her, even more so.
And, starting at the beginning of the week, my Mistress has been messaging me, telling me that She'll be seeing me that day or the next day.
The not so random messages that were placed as the lead-in for this submission, bear testament to my Mistress' perpetual teasing of me.
Later on, during the next day, my Mistress let me know that it could be the next day or even the one after that - basically leading me on, as it were.
Definitely getting me all aroused and horny, She was!
One could say that I have an intimate attachment to my Mistress, like no other.
With that said, I am definitely aware of my Mistress' mindset and the method to Her "madness".
I knew that day, the day that my Mistress would finally be seeing me is, is "tomorrow".
I was pretty sure that it would be!
On my previous submission, if you recall, I had brought to the fore, my initial contact and subsequent "conversations of intimacy" with Margaret, that lovely Lady and ever so open-minded Lesbian.
Definitely, a special someone that I've recently become accustomed to sharing such cherished and privileged information with.
It was just after my Mistress had contacted me on that day, regarding our meeting together, that I'd sent Margaret the following e-mail:
"Hello
Hi Margaret,
Just wanted to tell you that everything is working out, just as I thought and hoped that it would.
So, I got that phone call from my Mistress, the one that I was in constant expectation of, just after 12 noon, local time.
Just so you know, my Mistress is going to do as She said She would, She will be permitting me the pleasure of meeting with Her, later on, today.
And, now, the feelings that I have for Her, are just incredible!!
Ohh....it's just an amazing feeling of servitude and submission."
Now, continuing on from a few months ago, and my last submission, here:
After I had e-mailed Margaret the previous night, it was sometime during the next morning that I'd received the following message from her:
"Hello
myboy,
It is amazing for me to hear your lovely use your Mistress made of you.
I had always thought that sexboys were somehow very different to subgirls - but really the way you are used is almost the same except She has that hard erection of yours to use . . . lucky Mistress!
Most of the times a Mistress has had a Lady-boi in as well, and he has arrived already in a little sissy dress and pretty lingerie.
Has She dressed you this way before? - kept you as Her Lady-boi?
I know some Mistresses, even though they know underneath you are a boi, want you dressed and made up and being a lovely pretty girl all the time - even to arrive at Her flat already as a pretty girl.
I must admit I love the bois, any Mistress that I am with, to be girls all the time . . . somehow it just seems right?
I had the big clean up and got ready earlier. I had all my hair waxed off a long time ago so I had no shaving to do.
There are so few follicles now, so just a few zaps with the electro and I am beautiful, shiny and naked.
I have had a demi-labiaplasty - just the hood on my clit cut away - but I am having the whole procedure soon - it was so silly not to have it completed when I had the hood catheterized but I was afraid.
Mistress Eleanor has never had me shower with Her - She has once or twice added a perfume that She liked on me.
When I arrived at Her flat I did as I was told and went in the room off the hall and found what I had to wear - a beautiful "dress" full length - but sheer glass silk and without sides - completely open - just a strip from my collar to the ground front and back but narrow - about 4".
So I put it on and also the gorgeous jewel G-string that was there and I had my own ballet heels on - Mistress said to, as it is so difficult to fit them on so that the toe 'box' and heel fit just right and balance on that 7" heel.
Madame Eleanor was on the little roof garden, and alone, which surprised me - She gave me a flute of champagne and explained that She was just having me for the evening - there would be a light finger supper and most of all She wanted to get to know me, not just as a submissive fuck object, but as a real person..
So it was lovely - so beautiful.
She was very understanding, asked all about my childhood, how I came to be a submissive masochist, my experiences in S/m, the most extreme sex experiences I have had and lots of other things.
I came to feel how understanding She is and how She will lead me into new submissive experiences with Her.
So, finally we had a lovely dessert wine - it was midnight by now - but She said I couldn't go without having Her cunt and clit for my dessert.
Her couch was one of those that the sides and back fall out and there is a couch.
Hers had chain cuffs at the corners and a strap in the middle to hold me down.
Then She Queened me in the most beautiful way.
She knew, as I am a masochist, I wouldn't cum but She gave me the most beautiful arousal in my G-string and with a dildo in my cunt.
I had been butt-plugged all evening so She left my ass to play with for another time.
Today I have been realizing how lucky I am - and I am looking forward to being used in all sorts of ways by this wonderful Mistress.
She knows how to give a S/m session with the extreme arousal I need and She will give me the sessions that I like.
Now I hope the rest of your time was as beautiful as mine.
I am dying to hear more from you - your Mistress sounds perfect - it is so difficult to meet a wonderful and compatible Mistress, wouldn't you agree?
I think we are both extremely lucky!
Hugs and kisses,
Margaret
I expected a party or something.."
Being that I'd received and then read Margaret's message with the greatest of eagerness, I will not lie, that message of Margaret's, also, made me very horned and aroused!
That was such an amazing and interesting revelation from her!!
With that said, I didn't waste any time in getting back to Margaret and letting her know just how her revealing to me of such things made me feel.
It was later on that night that I'd e-mailed Margaret:
"Hello
Hi Margaret,
If you must know, I was really looking forward to receiving a message from you, this morning.
As it turned out, there was no need to worry or to wonder about you?
It was few minutes after I'd first checked my e-mail, that there, there it was, that very much desired message.....from you!!
That was such a wonderful feeling, receiving yet another very intriguing and most enlightening message from you, Margaret!!
I must say, it must have been something for you, when Madame Eleanor told you that you 'couldn't go without having Her cunt and clit for your dessert'?
I could just imagine what would be going thru my mind if that sort of scenario would have been played out with me?
If my Mistress were to tell me that,.......well, I know that I would be ecstatic, perhaps speechless?
It would be the most wonderful feeling, to not only know, but also, to have a beautiful Mistress offer Herself to Her submissive one, in such a very special and intimate way, that I know!
As well, I loved hearing how Madame Eleanor 'Queened you in the most beautiful way. She knew, as you are a masochist, that you wouldn't cum, but instead She gave you the most beautiful arousal in your G-string and with a dildo in your cunt.'
That was so amazing to "hear" you tell me that!!
As well, that 'Madame Eleanor knows how to give a S/m session with the extreme arousal that you need and that She will give you the sessions that you like'.
Yes, it's such an incredible feeling, just knowing that Madame Eleanor has such control and domination over you, as well as, being aware of your need to submit to Her.
Now, to answer your question about my Mistress dressing me up as a Lady-boi:
As I recall, my Mistress has, on previous occasions, had me sit down on one of Her chair-like pedestals, as She then applied blush to my cheeks, eye-liner to my eye lashes and eye brows, and red lipstick to my lips.
My Mistress loved how I looked, and so did I!
In fact, She said that She loved the way that I looked, a lot!!
As She was applying the make-up to my face, She went on to tell me that She has some voyeuristic tendencies within Her and that She's very much into watching sexual interludes taking place with consenting partners.
Yes, my Mistress rather enjoys the mystery of curiosity.
And, as I've come to know, my Mistress has this insatiable need to control and direct, as well.
My Mistress, however, has intimated to me that She only shares such physical closeness and special intimacy with the Ladies, so that is why She dresses me up as Her Lady-boi.
I'm curious myself, as well, and I am somewhat intrigued by demi-labiaplasty.
In fact, I'm wondering: what is it, and is it something that your Mistress has ordered or wanted you to do for Her?
Why would you cut away the hood of your pussy?
For me, a Mistress who has a hood and a very lovely clit, is an incredible turn-on for me!!
Just so you know, my Mistress has a very lovely pussy w/ nice exposed lips and a clit that reminds me of a small penis.
And, it's just so lovely to suck on!
As I'd promised.....
After showering and drying myself off, I waited for my Mistress, and She led me along, thru Her Bedroom and then into Her Kitchen.
As I had a look around, something that caught my eye and made me wonder about it, was something that looked kind of like a short round candle.
It was set on the counter, off to the side, as it were.
I found out later what that was about...
Okay, so I found out what that "candle" was on my Mistress' counter.
It was actually a shot glass, filled to the brim with some liquor of sorts.
My Mistress ordered me to down that shot of liquor,....all in one gulp!
I definitely felt its effect, as an almost immediate wave of vertigo and drowsiness set in.
I didn't know 'til later on what that was all about.
But, as I soon found out, it was just part of my Mistress' plan to sedate me and to place me under Her control.
My Mistress ordered me down and onto my knees, and then She proceeded to lift Her lovely body onto Her Kitchen countertop.
Definitely so very nice of Her to be in such an openly accessible position for me and my face!
My Mistress then turned Herself around, making sure to have Her lovely pussy fully exposed to the advances of my lips, tongue, and nose.
I remember this position of Hers with fondness, even now, as I had my hands under that very lovely and toned bum of Hers, as I continued on with much desire, eating Her very delicious and ever so wet pussy!
It was my licking and sucking on my Mistress, in that position, that definitely got Her attention.
If I remember correctly, I had my nose stuck ever so deep into that pussy of my Mistress, and my hands were rubbing and squeezing Her very toned bum, and stomach - it seemed to go on and on and on!!
Something else that my Mistress did that she had never done before, was to splash some red wine down to the vicinity of Her lovely pussy.
And there it was so that it only heightened my desire and craving for Her pussy!
That was so lovely, and at the same, so very exhausting, it was!!!
Mmmmm...........She tasted delicious.
She was so very wet!
I loved that position a lot!!
Soon after, my Mistress changed positions, and made Herself so readily accessible to me, yes with Her nice firm and toned bum sticking out right into my waiting face - nose, lips and tongue!
I knew what my Mistress wanted me to do to Her.
So, I pleasured Her with my lips and tongue, licking and sucking on those luscious pussy lips and lovely bum hole of Hers!
It was only after my Mistress was fully satisfied with my pleasuring of Her there, on top of that Kitchen countertop of Hers, that She got Herself up and off and then led me into Her "little" playroom.
It was there that my Mistress had positioned Herself right next to that "little" playbed of Hers.
With that said, my Mistress then ordered me to get myself into position onto Her "little" play bed and to lay myself down, right on my back, in a spread eagle and prone position.
My Mistress was so very nice to me as She spread Her lovely self - Her very delicious pussy and bum right down and onto my face.
I was, again, permitted me to let my hands and fingers roam, wonder, and hold onto that very lovely and shapely body of Hers.
My Mistress continued on by playing around with my cock and balls.
She did so as She encouragingly ground Her pussy and bum onto my anxiously waiting lips and tongue!
And now that I think of it, I'm pretty sure, if not positive, that She was pressing and grinding Herself down onto me so hard, that my nose just may have slipped just right inside that lovely pussy of Hers!
I'm sure of it and the odd thing about it is that I was still breathing!
Wow, that was amazing.....it was!
And I couldn't believe just how wet Her pussy was getting.
That only served my wanting, not only to lick Her more, but also to eat and suck on Her very delicious pussy.......very hungrily, I might add!
I sure love it when my Mistress gets so very horny!
My Mistress, again, pressed and offered me another shot glass full of some kind of whiskey/liquor and encouraged me to "drink it down!"
Now, in short order, the effects of that liquor was definitely being felt by me, and I could really feel vertigo and drowsiness setting in.
With that said, I was definitely being used by my Mistress to pleasure Her,.... seemingly without let-up!
And, my Mistress went on even to ride my face,...........forwards, then backwards, and then....
To make things interesting, She also had a u-shaped or was it a round shaped vibrator of Hers attached onto my cock, as well?
That really added to my state of arousal as my Mistress proceeded to drive me out of my mind.
It was such an incredible feeling knowing that my Mistress was using me as Her sex slave.
And, I must say, it seemed like we were both getting so exhausted and tired!
With that said, I thought that everything was over,........and it was!
Well, sort of....my Mistress had then gotten up from off of me and off of Her "little" playbed.
Yes, my Mistress knew it - I was very exhausted!!
I spent a few minutes just dwelling on the moment, before I then followed the lead of my Mistress to Her leather couch in Her Livingroom.
It may be said that leather is a fetish of mine.
And, I must say, it was just lovely how the smell of leather had permeated the air.
I've actually read something to the effect that, "the mere smell of leather can trigger sexual arousal and orgasmic satisfaction".
Okay, so my Mistress just may have been onto something...
With that in mind, it was there that my Mistress had me lay back, with my head propped against and my face facing up, and onto the armrest of that couch.
My Mistress then sat Herself right down and onto my face, sitting Herself down as She would on a horse's saddle, and made Her pussy and Her bum so very accessible to me.
It most definitely added to the moment, as I then went to town, as it were, licking and sucking on my Mistress' pussy.
My Mistress loved it so much that She was even pulling Her pussy lips apart and directing my tongue to lick and suck on Her clit, even more so.
It got so that my Mistress' pussy was really getting wet!
Yes, it was so unreal!
As with all things, all nice and wonderful things must come to an end......
What an incredible time it was that I had spent with my Mistress!!
Imagine, if you will, being in a pre-orgasmic state and always being in anticipation of cumming, while never cumming, but having the pleasure of pleasing your Mistress.
It goes without saying, I'd departed from the Lair of my Mistress with such an amazingly incredible feeling of being very frustrated and horny.
Have yourself a lovely day, Margaret."
Now, being that I was feeling somewhat embarrassed about sending Margaret such a seemingly endless e-mail, it was sometimes during the next day that I sent her the following note:
"Hello
Margaret,
How are you?
I hope that you will forgive me as I did get carried away, just a bit, with my last message to you?
Having not been used by my Mistress for such an extended period of time, definitely did it for me..
Have a very nice day."
Margaret then sent me this lovely message the very next morning:
"Hello
Hello myboy,
I love hearing how you are living as a submissive boi toy - it is so like my life, it is amazing!
I have never really had a chance to "compare notes" with a Lady-boi.
I know almost every Dominatrix I have been with is a Lesbian and also a voyeur - so I completely understand Her wanting you dressed as a girl and watching you enjoying sex with a partner.
I assume She must choose a sexually submissive girl like me as your partner?
I know that because I have been given to Lady-bois for a Dominatrix to watch.
By the way, the picture you see is much how things have gone - a Lady-boi will pleasure Her as I keep the erection of the Lady-boi on edge with my tongue and hand.
The stocking tearing must have been so humiliating.
Have you thought of spending your time at home dressed as a girl?
Then you could have regular practice with things like rolling up your stockings then unrolling them up your leg so they are alright.
Also I imagine you would want to practice putting on make-up and also walking on high heels.
I had endless ballet lessons from when I was 6, so I am very comfortable on 7" ballet heels - but learning takes time - and I have to keep in practice wearing them often.
Always when I am taken out as a "social companion" to restaurants or theater I have to wear them - and also be tight-laced.
I wanted to say something about labiaplasty...
All it does is cut away the fatty skin labia round the actual cunt so my cunt is a beautiful clean open slit not covered in any way.
Many Dommes like it.
Usually they will want you to wear a tiny jewel G-string and that makes one's cunt and clit look beautiful.
Having a visible erect clit is something Dommes all seem to want.
I have a little pump with a cup that fits over my clit.
I'm supposed to use it twice a day but I admit I don't get to that much.
My clit is bigger but not much - when I am really turned on and extremely aroused and erect it is about an inch.
Some subs I have seen are more than twice that.
One of the subs - as you see in the picture - seem to have an enhanced clit standing up - it is a look that tells people what we are.
Even with my not very big enhancement, when I go to the pool, I wear extreme micro bikinis and I can see people noticing that I have a bit of a bulge there.
I don't expect I will be with Mistress until next weekend.
I may have some sex during the week with friends who are sex-subs.
We are a big conference town and this week have the Labour Party conference so all the hotels and bars, restaurants are crowded.
Maybe I won't be around in public so much as "me" this week.
I hope you are having a lovely time being "You".
Margaret"
And, Margaret surprised me when she sent me another message, just a few hours later, that morning:
"Hello
myboy,
I have a bit of time before a client I have to entertain until he goes to dinner with my boss comes . . . the usual drinks and trying to make interesting small talk.
I love that you got carried away - isn't that why we do what we do?
That amazing High when we are used in a lovely way by our Mistress?
I know how completely exhausting being used for a long period of sexual submission can be - - once I made the mistake of driving home - I have no idea how I even found my flat - - and once I parked I fell strait to sleep in the car.
When I woke up it was morning.
So your Mistress gave you a shot glass of liquor?
I have been given all sorts of things - I know some without my knowledge - in drinks and things - to make me just a mindless sex toy - I have been almost unconscious but still been able to keep my tongue and lips pleasuring my Mistress' cunt and clit.
It is the next day and I feel so completely exhausted - I need many hours to sleep it off and recover.
My Mistress here has managed to get Flibanserin, which technically isn't available here, yet.
It has an amazing effect making me think of nothing but sex - it sort of liberates me so I will do anything Mistress wants and try to do more!
I find myself completely craving sexual use but at the same time completely unaware of anything else - my whole awareness comes to me through my cunt and clit - and Mistress knows exactly how to use that to get me to do what She wants - - I know it's an old cliche - but I really do become Her sex slave.
The only thing is taking these things makes me do more and go on longer than I probably should - so after I am totally exhausted for a long time - I have to be careful not to become sexed up like this a day before I have to go to work!
I know I probably shouldn't do these things but I feel I have it under control.
I think about it all the time during the week but I do not actually take sex stimulants until I am going to be with a Dominatrix at the weekend - then I admit I use stimulants to make me a sex slave - - though I sometimes feel I would be anyway without taking anything - it is just how I am.
Do you ever wonder how you are different from most boys?
I wonder why I am like this - what made me become this way - but wondering doesn't tell me anything because I cannot resist the urge.
And I do feel you went far too long before you were with your Mistress.
Can you serve more than one Mistress?
If you had time with a Mistress more often you wouldn't become so overwhelmed when you did get to be with your Mistress.
I need it once a week if I am going to stay sort of balanced and able to give of my best for my Mistress.
Time for me to go and meet this client . . .with my head full of sexual submission.
hugs....Margaret"
To be continued.....
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Any resemblance to actual persons or actual incidents is purely coincidental.
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