gawd...I had to drag this up from page three. Obviously , it's another crappy eddie topic...oh well....one must never whine. Regardless, it's an interesting reply leo....and one that I can use to segue some thoughts all together as I have just arrived home dusty, tired, and happy.
I will start with addressing the notion of "it" being on your mind most of the time. Of course it is. The day it stops being so...is likely the day you call it done....and gawd knows that will be an interesting day. In my darker moments, I wonder if that moment will be brief...or lingering. Frankly, I hope for brief....but, life has a funny way of dealing odd cards.
This next bit will sort of encompass a few topics...perhaps even the "best pickup line"...at least for me. See, it's been over five years since I've been laid. That's not a complaint, simply a statement. It's not like opportunities have failed to present themselves.....but I know the emotional entanglement of getting that close to another is beyond what I wish for. In any event, a buddy of mine and I are chatting....let's call him Irwin....cuz that's his name. And he pops up with...."I'm a virgin"....what??????....."yes, haven't been with someone in five years, so I'm reclaiming my virgin status". Omg...too funny. He became one of my five tight buddies on that day. Funny stuff. So, I use that line with aplomb and abandon. Nah, not really, I only use it with the ones I trust. Still and all, I am, by that definition, a virgin. And having reached the ripe age of 51, I know better than to discard my virginity to the first pleasing strumpet to pass by. It's a card....much like either of the aces dealt face down into your 7 card hand....that should play out to something better. LOL...I know that's shallow but, it's fun. The difference between having something on your mind...and actually doing something about it....would be the definition of discipline.
I am fighting to keep this on topic....but then again, there is no topic. Phew....I do best in topicless (is that a word?) discussions.
Next thought that pops...dood. I really hope the mods ignore your request for self-deletion. I reiterate my invitation for a beer if you find yourself this way. It's in some thread somewhere...but I haven't a clue where....
Methodman....what was the sea change in your posting style? I've always guessed you must be overly intelligent....why expose it now? I really don't give a fiddler's if you answer that, but it's a thought...so I post it.
JessicaPRabbit....gawd, can I fly down to Vangroovie when you are there to protect you from those EVIL Doms/Dommes???...laffin. Love you Jess...well, at least the bit you allow us to see.
Freyja....you rock.
MERL....Jim and I were going to meet for a dram tonight but I got in late....we still tried to cobble it together...but fail. In the interim, I have an invite to dinner with an ex from when I was 20 for tomorrow....and I will be heading out to St. Albert for that one. It includes marinated steak (I'm allowed to have beef once per month per the Mayo Clinic Greek lifestyle that VV inadvertantly converted me to....well, it wasn't inadvertant, she posted the link, I followed it, and fell in love with it....it permits debauchery. Thank you Miss Veronica. Further to that....there is zero chance for the ex and I to rehook....neither of us is interested in rolling down that path. I happened to be dropping some crap off downtown and as I descended the LRT stairs...she was riding up. Paula???....omg....eddie???....and, so, that's what that is. She's a good one....smart, funny, and the first one who expressed an interest in getting tied to the bed. I blame her completely for my current interests in D/s....nah, that's a lie. It's something I love....I wish I had known about all this far earlier. There is something oh so sexy about awarding power away completely to the one you are with. It's fun to watch the creative thoughts flow....
Finally, MERL. I had a private message from a guy expressing interest in joining. Hell, yeah. I am convening a meeting on Wednesday night at the secret clubhouse location at 110 ave. and 127 street. I can't remember the name of the place....it's a bit odd but it's a good pub. Beatle themed....which I could give a rip about....they have interesting patrons, Earl's ex slinging beer, and a couple of pool tables.
There is no "secret" to this club. It's just a few guys getting together to banter about their day. Some of them....you will find annoying. Some of them....you will find delightful....(HB kicked my ass for using that word....I think his message was...."what kind of man uses the word delightful?") Jdtipper is an interesting guy....Jim's an interesting guy....HB's an interesting guy. Eddie is an idiot. I haven't met katoe yet, but he was there during the last one....hopefully those three didn't completely turn him off the notion that....it's kind of good to get out with like minded souls. Really, that's what it's all about. Oh yeah, we have guest speakers too.....well, not yet....but working on it.
kindest,
eddie.
