More Bianca-firsts..
First pizza: lousy frozen, pepperoni that tasted like crap. I thought it was sooo overated. turn out I was wrong.
Was it lousy frozen? or you were wrong?
As I said my
first time, I was clueless. I started sneakingly asking my friends "is it normal to stay just second in

" ...I was not direct in my questions (most of my friends thought I'm still
a virgin) ...
first awkward questions... they all told me it is natural

....
first awkward answers.. once it's in if you can stay for few minutes then that's great ... but I stay way longer while masterbuating...in porn they seem to stay longer...I even can stay longer than the porn stars while masterbuating

...does this mean once I'm in I won't be able to hold it (just trying to cover my tracks, be smart and not show it's all about me

) ... my friends all agreed these are movies and porn stars...if the porn scenes were done without editing there will be no movies... one of my older married friends told me the trick is to masterbuate and cum before intercourse....I was not happy about my performance...searched and bought some stamina, natural products, ... rescheduled with Bianca once I saved some money....I met Bianca few times after this each time trying a different product before the appointment...these were my
first sexual experiments...tried the masterbuation idea but did not work asked again the old miserable married friend then told me it should be done just right before penetration...and he said why do you ask I thought you are a
virgin...and he vented some of his anger about wify...advised me to stay away from g/f's or any committed relation...
Me on the other hand, I was able to improve myself from few seconds to just few minutes...I think I did not have enough intercourse...my little friend was still shy to stay enough ... Unfortunately, I could not afford seeing Bianca more than that (if I remember it was like once a month)...Bianca got implants (
first implants

) and I saw her after these implants and everything went wrong on that session (
first kinda bad session)...Her boobs were hard like a rock (no signs of surgery)...
first implants to touch...she started by setting a lot of limits (
first time with lots of rules)...just only very soft touching, no massaging, no kissing, no pushing, no nippling, no grabbing... even no huging

... what am I supposed to do

I'm like a minute man LOL ... it is not like I do not want it in longer and holding the pleasure from her

...but that's all what God gave me at that time ....Awkward jumping to sex... she was not wet and I started touching her sweat spot... had no clues ... her skin got irritated...Again clueless and for the
first time at this weird moment of awkwardness...I ask how can I make you cum and enjoy...she said "It's hard to cum and enjoy after I got irritated...I do not cum with physical connection..." me thinking to myself
"definitely the 1 second is not enough for sure"...she continues "I have to establish an emotional connection..." I ask "how is that"...I'd love to do that....she gave me her cellphone number...another
first ....she also asked many questions-
another first- lots were private info...
after that session I searched and discovered DATY... then tested DATY-first DATY-on her...still no moans, no sighs....no sounds
Bianca was a very hot golden haired, marble white skin, (
first blonde)
Again firsts do not have to be your first pay for play....it can be anything sexually funny and memorable