(At the end of our time together, I told Mia that I would not write a review in Perb. She asked why. I said that I thought it would be inappropriate to talk about it in public. She then told me that it would be ok with her and that it is even good for business and that she had not had “a review” in quite a while. I then told her I would write something but that I would do my best to make it something that would be acceptable.
I hope I have done that, Mia, and I also hope that I have not offended you in any way or misled anyone about you)
Part Three
I have no sense of time and even the clock seems to lie to me. Have I been here for an hour, or half an hour, or am I close to the end. Even Mia said at the end that the time went by very quickly. I have no reference. Time seems to stand still.
By now I have lost count how many times I have told her how truly beautiful she is, of how many times I have told her that she has a wonderful body, of how many times I have kissed her on that wonderful body, of how many times I have looked into those mesmerizing brown eyes and of how many times I have inhaled her womanly essence.
Now it is time to capture all of the above in one action. I am going to get inside of her body, inside of her mind and if possible, inside of her soul and stay there until I can stay no longer.
I want this woman, I want her now. She has done her magic and captured my spirit. I am bewitched by the sheer magnitude of her passion.
I want her to fuck me and I want her to be fucked by me. I am not talking about the sex that is had between friends, or the sex that is had between lovers. I am talking about two driven individuals who want to fuck each other until they can fuck no longer.
Aggressive, no holds barred, hedonistic, take no prisoners fucking.
“Do you want me to suck you again?” she says.
“Yes I do”
She goes down on me and starts to pull me into her mouth. At first gently, then more aggressively until she has made me hard again. Then she sucks me all the way down to the base of the shaft, again and again.
“Your balls are pretty hairy, and if they where not, I would suck both of them into my mouth, all the way”, she says.
Yes, I believe you. If only I had trimmed myself before I came here. I can only imagine what that would feel like.
The imagery of my balls in her mouth is almost enough to make me cum right then. So I have her stop as I want this go on for a while yet.
And there is something else I want before I am done. And I have not told her what that thing is yet, so it will be a surprise.
It is the most intimate thing I can think of, and I am not sure she will want to do it. Few women I have been with are able to do it, and fewer still can carry it all the way to the end. In this action is the total surrender of self, the total giving of you to another. Once you have done this thing I speak of, you have nothing left to offer. Except to do it again, and again.
Will Mia surrender to me in this way, this one hope I desire most of all? Is there a chance of this happening? I am now so drawn in by her I will risk all to see if it is to be. When it is time I will ask her, not because I want to, because I will have no choice not to. I have lost control of my emotions; my desires have now taken over.
I ask her to lie on her back.
“Take me in your hand and make me hard again”
She takes me in both hands and starts to rub me up and down.
“Ok, it is hard now, guide me inside of you”
I move toward her and she takes me and lines me up to her opening. I gently push inside of her.
“I think we need some lubricant” she says.
I pull out and she gets the bottle, squirts some on her hand and places it on me and her opening.
This time I slide in smoothly.
She smiles and says “That is better”.
Yes it is, and the only way it could be even better is if I did not have a condom on. How much I want to feel the inside of you against my bare skin.
Our bodies are now connected completely. But I also want our mind and our spirit to be connected if possible.
She is letting me fuck her body, but that is one thing. Will she let me fuck her mind? Will she let me fuck her soul?
I start to move very slowly into her until I am completely inside.
She is smiling and kisses me. Not just once, but several times. I am kissing her, drawing her lips into my mouth, rubbing my tongue against hers, kissing her neck, below her chin, on both of her ears. She is responding in kind.
All the time very slowly going inside of her all the way, and then drawing out almost all the way. Slowly, time after time.
She is smiling and inviting me back inside of her with her gorgeous brown eyes every time I am all the way out.
This goes on for several minutes and at no time does she seem to want me to hurry up. She is enjoying the slow action, this slow action of passion.
Then, all at once with no prior warning, I thrust into as hard as I can.
She makes an audible groan and her body tightens up like it has been struck by lightening.
I stopped at the very end of her depth and waited there for her to relax.
I then pulled back slowly.
I pulled back and moved forward three times at a very slow continues pace for three complete strokes.
All the way in, all the way out, all the way in, all the way out, all the way in, all the way out. Three times very slowly.
This gave Mia a chance to relax. The whole time she is kissing me.
Then, without notice, three very hard and aggressive strokes all the way from the tip to the base of my penis. She groaned again and her body once more reacted like it was being struck. Her back arched, her legs tensed and she grabbed onto me with her arms like she was afraid of losing me. And her eyes where saying “Fuck me, fuck me” every time I stroked inside of her.
Once again, when she relaxed, I counted three long slow strokes.
Then hit her with four hard aggressive ones.
Three slow and smooth, five hard and rough.
Three slow and smooth, six hard and rough.
Always at the end of the last hard one, staying all the way in and letting her relax.
I don’t know how long this went on for. I lost count.
But every time, she responded with a total connection with her body.
I was now fucking her body, but what about her mind and spirit. What about her soul?
After a while, when I knew I would have to stop or cum, I stopped. I was not done yet with this magnificent woman.
I took her arms and pulled them above her head and held them there with my hands.
She has wonderful skin; I kissed her on the mouth and the inside of her arms.
“Now” I said “there is something I want you to do for me. Something very special and something that I love”
“What is it?” she asked.
This thing that none will do, that none will permit another to take part in. This taboo that is so hard to carry out.
“I want you to look at me when I am fucking you; I want you to not take your eyes off of mine. I want to look into your eyes when I cum.
“That is what I was thinking also” she said smiling.
Our minds became one at that moment. We both wanted the same thing. Our previous conversation about eye control became our passion. She was committed. I was delighted.
Now, I was fucking her body and her mind.
I held her hands above her and started to stoke slowly.
Not the slow and fast strokes of before, but something new.
A rhythm that increases with time and the whole while she was looking at me with her brown eyes.
I was kissing her, and she was kissing me, but with her eyes open.
We had our eyes locked into one another. We where becoming one with each other.
Our consciousness was connected in real time.
“I love fucking you” I said.
The tempo increased, she was smiling and groaning but never lost eye contact with me.
“I love fucking you” I repeated.
I love you.
Did I say that out loud?? No, I could not have or she would have reacted.
“I love fucking you” I said louder.
I love you.
Who is saying that, who is in the room. I can hear it, but who is saying it.
“I love fucking you”, I exclaimed.
“I love you.”
My god that is me saying that. Have I lost my mind?
“I love fucking you”, I Yelled.
“I love you”.
Yes, that is me saying that, and I cannot stop.
But, now that I know it is me saying it, I can no longer stare into her eyes and I look away.
But I also cannot stop saying it.
The whole time with her meeting me stroke for stroke.
“I LOVE YOU”. I am not certain anymore, but I think I even said when I came.
She never said anything about it. She took it in stride and realized it was passion released.
I lay on top of her for quite some time. After I pulled out of her we laid together for a short time.
“You won” I said.
“What do you mean?”
“I looked away, you did not. You won my soul” I replied.
“Yes, I know” she said with a smile.” but what am I suppose to do with it?”
“I don’t know, but it has never done me much good” I said with a sly grin.
She asked me if I would like a wet towel. I said sure and she went to get it.
I cleaned myself up and then we lay together for quite a while. Her lying on my chest with her leg draped over mine, blending our warmth together. But it was getting near the end of our time together so we sat up on the bed.
I studied her body for a while, touching her breasts and commenting how wonderfully they where shaped, running my finger up the bottom to the nipple, then over the top.
“You have beautiful breasts” I said.
The clock was screaming it was time to go, but as she sat there her nakedness was telling me she wanted me to stay. She pulled her legs up to her breast and sat there looking so much like a beautiful young woman who is so open, and yet so innocent, so young and yet so wise, so Mia and yet so Me.
“I would like to tell you something” I said.
“Ok”
“I was planning on spending time with several women while I was here. I had budgeted time for three or four. One or two a day while I was here. I am not going to see anyone else, not now. I had a wonderful time with you and I do not want to spoil it by meeting someone of less ability than you” I said.
“Really?”
“Yes” I said, “I don’t know if you noticed, but once we started at the end I did not even mention the Anal sex thing.”
“Yes, I did notice” she said.
“I did not need or want it; I was enjoying what we where doing so much that nothing else was necessary.”
I dressed and then took out my wallet. I wanted to leave her a tip but new that no matter how much I gave her she was worth twice that. I gave her what I had in my wallet. It was not enough.
She walked me to the door and gave me a kiss goodbye.
So in the end I got to make love to her body and mind, but she won my soul. Although it is such a small price to pay for such a wonderful time with such a wonderful woman.
You will always have a place in my memories and my heart.
Thank you Mia.
I hope I have done that, Mia, and I also hope that I have not offended you in any way or misled anyone about you)
Part Three
I have no sense of time and even the clock seems to lie to me. Have I been here for an hour, or half an hour, or am I close to the end. Even Mia said at the end that the time went by very quickly. I have no reference. Time seems to stand still.
By now I have lost count how many times I have told her how truly beautiful she is, of how many times I have told her that she has a wonderful body, of how many times I have kissed her on that wonderful body, of how many times I have looked into those mesmerizing brown eyes and of how many times I have inhaled her womanly essence.
Now it is time to capture all of the above in one action. I am going to get inside of her body, inside of her mind and if possible, inside of her soul and stay there until I can stay no longer.
I want this woman, I want her now. She has done her magic and captured my spirit. I am bewitched by the sheer magnitude of her passion.
I want her to fuck me and I want her to be fucked by me. I am not talking about the sex that is had between friends, or the sex that is had between lovers. I am talking about two driven individuals who want to fuck each other until they can fuck no longer.
Aggressive, no holds barred, hedonistic, take no prisoners fucking.
“Do you want me to suck you again?” she says.
“Yes I do”
She goes down on me and starts to pull me into her mouth. At first gently, then more aggressively until she has made me hard again. Then she sucks me all the way down to the base of the shaft, again and again.
“Your balls are pretty hairy, and if they where not, I would suck both of them into my mouth, all the way”, she says.
Yes, I believe you. If only I had trimmed myself before I came here. I can only imagine what that would feel like.
The imagery of my balls in her mouth is almost enough to make me cum right then. So I have her stop as I want this go on for a while yet.
And there is something else I want before I am done. And I have not told her what that thing is yet, so it will be a surprise.
It is the most intimate thing I can think of, and I am not sure she will want to do it. Few women I have been with are able to do it, and fewer still can carry it all the way to the end. In this action is the total surrender of self, the total giving of you to another. Once you have done this thing I speak of, you have nothing left to offer. Except to do it again, and again.
Will Mia surrender to me in this way, this one hope I desire most of all? Is there a chance of this happening? I am now so drawn in by her I will risk all to see if it is to be. When it is time I will ask her, not because I want to, because I will have no choice not to. I have lost control of my emotions; my desires have now taken over.
I ask her to lie on her back.
“Take me in your hand and make me hard again”
She takes me in both hands and starts to rub me up and down.
“Ok, it is hard now, guide me inside of you”
I move toward her and she takes me and lines me up to her opening. I gently push inside of her.
“I think we need some lubricant” she says.
I pull out and she gets the bottle, squirts some on her hand and places it on me and her opening.
This time I slide in smoothly.
She smiles and says “That is better”.
Yes it is, and the only way it could be even better is if I did not have a condom on. How much I want to feel the inside of you against my bare skin.
Our bodies are now connected completely. But I also want our mind and our spirit to be connected if possible.
She is letting me fuck her body, but that is one thing. Will she let me fuck her mind? Will she let me fuck her soul?
I start to move very slowly into her until I am completely inside.
She is smiling and kisses me. Not just once, but several times. I am kissing her, drawing her lips into my mouth, rubbing my tongue against hers, kissing her neck, below her chin, on both of her ears. She is responding in kind.
All the time very slowly going inside of her all the way, and then drawing out almost all the way. Slowly, time after time.
She is smiling and inviting me back inside of her with her gorgeous brown eyes every time I am all the way out.
This goes on for several minutes and at no time does she seem to want me to hurry up. She is enjoying the slow action, this slow action of passion.
Then, all at once with no prior warning, I thrust into as hard as I can.
She makes an audible groan and her body tightens up like it has been struck by lightening.
I stopped at the very end of her depth and waited there for her to relax.
I then pulled back slowly.
I pulled back and moved forward three times at a very slow continues pace for three complete strokes.
All the way in, all the way out, all the way in, all the way out, all the way in, all the way out. Three times very slowly.
This gave Mia a chance to relax. The whole time she is kissing me.
Then, without notice, three very hard and aggressive strokes all the way from the tip to the base of my penis. She groaned again and her body once more reacted like it was being struck. Her back arched, her legs tensed and she grabbed onto me with her arms like she was afraid of losing me. And her eyes where saying “Fuck me, fuck me” every time I stroked inside of her.
Once again, when she relaxed, I counted three long slow strokes.
Then hit her with four hard aggressive ones.
Three slow and smooth, five hard and rough.
Three slow and smooth, six hard and rough.
Always at the end of the last hard one, staying all the way in and letting her relax.
I don’t know how long this went on for. I lost count.
But every time, she responded with a total connection with her body.
I was now fucking her body, but what about her mind and spirit. What about her soul?
After a while, when I knew I would have to stop or cum, I stopped. I was not done yet with this magnificent woman.
I took her arms and pulled them above her head and held them there with my hands.
She has wonderful skin; I kissed her on the mouth and the inside of her arms.
“Now” I said “there is something I want you to do for me. Something very special and something that I love”
“What is it?” she asked.
This thing that none will do, that none will permit another to take part in. This taboo that is so hard to carry out.
“I want you to look at me when I am fucking you; I want you to not take your eyes off of mine. I want to look into your eyes when I cum.
“That is what I was thinking also” she said smiling.
Our minds became one at that moment. We both wanted the same thing. Our previous conversation about eye control became our passion. She was committed. I was delighted.
Now, I was fucking her body and her mind.
I held her hands above her and started to stoke slowly.
Not the slow and fast strokes of before, but something new.
A rhythm that increases with time and the whole while she was looking at me with her brown eyes.
I was kissing her, and she was kissing me, but with her eyes open.
We had our eyes locked into one another. We where becoming one with each other.
Our consciousness was connected in real time.
“I love fucking you” I said.
The tempo increased, she was smiling and groaning but never lost eye contact with me.
“I love fucking you” I repeated.
I love you.
Did I say that out loud?? No, I could not have or she would have reacted.
“I love fucking you” I said louder.
I love you.
Who is saying that, who is in the room. I can hear it, but who is saying it.
“I love fucking you”, I exclaimed.
“I love you.”
My god that is me saying that. Have I lost my mind?
“I love fucking you”, I Yelled.
“I love you”.
Yes, that is me saying that, and I cannot stop.
But, now that I know it is me saying it, I can no longer stare into her eyes and I look away.
But I also cannot stop saying it.
The whole time with her meeting me stroke for stroke.
“I LOVE YOU”. I am not certain anymore, but I think I even said when I came.
She never said anything about it. She took it in stride and realized it was passion released.
I lay on top of her for quite some time. After I pulled out of her we laid together for a short time.
“You won” I said.
“What do you mean?”
“I looked away, you did not. You won my soul” I replied.
“Yes, I know” she said with a smile.” but what am I suppose to do with it?”
“I don’t know, but it has never done me much good” I said with a sly grin.
She asked me if I would like a wet towel. I said sure and she went to get it.
I cleaned myself up and then we lay together for quite a while. Her lying on my chest with her leg draped over mine, blending our warmth together. But it was getting near the end of our time together so we sat up on the bed.
I studied her body for a while, touching her breasts and commenting how wonderfully they where shaped, running my finger up the bottom to the nipple, then over the top.
“You have beautiful breasts” I said.
The clock was screaming it was time to go, but as she sat there her nakedness was telling me she wanted me to stay. She pulled her legs up to her breast and sat there looking so much like a beautiful young woman who is so open, and yet so innocent, so young and yet so wise, so Mia and yet so Me.
“I would like to tell you something” I said.
“Ok”
“I was planning on spending time with several women while I was here. I had budgeted time for three or four. One or two a day while I was here. I am not going to see anyone else, not now. I had a wonderful time with you and I do not want to spoil it by meeting someone of less ability than you” I said.
“Really?”
“Yes” I said, “I don’t know if you noticed, but once we started at the end I did not even mention the Anal sex thing.”
“Yes, I did notice” she said.
“I did not need or want it; I was enjoying what we where doing so much that nothing else was necessary.”
I dressed and then took out my wallet. I wanted to leave her a tip but new that no matter how much I gave her she was worth twice that. I gave her what I had in my wallet. It was not enough.
She walked me to the door and gave me a kiss goodbye.
So in the end I got to make love to her body and mind, but she won my soul. Although it is such a small price to pay for such a wonderful time with such a wonderful woman.
You will always have a place in my memories and my heart.
Thank you Mia.
