Well aren't you a delightful person. I see from a couple other threads that you are making friends and impressing people all over this board. Asperger's Syndrome, or just a friendless star trek guy living in a basement?
Shawna- A dissapointing experience
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You were thinking about the dog while you were screwing Bijou right? problaby the best session you ever had, EVER Did the dog lick ur ass for you too?
YES IMHO, you need counselling. AT least buy my books!!! you have a long way to go to be smarter than an 8th grader.
Yes, my goal in life is to be friends with other guys on here. No wait, let me read the new guy's book first he probably covers it somewhere or should I just wait til he posts it on here. 20 posts in a day, I think I will just wait. He'll put it up within a week.
Or maybe you could dig up a old thread about it. I'm so confused being autistic and all.
Ok I want to know if this gal ever shows up. She has had me chase her twice now for about 6hours each time. It;s always I'm babysitting for my sister. What is her problem. This last time i sat back and laugh each time she made an excuse. Then it's the next time I will give you a deal. What a deal , no thanks
I've been seeing Shawna as a hardcore regular (maybe once a week) and now as a semi-regular (every few weeks) for years now going back to her days at Fantasy. I would say we manage to connect within an hour of the agreed time about maybe six times out of every seven. For this industry, I have found that is about standard, and so I have no real problems.
Why did you bring up a 6 month old thread.... Okay here goes some of my friends on here may be upset that Im putting my personal life up here for everyone to read but here goes.....
Yes I do babysit my nephew every chance I get... As most of you know I was in Clagary for 2 yrs... Some of you already know this but here goes... If I sound a little rude I appologise as I am tearing up right now....
If any of you are CAF members you already know I changed my name for a while to Christina Foxxx to excape a man who was very abusivve towards me... He broke 5 ribs in just one beating, had a nice CAF guy help me with that, he broke beer bottles over my head, chipped my chin bone, plus much much more... I was in a coma for 2 days and couldnt even remember who I was for close to a week... Sme of you already know this... Anyways I didnt see my nephew for 2 yr and he is only 4 and the mminute he saw me when I retured to get my head together he just ran into arms...
For so long I didnt feel that anyone cared about me, and physic's (weather you believe or not) they all say that my nephew is my spirit guide.... It's not an excuse but if I get the chance to watch him cause I didnt see him for so long and my family let him back into my life it was just a blessing to me..
I had to cxl apts too if I was all bruised up amd had black eyes, so I would use the excuse that Im babysitting as well, What am I suppost to do tell you that Im beat up with broken bones and I cant see you... And thats why i now see my nephew lots too, when I was beaten and all black he wasnt allowed to be in my life... I dont blame my family he is very young....
Everytime I tryed to get away from this man, he would get someone to pretend to call my phone book an apt with me, find out my location, I would look through the peep hole and see an average man ( I dont really do the refrence check thing) then the ex boyfriend would be stading against the wall so I couldnt see him, then once I oppened the door man I would get it..
3months after he broke my ribbs the first time, he rebroke them to a full break again, now thats why I have cxl'ed apts and used my nephew for a way out... I do actually babysit him lot though too...
Anyways you can look on CAF (canada adult fun review board) I went through a lot to get away... I had to be open and honest with you... My life is getting better, back on track again, but I went through alot... Bad to say on here but I even tried to end my life, I put my family through hell and through alot of pain... He was a ticking time bomb never knew when he was going to blow up, I was so scared and tryed my hardest to leave, I even ran away to Vancouver for a while but he convinced me to come home... I had to deal with the police, but in the end I didnt have it in my heart to charge him and take him away from his young children
It was really weird, I had someome who told me they loved me more than anything, but then I had someone who hurt and scared me so bad...
Anyways there it is, I didnt want to put it out there like that, nor I dont want any sympathy, but there you go... I will probably delete this after is gets read by all of you...
I guess maybe I should just work strckly in Calgary all the guys there have helped me and made me feel safe when I was scared... I even had 2 clients from CAF put me in there home, I wont say his name, but you can say who u are if you like, I know your reading this...
If you want to respond to this pls dont be negative for everyone to read, I really dont think I can read more bad stuff on here... It was really hard for me to put this on here like that and come to type this...
Judge me if you want, but no ones knows what I went through the past 2 yrs... I do love everyone, and I have the biggest heart, but I guess sometimes nice people finish last...
Kisses,
Shawna
Yes I do babysit my nephew every chance I get... As most of you know I was in Clagary for 2 yrs... Some of you already know this but here goes... If I sound a little rude I appologise as I am tearing up right now....
If any of you are CAF members you already know I changed my name for a while to Christina Foxxx to excape a man who was very abusivve towards me... He broke 5 ribs in just one beating, had a nice CAF guy help me with that, he broke beer bottles over my head, chipped my chin bone, plus much much more... I was in a coma for 2 days and couldnt even remember who I was for close to a week... Sme of you already know this... Anyways I didnt see my nephew for 2 yr and he is only 4 and the mminute he saw me when I retured to get my head together he just ran into arms...
For so long I didnt feel that anyone cared about me, and physic's (weather you believe or not) they all say that my nephew is my spirit guide.... It's not an excuse but if I get the chance to watch him cause I didnt see him for so long and my family let him back into my life it was just a blessing to me..
I had to cxl apts too if I was all bruised up amd had black eyes, so I would use the excuse that Im babysitting as well, What am I suppost to do tell you that Im beat up with broken bones and I cant see you... And thats why i now see my nephew lots too, when I was beaten and all black he wasnt allowed to be in my life... I dont blame my family he is very young....
Everytime I tryed to get away from this man, he would get someone to pretend to call my phone book an apt with me, find out my location, I would look through the peep hole and see an average man ( I dont really do the refrence check thing) then the ex boyfriend would be stading against the wall so I couldnt see him, then once I oppened the door man I would get it..
3months after he broke my ribbs the first time, he rebroke them to a full break again, now thats why I have cxl'ed apts and used my nephew for a way out... I do actually babysit him lot though too...
Anyways you can look on CAF (canada adult fun review board) I went through a lot to get away... I had to be open and honest with you... My life is getting better, back on track again, but I went through alot... Bad to say on here but I even tried to end my life, I put my family through hell and through alot of pain... He was a ticking time bomb never knew when he was going to blow up, I was so scared and tryed my hardest to leave, I even ran away to Vancouver for a while but he convinced me to come home... I had to deal with the police, but in the end I didnt have it in my heart to charge him and take him away from his young children
It was really weird, I had someome who told me they loved me more than anything, but then I had someone who hurt and scared me so bad...
Anyways there it is, I didnt want to put it out there like that, nor I dont want any sympathy, but there you go... I will probably delete this after is gets read by all of you...
I guess maybe I should just work strckly in Calgary all the guys there have helped me and made me feel safe when I was scared... I even had 2 clients from CAF put me in there home, I wont say his name, but you can say who u are if you like, I know your reading this...
If you want to respond to this pls dont be negative for everyone to read, I really dont think I can read more bad stuff on here... It was really hard for me to put this on here like that and come to type this...
Judge me if you want, but no ones knows what I went through the past 2 yrs... I do love everyone, and I have the biggest heart, but I guess sometimes nice people finish last...
Kisses,
Shawna
You know, Shawna, I heard through the grapevine that you had this abusive boyfriend but I had no idea the abuse was that bad.
I am really sorry for what happened to you. You deserve a better class of man to be with. Not that I'd call your ex-bf a "man" - he is a savage ape that needs to be put down like a rabid dog.
Don't let a small group of thimble-dicks ruin your perception of Edmonton. I can think of several guys here, like threepeat, who would have helped you out.
Fellow pooners, realize that these girls have lives outside of SPing.
I am really sorry for what happened to you. You deserve a better class of man to be with. Not that I'd call your ex-bf a "man" - he is a savage ape that needs to be put down like a rabid dog.
Don't let a small group of thimble-dicks ruin your perception of Edmonton. I can think of several guys here, like threepeat, who would have helped you out.
Fellow pooners, realize that these girls have lives outside of SPing.
I do have awesome frinds here in Edmonton too, and great reviews, so pls dont let what I wrote on here and being honest make you think my services are bad....
I do have awesome reviews on here... I am going to give everyone a day or two to read what I wrote then I will be deleting it...
xoxoxo
I do have awesome reviews on here... I am going to give everyone a day or two to read what I wrote then I will be deleting it...
xoxoxo
wow you just really made me cry....thanks for understanding wolvie... You were always someone I cared for....I cant beleive the tears running down my face right now 
Oh no I love my job, and Im great at what I do... I dont have any issues, just met a very bad person... And I am very busy so I wouldnt say this isnt working for me babe, I have awesome reviews and regulars on here...
Hey Shawna it's good that you have come out in the open. As someone who has seen her outside of work and at work. I've come to understand that not everyone's life is perfect. Some are more difficult than others. Being in your situtation it definitely took a toll on u physical, mentally and emotionally. Speaking for myself I have seen her in her bad states but more recently I have seen her and WOW what a change. She's truly found happiness and straightened a few things out. Set priorities for herself and is ready to appreciate everything life has to offer. Sorry girl just wanted to say this in here. Not that u didn't know already
Thanks P.B you have a great heart... Its funny I was with my ex the time that we met... Actually everytime last year I was in Edmonton that was me running away from him, but he would always convince me to come back....
Thanks you aznmavrick you were a great help to me... You knew for the most part what was going on and helped me out so much... I thank you for being my friend and listening to me... So many others helped me out too on this board...
And thanks to my beloved (michevious mav on here and CAF) on Halloween the ex broke 5 ribs, broke 2 and cracked 3 actually dislocated my right sholder and chipped my chin bone... I had to be checked out of the hotel I was working out of at 11am the next morning, this man took all my money, beat me very badly, took my phone and left me with no where to go, so I check out the hotel at 11am and go sit at a bus stop with my luggage with nothing... I asked the hotel if I could use thier phone and Michevious Mav (I know I spelled that wrong) was the only person I could think of... He left work right then and there took me to his home, and nursed me better... Another very nicew man put a hotel in his name for me too so I could work again, you know who you are....
I am a healthier person, I am very forget ful now due to the coma, the impact on my brain was pretty damaging, but Im okay...
I now pick and chose people very carfully and have a hard time letting people into my life, but Im going to PM Fred Zed to maybe delete this later lol... I am being honest but at the same time it is hard....
Thanks you aznmavrick you were a great help to me... You knew for the most part what was going on and helped me out so much... I thank you for being my friend and listening to me... So many others helped me out too on this board...
And thanks to my beloved (michevious mav on here and CAF) on Halloween the ex broke 5 ribs, broke 2 and cracked 3 actually dislocated my right sholder and chipped my chin bone... I had to be checked out of the hotel I was working out of at 11am the next morning, this man took all my money, beat me very badly, took my phone and left me with no where to go, so I check out the hotel at 11am and go sit at a bus stop with my luggage with nothing... I asked the hotel if I could use thier phone and Michevious Mav (I know I spelled that wrong) was the only person I could think of... He left work right then and there took me to his home, and nursed me better... Another very nicew man put a hotel in his name for me too so I could work again, you know who you are....
I am a healthier person, I am very forget ful now due to the coma, the impact on my brain was pretty damaging, but Im okay...
I now pick and chose people very carfully and have a hard time letting people into my life, but Im going to PM Fred Zed to maybe delete this later lol... I am being honest but at the same time it is hard....
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I'm doing well thanks shawna......You deserve good luck and to be happy always!
And your just being plain rude Florida guy...... What made you even post that and bring up a 6 month old thread?????? The reason I text and didnt call is because he may be with his wife, or someone in his personal life that may question him, so I thought a text would be classy, he can erase it, doesnt have to read it in front of anyone, sorry but I thought that would be better, may guys dont like to show the numbers when they call, but alot of girls wont answer private calls, so I didnt want to be disrespectful and call his personal line, I thought a text was more appropriate...
Shawna, you owe no one an explanation of what has or is going on in your personal life. It is truly a terrible thing that you have gone through and I hope that you have healed both mentally an physically, no one should have to endure anything like that...EVER! Take from it what little you can, learn and move forward. I know that you are a excellent person, a wonderful human being, and an all around caring and loving individual. Keep being yourself and always stay true to your convictions, who cares what people say or think, you and anyone that knows you knows the truth.
Aaaaawww why cant I stop crying... Thank you, your words really touched me....
