That's douchebag talk, and I mean that to the point of addressing only what you write here, since I don't know you at all. And you may think you might try to buy someone to open their soul to you, but you don't. No one can actually buy that. They can fool themselves to it, sure. Yes, some woman will give it up more freely in any kind of relationship, and take it away just as fast - it is not actually a part of transactions, just people being people.
And while you say often here that you are a success in business, and I have no reason to care to doubt that point and or your narrative here, you sound though so willing to direct yourself to failure in real personal relationships. That is something you choose to do willingly and put into action as you like. I am not sure why you keep that conversational string always on Perb about how impossible that is for you, when everyone knows its BS. You will do as you want to do. You want what you want, but you are simply conflicted because you don't actually like all about where that lands you either. You have got to be smarter than that right? Why all this noise?
Ok outsidein maybe you cannot buy it but I can say I feel I have seen it with SPs like Anna, April, Rio, Laura, Victoria, Annika, Erica To name a number who I was able to reach and who reached me. Is it right to do? Maybe not. I paid andthey choose freely to give it.
I never said I was successful in business. I have more failures than most. Not only did I loose my business in Moscow I nearly lost my life.
I am the first to say I have no personal life because I choose it. However do I wish I had a girl friend that as interested in me? Yes. Do I take time for it No! There are moments I want a lady be my side as a wife but am I willing to invest in that relationship no. I will invest
In a SP to sneek away for a day or so and treat her with respect and treat her like a queen. I take her shopping, or to the spa, take for a ride at midnight around central park. Or a helicopter ride in the grande caynon with lunch in the caynon. Take her to the kings Ball in stockolm. Take to the Opera or the theater. What ever she dreams of I am willing to do to see her smile to see her cry with pleasure.
Please do not sau I am disrespectful to the ladies. I hope no SP has even felt that. Matter of fact ladies on her will tell ypu I tell them they never have to do anything they do not want to do. I do not want to dominate them. I want them to come freely. Yes I pay for time. Please donot ever think I would do anything to hurt them I do allow them too live out their fantasy as well.
They come to hate me because I am selfish and self centered, They see me as heartless especially when it comes to my companies. They think of me as money hungery, recently I was an asshole because I am neverr around I travel all the time.
I am what I am and you are welcome to hate me if wish. Sorry for the noise. As you can tell I have no one to express these thoughts so I come on here to get opinions an share thoughts about my SP adventures. It was0a few SPs who suggested that I post for that reason.
You are right I choose this. Just like you choose this as well. I have no idea of you story. Maybe you have a wife and three kids. If so my question is that disrespectful for you to be here behind their back? Really it is none of my business and I do not want to know. When you have so much why be here with us that have so little.