Before anyone cries out shill - I realize that I reviewed Kitty before and that I have a low post count, but what follows below is a bit different than a standard review. I found this journal entry that I wrote after the first time I've seen her. Not only was it my first time seeing Kitty but it was also my first time with an escort period. I would've posted this as a blog entry instead but that doesn't seem to be working or something.
I'm hoping this could be useful for people who are getting into this for the first time like I was when I initially wrote it. And also of course anyone who is interested in seeing Kitty. I've seen her again since and I think my initial impressions of her are spot on.
I kept the grammatical mistakes, I just censored and edited out personal details to protect the innocent
otherwise this journal entry is as is as I wrote it last year.
X.Kitty.X - I Saw an Escort and I liked It!
After about two months of research and much deliberations I finally saw an escort. She goes by X.Kitty.X. But first, let me start from the beginning.
I woke up around 8:30am running on about 2.5 hours of sleep. I unfortunately don't recall any dreams from last night.
After my morning rituals I sent off Kitty a text confirming that I'll see her today and to get her address (I had to email her yesterday for confirmation too, but that only got me her phone number! lol). It's a bit strange as I'm not used to this, but I assume this is standard safety procedure and to protect herself from people who don't have real interest in showing up. So, I rolled with it and went along for the ride and didn't question it.
I missed two packages yesterday but in order to get to my appointment with Kitty on time I only had time to go to one of them. So, I chose to go to ***** cause I was excited to get my pedometer! Once I picked up my pedometer, I figured it was a good time to withdraw the cash I needed from the ATM. Carrying that much cash on me makes me nervous, and I didn't wanna risk withdrawing cash from an ATM at ***** only to have it be out of order or something. Though for future reference, it was very stupid of me to withdraw cash on the day of the appointment. If there is a next time I'll withdraw cash one or two days before the appointment.
Next on agenda was going to the gym. I thought about saving the trip to the gym until after my visit with Kitty but ultimately decided that before would be better.
I picked up my pedometer got back to ***** and set the pedometer up. Setting it up was easy, I didn't even have to take out the instructional manual. With the pedometer set I figure it was a good time to wear it and go to the gym.
Next I took a shower and got ready for my appointment.
I then Googled the address Kitty texted me earlier. Ok, it's a real address, and it's not leading me to a gas station! I get directions, put my shoes on.
- iPad? Check!
- Directions backed up? Check!
- Unsealed Envelope? Check!
- Amount in envelope is correct? Triple Check!
- Backpack? Check!
And with one foot out the door, this is it! The point of no return. Adventure time!
I decided to take a longer route on the way there cause it seemed less complicated since I've never been to ***** before and didn't wanna risk being late.
On the way there I had a million back and forth texts with *****. It was a good distraction. I probably should've paid more attention to the way though... Oh well.
I was feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness on the way to the address. Despite all the time I spent researching, I didn't know what to expect. Kinda like that saying, the more I know the more I realized how much I didn't know.
Going in, all she knew about me was my first name which could've been an alias for all she knew and my phone number that could've been a burner phone. She didn't know what I looked like or approximate age. Though I imagine from her POV she'd have a lot of questions before meeting someone for the first time.
I arrived at the address about 15 minutes early. The area is very much ***** and didn't know of any way to kill some time, at least not in this kind of chilly weather. Had the weather been decent I could've went to a ***** I saw near by and did some ***** or *****.
I texted her telling her that I arrived early, and gave her an out in case I was too early. If it was a problem or if she was annoyed, she certainly didn't let it show. But for future reference there's a ***** very close by that I saw when I was leaving. Next time, if I arrive too early I can just go there. I should've researched the area better before I got there. Then again, I sorta had to leave soon after I got the address.
As I waited for Kitty to come out the door, I started feeling more nervous and anxious but remained excited. I then remembered something ***** once told me, that when she's waiting for ***** at ***** they look like a "deer caught in headlights" and that's how she spotted them and I wondered if that's how I looked waiting outside nervously! I contemplated asking her what I looked like waiting outside but I never did.
A cute blonde girl walked out with her little puppy... Nope, not Kitty! I knew it wasn't Kitty right away. That moment alone validated my feelings about only seeing an escort with a face pic. I fiddled around with my phone and pretended to be preoccupied while keeping my peripheral vision on the entrance. I mean how awkward would that have been if I've mistaken that girl for Kitty? Or conversely if someone was waiting there and she mistaken him for me.
Then the moment came where Kitty approached the front entrance. I recognized the girl from the pictures immediately which was a big relief! If she didn't show her face in pics, how could I have known if it was her or if that blonde was her?
I knew that as long as the same girl from the pictures came out I'll be in the company of a very hot and sexy girl! What I didn't know however, is that the pictures don't really do her justice (plus the ones on her site are so tiny!). As pretty as I thought she was from her pics, she's far more beautiful in person.
Her eyes... Wow... She has these gazing, shimmering, beautiful, and very expressive eyes. Also, hearing her voice for the first time I notice that she has this sexy voice, it's a bit deeper than the average for a girl.
She told me to come in and so I followed her inside. We go through the formal niceties and then she remarks that it's cold outside. I agree with her and mention that the weather is 21 degrees (thanks pedometer!). Then she said "American, huh?"
To which I responded "yup, you caught me! Well... I'm not American but I lived there for a really long time," her simple remark there showed me two things about her instantly. She's perceptive and she's actually paying attention to what I'm saying and I was just talking about the weather.
The perceptiveness didn't surprise me, but I was taken aback that she was listening to me intently. In fact, through out the entire time I spent with her I always felt that whenever I said something she listened. Why listen to someone you may or may not see again? Was very cool of her.
As an escort, and even a ***** as she later mentioned, I'd imagine with all the sorts of people she meets she's probably very good at reading people. I imagine she pegged me correctly as nerdy within five seconds after meeting me.
Once we got in a bedroom, I took out the envelope from my backpack. I took one discreet look inside to make sure the money was still inside! Then I very awkwardly tried to hand her the envelope. She pointed at her dresser and told me to just put it there. I wondered for a second if she had X-ray vision!
I was honestly shocked that she didn't count the cash. I certainly wouldn't have blamed her for it if she did! In fact, I would've counted if the situations were reversed! Here I am someone she's seeing for the first time, I could've been pulling a fast one on her, or even could've made an innocent mistake and miscounted. The only time where she could've possibly counted while I was there was when I took a quick shower at the END of my time with her.
The first things she talked about were her friends prepping for the zombie apocalypse, Minecraft and Skyrim. Nerdy too! I like! She seemed like she was genuinely nerdy, on some level at least, and not just putting up a front. In fact, I never felt like she was putting up a front.
I was nervously and awkwardly just standing by the bed listening to her and then she pointed at bed and invited me to sit down. I did as she told me, and we continued talking and eventually I laid down.
At one point early on she asked me, "how long have you been in this hobby?" I chuckled on the inside over her referring to this as a hobby. I imagined my awkwardness and nervousness already gave away that I'm a first timer but she was just being nice and making conversation (or maybe not given her reaction to my answer!). I told her that this was my first time. Her pretty hazel eyes widened up and then asked, "why me?"
Fair question, but also one that I wasn't expecting. She stared at me intently and moved closer to me. I wasn't as articulate as I normally am. So I stumbled through my answer. I tried explaining as best I can and hoped it made sense.
Talking to Kitty is a lot of fun cause she has expressive eyes, animated body language, and vocal inflections that all change during the course of a conversation. She's a very engaging person to talk to and seems like a smart cookie. I liked how she never seemed to pretend to like something just cause I did and how she even disagreed with me a couple of times.
She was very quick to smile and laugh throughout the entire time we spent together. She has a very pretty smile that she kept showing me and her laughter is very very very infectious!
We both got into multiple giggle fests which I think is, at least partially, attributed to my nerves and maybe her first time jitters meeting someone for the first time too? Though still, I could tell she was putting a real effort into putting me at ease.
Eventually she said that there's "too much clothes on" and we both got mostly naked. Then without warning she leaned in towards me and pressed her soft lips against mine and kissed me. Having her kiss me was a very nice feeling, and it's been a while. Even if there was slight awkwardness to it. I recon she felt the awkwardness too cause I felt her lips form a smile against mine which made me smile too we then both started laughing again (why are all my first kisses awkward?! lol).
She asked me what my favorite position is but that's like asking me about my favorite kind of pizza or sushi. So, I answered simply and said they're all good. She then responded with "good answer."
Kitty escalates things and takes off my underwear... And then came a mix of ***** and more laughter as she *****.
She then grabs a condom and puts it on me. Unlike the other girls I've been with, it was very quick and painless. She asked me if I wanted to be on top or bottom. I left the matter up to her and so she decided to be on top.
As she got on top I got a great view of her. Seconds later we burst into laughter again. She apologized, but I assured her that there was no need for her to apologize. Laughter is good, right?
She then made a motion with her hand and said "OK, this is my serious face!" Which only made us laugh even more. She looked very adorable doing that. Kitty exhaled loudly and said "Ah! Awkward first time sex!"
Odd as it may sound, it was at that moment that I decided that I would like to see her again. I laughed at her remark but also felt relieved that she acknowledged the awkwardness. It made the entire experience feel more real and authentic rather than rehearsed and going through the motions. I appreciated her honesty very much. Also, revealed to me that I wasn't the only one nervous.
She then told me to get on top, and I was more than happy to oblige. After that was over, we cuddled. We resumed talking and she earned even more nerd cred from me. I quizzed her a little bit about her piercings cool tattoos. Her tattoos are pretty and elegant, just how I like them.
She asked me if that's what I was expecting. I didn't have a game plan mapped out and with this being my first time with an escort. I wasn't expecting anything, but I was certainly having a good time.
So, I relayed that to her and then she said "touché." It wasn't the first time she said touché that evening, I think she likes using that word. I don't think I ever heard it being used outside a movie before. I'll have to steal that from her!
I told her about my experience watched Steven Soderbergh's The Girlfriend Experience and how listening to the audio commentary for that movie shattered my view on how I viewed escorts. As I only had a stereotypical closed minded view prior to watching that movie, and that movie opened my eyes a little bit.
Of course that being a movie and this being real life, I didn't have any real expectations. Just hopes that it would be a good time. When I told her that movie was probably the thing that planted the initial seed to see an escort she said "yes!" And did a cute arm gesture to go along with it.
She then asked me if it's something I'd do again, so I responded by asking her if she'd like to see me again. Which in hindsight was a stupid thing of me to ask! I don't think she would've asked me that if she never wanted to see me again. It probably looked like I was fishing for a complement or something. In any case, she nodded enthusiastically and said yes, so I told her I would like to see her again soon.
Kitty didn't indicate how long I went over for or anything. She didn't express any hint of being annoyed or anything like that. Instead, she asked me if I wanted to wash up, I took her up on her offer and showered up quickly.
As I was getting ready to leave, she was still talking to me and making conversation and didn't rush me at all despite going over. I asked her for directions for the nearest *****, she kindly pointed the way for me.
I thanked her again for a great time and I confirmed that I'd like to see her again soon. I'm not sure if she believed me or not but I truly meant it.
She thanked me for "all the laughter and giggles" and gave me a hug and said "ciao". I didn't expect to get a hug goodbye. Made the time with her that much sweeter.
Leaving, I felt very lucky that my first experience with an escort was a very positive one glad that Kitty agreed to see me. I couldn't have picked better. I definitely would like to see her again!
By the end of my time with her that I was finally feeling like me and not awkward. I'd imagine next time would be even better since we don't have to go through that initial awkward stage again and just presumably continue where we left off, if she'll see me again of course.
I feel like being my first time and all, it was perfect and I wouldn't change a thing. Awkwardness and stuff included! Lol
On the way back I stopped by this all you can eat Mongolian Grill by the *****. It's vastly superior to U Grill. I'd definitely go back there too! Reminded me of the place I love in *****.
I contemplated sending Kitty a simple thank you note, and I'm still contemplating that but I dunno if it would be too weird or not.
All in all, it's been a great day! I did something new that I never thought I'd do.
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Her contact info:
Website: http://thesensualkitten.escort-site.com
Email: thesensualkitten@gmail.com
I'm hoping this could be useful for people who are getting into this for the first time like I was when I initially wrote it. And also of course anyone who is interested in seeing Kitty. I've seen her again since and I think my initial impressions of her are spot on.
I kept the grammatical mistakes, I just censored and edited out personal details to protect the innocent
otherwise this journal entry is as is as I wrote it last year.X.Kitty.X - I Saw an Escort and I liked It!
After about two months of research and much deliberations I finally saw an escort. She goes by X.Kitty.X. But first, let me start from the beginning.
I woke up around 8:30am running on about 2.5 hours of sleep. I unfortunately don't recall any dreams from last night.
After my morning rituals I sent off Kitty a text confirming that I'll see her today and to get her address (I had to email her yesterday for confirmation too, but that only got me her phone number! lol). It's a bit strange as I'm not used to this, but I assume this is standard safety procedure and to protect herself from people who don't have real interest in showing up. So, I rolled with it and went along for the ride and didn't question it.
I missed two packages yesterday but in order to get to my appointment with Kitty on time I only had time to go to one of them. So, I chose to go to ***** cause I was excited to get my pedometer! Once I picked up my pedometer, I figured it was a good time to withdraw the cash I needed from the ATM. Carrying that much cash on me makes me nervous, and I didn't wanna risk withdrawing cash from an ATM at ***** only to have it be out of order or something. Though for future reference, it was very stupid of me to withdraw cash on the day of the appointment. If there is a next time I'll withdraw cash one or two days before the appointment.
Next on agenda was going to the gym. I thought about saving the trip to the gym until after my visit with Kitty but ultimately decided that before would be better.
I picked up my pedometer got back to ***** and set the pedometer up. Setting it up was easy, I didn't even have to take out the instructional manual. With the pedometer set I figure it was a good time to wear it and go to the gym.
Next I took a shower and got ready for my appointment.
I then Googled the address Kitty texted me earlier. Ok, it's a real address, and it's not leading me to a gas station! I get directions, put my shoes on.
- iPad? Check!
- Directions backed up? Check!
- Unsealed Envelope? Check!
- Amount in envelope is correct? Triple Check!
- Backpack? Check!
And with one foot out the door, this is it! The point of no return. Adventure time!
I decided to take a longer route on the way there cause it seemed less complicated since I've never been to ***** before and didn't wanna risk being late.
On the way there I had a million back and forth texts with *****. It was a good distraction. I probably should've paid more attention to the way though... Oh well.
I was feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness on the way to the address. Despite all the time I spent researching, I didn't know what to expect. Kinda like that saying, the more I know the more I realized how much I didn't know.
Going in, all she knew about me was my first name which could've been an alias for all she knew and my phone number that could've been a burner phone. She didn't know what I looked like or approximate age. Though I imagine from her POV she'd have a lot of questions before meeting someone for the first time.
I arrived at the address about 15 minutes early. The area is very much ***** and didn't know of any way to kill some time, at least not in this kind of chilly weather. Had the weather been decent I could've went to a ***** I saw near by and did some ***** or *****.
I texted her telling her that I arrived early, and gave her an out in case I was too early. If it was a problem or if she was annoyed, she certainly didn't let it show. But for future reference there's a ***** very close by that I saw when I was leaving. Next time, if I arrive too early I can just go there. I should've researched the area better before I got there. Then again, I sorta had to leave soon after I got the address.
As I waited for Kitty to come out the door, I started feeling more nervous and anxious but remained excited. I then remembered something ***** once told me, that when she's waiting for ***** at ***** they look like a "deer caught in headlights" and that's how she spotted them and I wondered if that's how I looked waiting outside nervously! I contemplated asking her what I looked like waiting outside but I never did.
A cute blonde girl walked out with her little puppy... Nope, not Kitty! I knew it wasn't Kitty right away. That moment alone validated my feelings about only seeing an escort with a face pic. I fiddled around with my phone and pretended to be preoccupied while keeping my peripheral vision on the entrance. I mean how awkward would that have been if I've mistaken that girl for Kitty? Or conversely if someone was waiting there and she mistaken him for me.
Then the moment came where Kitty approached the front entrance. I recognized the girl from the pictures immediately which was a big relief! If she didn't show her face in pics, how could I have known if it was her or if that blonde was her?
I knew that as long as the same girl from the pictures came out I'll be in the company of a very hot and sexy girl! What I didn't know however, is that the pictures don't really do her justice (plus the ones on her site are so tiny!). As pretty as I thought she was from her pics, she's far more beautiful in person.
Her eyes... Wow... She has these gazing, shimmering, beautiful, and very expressive eyes. Also, hearing her voice for the first time I notice that she has this sexy voice, it's a bit deeper than the average for a girl.
She told me to come in and so I followed her inside. We go through the formal niceties and then she remarks that it's cold outside. I agree with her and mention that the weather is 21 degrees (thanks pedometer!). Then she said "American, huh?"
To which I responded "yup, you caught me! Well... I'm not American but I lived there for a really long time," her simple remark there showed me two things about her instantly. She's perceptive and she's actually paying attention to what I'm saying and I was just talking about the weather.
The perceptiveness didn't surprise me, but I was taken aback that she was listening to me intently. In fact, through out the entire time I spent with her I always felt that whenever I said something she listened. Why listen to someone you may or may not see again? Was very cool of her.
As an escort, and even a ***** as she later mentioned, I'd imagine with all the sorts of people she meets she's probably very good at reading people. I imagine she pegged me correctly as nerdy within five seconds after meeting me.
Once we got in a bedroom, I took out the envelope from my backpack. I took one discreet look inside to make sure the money was still inside! Then I very awkwardly tried to hand her the envelope. She pointed at her dresser and told me to just put it there. I wondered for a second if she had X-ray vision!
I was honestly shocked that she didn't count the cash. I certainly wouldn't have blamed her for it if she did! In fact, I would've counted if the situations were reversed! Here I am someone she's seeing for the first time, I could've been pulling a fast one on her, or even could've made an innocent mistake and miscounted. The only time where she could've possibly counted while I was there was when I took a quick shower at the END of my time with her.
The first things she talked about were her friends prepping for the zombie apocalypse, Minecraft and Skyrim. Nerdy too! I like! She seemed like she was genuinely nerdy, on some level at least, and not just putting up a front. In fact, I never felt like she was putting up a front.
I was nervously and awkwardly just standing by the bed listening to her and then she pointed at bed and invited me to sit down. I did as she told me, and we continued talking and eventually I laid down.
At one point early on she asked me, "how long have you been in this hobby?" I chuckled on the inside over her referring to this as a hobby. I imagined my awkwardness and nervousness already gave away that I'm a first timer but she was just being nice and making conversation (or maybe not given her reaction to my answer!). I told her that this was my first time. Her pretty hazel eyes widened up and then asked, "why me?"
Fair question, but also one that I wasn't expecting. She stared at me intently and moved closer to me. I wasn't as articulate as I normally am. So I stumbled through my answer. I tried explaining as best I can and hoped it made sense.
Talking to Kitty is a lot of fun cause she has expressive eyes, animated body language, and vocal inflections that all change during the course of a conversation. She's a very engaging person to talk to and seems like a smart cookie. I liked how she never seemed to pretend to like something just cause I did and how she even disagreed with me a couple of times.
She was very quick to smile and laugh throughout the entire time we spent together. She has a very pretty smile that she kept showing me and her laughter is very very very infectious!
We both got into multiple giggle fests which I think is, at least partially, attributed to my nerves and maybe her first time jitters meeting someone for the first time too? Though still, I could tell she was putting a real effort into putting me at ease.
Eventually she said that there's "too much clothes on" and we both got mostly naked. Then without warning she leaned in towards me and pressed her soft lips against mine and kissed me. Having her kiss me was a very nice feeling, and it's been a while. Even if there was slight awkwardness to it. I recon she felt the awkwardness too cause I felt her lips form a smile against mine which made me smile too we then both started laughing again (why are all my first kisses awkward?! lol).
She asked me what my favorite position is but that's like asking me about my favorite kind of pizza or sushi. So, I answered simply and said they're all good. She then responded with "good answer."
Kitty escalates things and takes off my underwear... And then came a mix of ***** and more laughter as she *****.
She then grabs a condom and puts it on me. Unlike the other girls I've been with, it was very quick and painless. She asked me if I wanted to be on top or bottom. I left the matter up to her and so she decided to be on top.
As she got on top I got a great view of her. Seconds later we burst into laughter again. She apologized, but I assured her that there was no need for her to apologize. Laughter is good, right?
She then made a motion with her hand and said "OK, this is my serious face!" Which only made us laugh even more. She looked very adorable doing that. Kitty exhaled loudly and said "Ah! Awkward first time sex!"
Odd as it may sound, it was at that moment that I decided that I would like to see her again. I laughed at her remark but also felt relieved that she acknowledged the awkwardness. It made the entire experience feel more real and authentic rather than rehearsed and going through the motions. I appreciated her honesty very much. Also, revealed to me that I wasn't the only one nervous.
She then told me to get on top, and I was more than happy to oblige. After that was over, we cuddled. We resumed talking and she earned even more nerd cred from me. I quizzed her a little bit about her piercings cool tattoos. Her tattoos are pretty and elegant, just how I like them.
She asked me if that's what I was expecting. I didn't have a game plan mapped out and with this being my first time with an escort. I wasn't expecting anything, but I was certainly having a good time.
So, I relayed that to her and then she said "touché." It wasn't the first time she said touché that evening, I think she likes using that word. I don't think I ever heard it being used outside a movie before. I'll have to steal that from her!
I told her about my experience watched Steven Soderbergh's The Girlfriend Experience and how listening to the audio commentary for that movie shattered my view on how I viewed escorts. As I only had a stereotypical closed minded view prior to watching that movie, and that movie opened my eyes a little bit.
Of course that being a movie and this being real life, I didn't have any real expectations. Just hopes that it would be a good time. When I told her that movie was probably the thing that planted the initial seed to see an escort she said "yes!" And did a cute arm gesture to go along with it.
She then asked me if it's something I'd do again, so I responded by asking her if she'd like to see me again. Which in hindsight was a stupid thing of me to ask! I don't think she would've asked me that if she never wanted to see me again. It probably looked like I was fishing for a complement or something. In any case, she nodded enthusiastically and said yes, so I told her I would like to see her again soon.
Kitty didn't indicate how long I went over for or anything. She didn't express any hint of being annoyed or anything like that. Instead, she asked me if I wanted to wash up, I took her up on her offer and showered up quickly.
As I was getting ready to leave, she was still talking to me and making conversation and didn't rush me at all despite going over. I asked her for directions for the nearest *****, she kindly pointed the way for me.
I thanked her again for a great time and I confirmed that I'd like to see her again soon. I'm not sure if she believed me or not but I truly meant it.
She thanked me for "all the laughter and giggles" and gave me a hug and said "ciao". I didn't expect to get a hug goodbye. Made the time with her that much sweeter.
Leaving, I felt very lucky that my first experience with an escort was a very positive one glad that Kitty agreed to see me. I couldn't have picked better. I definitely would like to see her again!
By the end of my time with her that I was finally feeling like me and not awkward. I'd imagine next time would be even better since we don't have to go through that initial awkward stage again and just presumably continue where we left off, if she'll see me again of course.
I feel like being my first time and all, it was perfect and I wouldn't change a thing. Awkwardness and stuff included! Lol
On the way back I stopped by this all you can eat Mongolian Grill by the *****. It's vastly superior to U Grill. I'd definitely go back there too! Reminded me of the place I love in *****.
I contemplated sending Kitty a simple thank you note, and I'm still contemplating that but I dunno if it would be too weird or not.
All in all, it's been a great day! I did something new that I never thought I'd do.
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Her contact info:
Website: http://thesensualkitten.escort-site.com
Email: thesensualkitten@gmail.com
