Well, my first day of school has come and gone. That part is not a big deal but I met an impossible deadline of finishing a portfolio by yesterday...an entire admittance portfolio done in only 4 days. I don't know how I did it but one thing I know is I slept very little *sips iced coffee and tries to keep eyes open*
I decided very last minute to go back to school and am very lucky to have the talent to be accepted on such short notice ahead of the waiting list. I injured myself in the winter and the application date for school (which I had been planning on for fall '08) came and went. I did not apply because I was in rehabilitation and it did not look like I would be able to attend (physically, emotionally, or financially -- especially financially). When I originally started escorting I did it to help a family member with medical bills. I am quite happy with my life and have not spent more than maybe $20 extra a week on myself (I have a bad addiction to Blenz and Waves lattes). I don't see very many clients a week but all of the money I do earn goes straight to that family member. I don't have to escort because I don't need the money and so it has put me in a really neat situation.
I suspected I would like escorting because I like sex but very quickly I discovered I LOVE doing this work and what I love about it encompasses a lot more than sex. I love serving and pleasing men in a way that is respectful and loving to myself. I am a very sexual person. But I am also sensual and cuddling afterwards is very rarely just going through the motions -- rather, it is pure sensual connection. I don't mind that it is only for a moment or that there is no real relationship there, just spending some quality moments sharing a special time with someone really refills my spirit.
So after some time of realizing how much I enjoy doing this I decided to stick with it longer than to simply help my family member. I realized that through rehabilitation I am now physically and emotionally able to attend school though the private tuition was still incredibly high. And then it dawned on me...less than 2 weeks before the start date: I was bored. Really bored. And, wait a minute, I have the financial ability TO go to school also now.
I wanted to post this because I really liked the thread recently (can't remember what board it was on) which talked about why a man chooses to see an escort. I wanted to share my story, from the other side.
Escorting has allowed me to fulfill my incredibly high sexual appetite in encounters that are beneficial and sexually satisfying to both parties. It has given me intimacy in my life that is just as much as I need and not more than I can handle (I just am not in a position to date someone steadily right now but at the same time it is hard to have no intimacy). And not only has it allowed me to help my family, but I can finally afford to learn something I have dreamed about learning for a very long time.
I am sure it has been obvious by posts on this board that I am truly myself. I would love to be able to have a porn star type persona, and have fun with that, but I just can't do it. So here I am, just me being myself. Thank you for being such a supportive group and for making my transition into this world pleasant and for empowering me to fulfill my dreams. I know I may share more than most people and perhaps one day it will bite me on the ass (let's hope not) but oh well, that openness is just another part of who I am.
~ Katlyn Lacey ~
I decided very last minute to go back to school and am very lucky to have the talent to be accepted on such short notice ahead of the waiting list. I injured myself in the winter and the application date for school (which I had been planning on for fall '08) came and went. I did not apply because I was in rehabilitation and it did not look like I would be able to attend (physically, emotionally, or financially -- especially financially). When I originally started escorting I did it to help a family member with medical bills. I am quite happy with my life and have not spent more than maybe $20 extra a week on myself (I have a bad addiction to Blenz and Waves lattes). I don't see very many clients a week but all of the money I do earn goes straight to that family member. I don't have to escort because I don't need the money and so it has put me in a really neat situation.
I suspected I would like escorting because I like sex but very quickly I discovered I LOVE doing this work and what I love about it encompasses a lot more than sex. I love serving and pleasing men in a way that is respectful and loving to myself. I am a very sexual person. But I am also sensual and cuddling afterwards is very rarely just going through the motions -- rather, it is pure sensual connection. I don't mind that it is only for a moment or that there is no real relationship there, just spending some quality moments sharing a special time with someone really refills my spirit.
So after some time of realizing how much I enjoy doing this I decided to stick with it longer than to simply help my family member. I realized that through rehabilitation I am now physically and emotionally able to attend school though the private tuition was still incredibly high. And then it dawned on me...less than 2 weeks before the start date: I was bored. Really bored. And, wait a minute, I have the financial ability TO go to school also now.
I wanted to post this because I really liked the thread recently (can't remember what board it was on) which talked about why a man chooses to see an escort. I wanted to share my story, from the other side.
Escorting has allowed me to fulfill my incredibly high sexual appetite in encounters that are beneficial and sexually satisfying to both parties. It has given me intimacy in my life that is just as much as I need and not more than I can handle (I just am not in a position to date someone steadily right now but at the same time it is hard to have no intimacy). And not only has it allowed me to help my family, but I can finally afford to learn something I have dreamed about learning for a very long time.
I am sure it has been obvious by posts on this board that I am truly myself. I would love to be able to have a porn star type persona, and have fun with that, but I just can't do it. So here I am, just me being myself. Thank you for being such a supportive group and for making my transition into this world pleasant and for empowering me to fulfill my dreams. I know I may share more than most people and perhaps one day it will bite me on the ass (let's hope not) but oh well, that openness is just another part of who I am.
~ Katlyn Lacey ~
