Wonder how many of those business card carrying, sexy sleeved, lonely, but hopeful that one day a man won't consider her a whore will see this and start treating all of the uncomfortably quiet slightly narcissistic guys their agency introduces them to just that much better after reading this cl post....
Your Downward Spiral - m4w (In My Minds Eye)
Another Xmas and New Years alone. Think you'd be getting used to it by now. Yeah we have friends and family to see us through, but it's not the same. You think they're starting to wonder about you, worried at the very least. In retrospect you have come a long way. You're stable now and on your own, and love it. But. . .. . .. miss something. A Him. What's the point of sexy sleeves and play cloths if no one is there to see or play with me? Downward spiral. Every time friends drag you out pigs and players surround you. Just to be safe you can't even talk about who you are or what you do or have. What fun. I want to go home now. What? We just got here! Fine I'll sit here and be a bitch. Sound like you? Your finding Trust is not that easy now. You have a lot to loose. Lot to protect. Caution is the word of the day. So The question is. What do you do? Well you're looking for me in the wrong place. You will never find me in the bars. Unfortunately you're going meet me (or have met me) in the most awkward of places. Work. I will not think you're a whore if you use my info your company has. Or any other very illegal means of contacting me. In fact I would think your cute clever and very brave for doing it. Don't call and hang up. I'm not going to freak out. I'm waiting for you. I also would halve discreetly taken that business card from you. You should have reached out to me. Just so I know. And now you know where and how it will happen. How will you know it's me? Do you think I can write this about you having never met you. And you will not know who I am when standing in front of you? Ok This is how. You will be eager to meet me, seen from a far hoping I make my way into you. Your nervous for absolutely no reason. You will catch yourself checking your look and nervously licking you lips. Make silly mistakes. You will not make eye contact with me once introduced. And that is your down fail. Be aware of this. I will not say much to you, but what I do say is exactly what you want to hear. Don't fill your mind with what you want me to look like. I don't. What you have wanted in a look has got you where you are now. Downward Spiral. If you must, measure me by my accomplishments not my looks. Don't get me wrong I'm hot, just don't base everything on it. It burns you. So time to ask yourself. Is he real? Can he be true? Well I say. Try me. And stop your Downward Spiral.
Oh P.S. Please don't stop twerk practicing. I Love that shit Baby.
Sith
Your Downward Spiral - m4w (In My Minds Eye)
Another Xmas and New Years alone. Think you'd be getting used to it by now. Yeah we have friends and family to see us through, but it's not the same. You think they're starting to wonder about you, worried at the very least. In retrospect you have come a long way. You're stable now and on your own, and love it. But. . .. . .. miss something. A Him. What's the point of sexy sleeves and play cloths if no one is there to see or play with me? Downward spiral. Every time friends drag you out pigs and players surround you. Just to be safe you can't even talk about who you are or what you do or have. What fun. I want to go home now. What? We just got here! Fine I'll sit here and be a bitch. Sound like you? Your finding Trust is not that easy now. You have a lot to loose. Lot to protect. Caution is the word of the day. So The question is. What do you do? Well you're looking for me in the wrong place. You will never find me in the bars. Unfortunately you're going meet me (or have met me) in the most awkward of places. Work. I will not think you're a whore if you use my info your company has. Or any other very illegal means of contacting me. In fact I would think your cute clever and very brave for doing it. Don't call and hang up. I'm not going to freak out. I'm waiting for you. I also would halve discreetly taken that business card from you. You should have reached out to me. Just so I know. And now you know where and how it will happen. How will you know it's me? Do you think I can write this about you having never met you. And you will not know who I am when standing in front of you? Ok This is how. You will be eager to meet me, seen from a far hoping I make my way into you. Your nervous for absolutely no reason. You will catch yourself checking your look and nervously licking you lips. Make silly mistakes. You will not make eye contact with me once introduced. And that is your down fail. Be aware of this. I will not say much to you, but what I do say is exactly what you want to hear. Don't fill your mind with what you want me to look like. I don't. What you have wanted in a look has got you where you are now. Downward Spiral. If you must, measure me by my accomplishments not my looks. Don't get me wrong I'm hot, just don't base everything on it. It burns you. So time to ask yourself. Is he real? Can he be true? Well I say. Try me. And stop your Downward Spiral.
Oh P.S. Please don't stop twerk practicing. I Love that shit Baby.
Sith
