Not to defend or justify anyone.
Some times you just get overload.
I remember a moment for me in this hobby I wasn't very proud of.
Sometimes the pressures just build you know, home money guilt maybe love, etc.
yeah there was a moment or two I was not at all proud of. you just loose it.
Not to defend him, not sure what happened and in the end you deserve what you get,
For me I carried on and the women I had an issue with, a few months latter I asked could we try this again, and we did,
She is the women I still see in this.