Evening fellow perberts... I have stumbled upon this site from browsing LL and finding references to it...
Let me be frank. I am a 30 something y/o European (white) fellow. I've been very busy working on my career in life, and I have had zero time for women or the pursuit of. While I am not technically a virgin, I've only been laid once and sufficed to say I was not really into it myself and it was not overly enjoyable as a few friends pushed for my to lose my V card 8 years ago now, wow time flies... and I was drunk and just not a very good first time all around.
I am looking for a woman (the price is not an issue so hold back no advice/input) who is not a BBW, the rest I am open for. I need a woman who is kind good at what she does, and knows that there is a good chance junior won't cooperate as I am sure I'll be nervous and self conscious as all hell. Looking for a woman who won't laugh at me if i perform poorly or mock my hairy chest. And it is hairy, damn Euro genes lol. I can respect for cleanliness manscaping, but I am not the type of fellow to shave my chest... One that performs a BBBJ would probably be best too as well I won't lie I've jerked off a few times with a rubber on and while I of course understand safe sex, the overall sensation sure is dull... I can't imagine a CBJ (wow so many acronyms) being very satisfying though I admit I have no basis other than my own hand for that train of though.
I am open to for trying a few different women, but I basically want to find one I can build a connection with and build up my confidence. Someone to see a few times a month.
There are many options on these boards and I really need some kind man and or woman who can empathize with where I am coming from, and offer input.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for any insight that can be offered.
Regards
Let me be frank. I am a 30 something y/o European (white) fellow. I've been very busy working on my career in life, and I have had zero time for women or the pursuit of. While I am not technically a virgin, I've only been laid once and sufficed to say I was not really into it myself and it was not overly enjoyable as a few friends pushed for my to lose my V card 8 years ago now, wow time flies... and I was drunk and just not a very good first time all around.
I am looking for a woman (the price is not an issue so hold back no advice/input) who is not a BBW, the rest I am open for. I need a woman who is kind good at what she does, and knows that there is a good chance junior won't cooperate as I am sure I'll be nervous and self conscious as all hell. Looking for a woman who won't laugh at me if i perform poorly or mock my hairy chest. And it is hairy, damn Euro genes lol. I can respect for cleanliness manscaping, but I am not the type of fellow to shave my chest... One that performs a BBBJ would probably be best too as well I won't lie I've jerked off a few times with a rubber on and while I of course understand safe sex, the overall sensation sure is dull... I can't imagine a CBJ (wow so many acronyms) being very satisfying though I admit I have no basis other than my own hand for that train of though.
I am open to for trying a few different women, but I basically want to find one I can build a connection with and build up my confidence. Someone to see a few times a month.
There are many options on these boards and I really need some kind man and or woman who can empathize with where I am coming from, and offer input.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for any insight that can be offered.
Regards
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