Reptilians, Nephilim and Grays - OH MY!
Silky,
Eventually you will stop examining the complex tapestry that is the world of the conspiracy theorists when you realize that it's as likely to be self serving bunk as the drivel served up by CNN. There are some interesting stories in it all though, and Im willing to wager some truth too, but I have been down the same road as you, read the books you mentioned (and more) and delved deep into Alex Jones and David Icke, and I will tell you, nobody really gives a shit. Most folks just want some cheap gas, a tax break and to get a decent blow job now and then, not to ponder satanic secret societies and interbred alien human blood lines. It hurts the head to think about. It's not ignorance, just good ole fashion human apathy served up with a healthy dose of ridicule for those poor souls screaming it all from the mountain top.
Im not saying you dont have a point as there is some genuinely creepy shit going on in the world. Just that maybe you should consider the audience. This is a hobbyist/SP board, and I doubt you will find many converts here no matter how many capital letters you type. And if there are alien/human hybrids, I'm also willing to wager that we have a few regulars on here whose first thought would be: 'I wonder what it be like to fuck it?'
Maybe you should not take Avarice's advise and actually smoke some more weed. It will help. Watch some Stargate, jerk off to some online porn and eat a cookie. You will feel right as rain.
Peace
As for the Catholic Church payout (the original point of this thread), I feel their only course of action is complete disclosure to the authorities, the surrender of all pedophiles currently within their protection for legal prosecution, the surrender of all those who aided and abetted the pedophiles for prosecution, the surrender of all assets to compensate for their 100s of years of human rights violations and abuses that have corrupted generations to come, and the complete dismantling of the Vatican's legal structure as a country and Catholicism as a religious power. That would be a good start and a sign to its victims and our children that we actually do give a shit.