I am going to miss them.!!

[johnsmit]

I have lost both paterents now... .. and diffinetly will miss them . They were part of my life.. all most on an everyday bases.. for 59 yrs... .. My mom just passed away .. on Wednesday.... and i just realizied.. i will miss going to see her.. in the hospital.... or at home..
I dont have that to look forward to..

I knew this day would come... haveing no one to just drop in on .. and who loves me like only my mom could.... It was part of the reason. i got involved with escorts, and found.a few that would be there to talk to .. when family no long was...

Nothing will realy fill that emptyness... and although i have a sister and her family.. it not the same. They have there own lives.. Where my parents were all way there for me.. and i was there for them when they need me

 

[Man Mountain]

My sincere condolences to you and I wish you nothing but the best going forward. It's not easy. Believe me, I know. Having good friends... real friends... definitely helps.

 

[PlayfulAlex]

Condolences Maxx, some family members are just more special than others. It's probably important to let yourself grieve and accept the sadness and uncertainty during this time. But, as has been said, after a while, you'll look back and time will have moved along and so will you have. Your Mom is at peace and would probably want you to keep on having a good life.

 

[VanessaofBC]

I had a close friend before I left Ontario, his Mother was his life.

She was in the nursing home but everyday he went to see her. "After I go visit Mom", he would always say.

Then she passed away. He never cried in front of me, I guess in a way he was kind of prepared for it. But of course it changed his life. He visits her now every Mothers Days and leaves flowers at her grave.

 

[sevenofnine]

I don't know what to say to cheer you up.

But be thankful you had them.
It could have been different.
It could have been a lot different.
I was glad when my parents died and it was over.

 

[PuntMeister]

Yours is a success story Johnsmit. I wish everyone were as close to their parents as you were, and had so much time together. When I lost my mom, I cried, but there was nothing I regret that I didn't do. I do not greive that she should have lived longer, or that I failed to show I cared. I did. I always hugged her close and told her I loved her. And I think back warmly about everything she gave me and the respect and warmth I returned. I have no regrets and accept death as part of life. So we go on living even though people we loved haved died around us. The older I get, the more I just focus on celebrating life and the people I know who lived. Miss them? For sure. Smile that they lived? Absolutely!

 

[J.O. Henson]

Was 28 when I Lost my dad in '99. Just lost my mom last year and i can only offer condolences. It's really tough goings for a while and you actually do have to give yourself time to mourn.
Then as cold as it can sound, but it's not meant to,You then have to right the ship and carry on with your life. Remember them. Honour them. But they live on in your heart and in the fond memories. That is something that can't go away. To this day I still thing of both of them daily with fondness.
Prayers and sympathies to you and your family.

 

[Cami Parker]

I'm so sorry for your loss, and that you are feeling so alone. I won't say I understand, because I can't even begin to imagine, but I'm sorry that you are suffering

 

[vancity_cowboy]

sorry to hear that. in time i hope you will be able to accustom yourself to life with them in your memories, but now is for grieving

 

[Caramel]

I agree you are very blessed to have had that much time with them, I am sorry for your loss though. This is my greatest fear is losing one of my parents or sisters (and my cat)...I just cant imagine it and sometimes mentally prepare myself because its inevitable, its life.

 

[johnsmit]

iThank you all for your heart felt simpathy and condolances
We layed my mom to rest yesterday.
she just wanted a simple grave side service.. and mostly family attended.
There was a plesent suppries that a friend she had made in the last 7 yrs. from just walking there dog .. also
attended.

I did my best to say afew word.. but it was very diffical.. I had found the strength to do my dads service. 9 yr go
but this was a lot harder.. Thsnkfully . my cusin . was happy and honered to do it .and said much of the things i felt

i will her for sure.. both of them. but beleave there spirits still live.. and they live in my heart always

 

[Pantherdash]

I'm sorry for your loss, Maxx. You must be going through a difficult time.

You're a good man.

Panther

 

[chilli]

This thread makes me so sad - I can't imagine losing my Dad or my Mom - although I know it will happen - I'm afraid I'll go to pieces.

Sorry for your loss.

The loss of anyone you love is just so difficult.

 

[johnsmit]

I think i am taking it very well... . Having lost . friends and relatives through ghe years.. help me deal with what i knew was coming one day..
and there long life.. .makes it easyer to handle but still a sad time.. i will have many times . that thoughts of both will bring a tear