handle
Spent 18 months in south-east asia fighting what history later determined to be an absolutely meaningless war.....Notwithstanding the brutality of war, I never felt more alive when I was involved in same, food never tasted better, sex has never been has delicious....love never experienced with that extreme intensity......Indeed, as much as I hate to admit it.....as much as I intellectually abhor war, the high that fighing produced within me was more powerful than anything that could be produced my way of either alcohol or narcotic..........indeed.....my post-war life (while superficiously succesful) has been at best, anticlimax...a synthasized after-life....a ghostworld in which I wander.....as a ghostwalker....