i think she was the second sp i saw in this almost a decade ago.
i still see her saw her last night,
i have seen her over ninety percent of the time,
i have a standing appointment with her, a long supper date every two weeks, which has been going on for maybe five years,
i have even had an arguement with her, we cooled off for maybe five or so months, i asked her if we could try this again and she said yes.
why
she is professional i mean i have seen other ladies,
have you ever sat in a bar with your cell phone in your hand trying to phone the girl you had an appointment with and no answer
or get to her house and there is no answer
she is professional reliable never once let me down.
and i guess i have seen ladies it was just awkward, i mean they look at me and go what the fuck or i look at them and go what the fuck and we struggle through the motions trying to understand one another and get the deed done.
the first session with her it was awkward as hell but she just said i like daty do you mind performing oral on me.
im saying it was awkward we were strangers but i paid her, but she came through and i performed oral on her she did to me, and we had fun ever since.
i have been with very high priced escorts very high regarded escorts and we never managed to fiqure it out.
and im not saying she is the only escort i have ever found chemistry with there have been alot actually, some touring ladies and have moved on, one lives in my city a fantasitc lady but we got to emtional and involved and sat and drank until she passed out.
we had great sex hell of a nice lady but im getting to old to drink like that and don't want the emotional complications.
the lady i see now im not saying you can 't get emotional with, but im married she is involved with some one, so its safe, were friends we have fun its safe.
and i think the lady i see to, she is well some one i trust, i mean
i mean i have had a lot of trouble as a kid, in my young adult hood \
my father was in and out of jail on sex crimes, i had issues and struggled ok
but this lady i saw, i had no secrets from her we talked,
the only person in my entire life that knows the entire story
she gave me a save place were i could just talk and feel things have sex feel comfortable with it enjoy it, explore sexual intmacy i mean different sexual things explore and enjoy that i never had tried before.
there are alot of amazing sps, alot,
but not everyone will just sit and let you talk and hear your story and then tell you theres
and a trust develops an itmacy develops
physical as well as emotional
she is not an escort she is not a whore she is not a collection of body parts.
she is a women and she is my friend
