Goodbye

[IfUCare]

even thought, i haven't particpated much in these forums.
my short time in pooning has come to an end.
as much fun as pooning has been for me, i find that shortly after every session i feel more empty and lonlier then ever.
so thanx everyone for the wonderful experience .

 

[hitrack]

This whole hobby runs off hype. You get hyped up about being horny, you get hyped up about choosing a SP, you get hyped up about gettin ready to see her, by now your not thinking straight and you whip out anywhere from 10 or more greens like they were penny candies.

There it's over, your on your way home. If you put your sweat pants back on and your old T-shirt, except for the fact that the brute is still thick in the air you have to convince yourself you actualy left the house.

Later bro.

 

[TheNewGuy]

Very true, hitrack.

 

[Stone]

I have thought about this myself, there is a thread at CAF asks is the hobby worth it. I've concluded this is a 'To each there own' situation. The cost of a skin flick or mag is lower than any type of session, but for me it is more about the comany then the release. Judging by the number of posts looking for GFE not PSE I appears the same is true for other members aswell. I know the girl has no real interest in me (story of my life) but I still enjoy thier ability to make me feel like they do. Some guys will always be single but at least with this hobby we wont always be alone. I am still quite new to this myself but I find it satisfys my needs for the time being, so I'll keep playing. That all said I must agree that the build up is half the fun at least. IfUCare, make the best choice for yourself and stick with it. Best wishes.


Cheers,
Stone

 

[brocketrocket]

Good Luck IFUCare.. I am beginning the trip down the same road you are on, will I stay on it? Probably not, my lack of will power and my addictions to all "immoral" things is just to strong, really the only thing holding me back from banging every SP in the lower mainland is a finacial problem not a mental or moral problem. However the emptyness and lonelyness you feel after a session is a very common occorance for me as well, it is the same as the rush I feel before I go in the casino, thinking about winning my millions and which Sp I will be spending it on, and the down I feel when I leave 400-500 hundred less in an hour.. All addictions have rushs and downers.. be it drugs, booze, sex, gambling, smoking, McDonald's, coffee.. whatever, The trick is to balance it all out with some great "real" relationships - be it with a SO, friends, parents whatever, after all I think that we are all just looking for the connection with someone or something that makes us feel 10 feet tall and bulletproof 24/7. The reality is... I am not sure cause I am still lookin.. nuff of my ramblin... Be true to yourself, don't surpress urges (unless you are a pedophile or psycho killer),everything in moderation and Keep on Keepin on my brotha!