I never see favourites more than a few times a month because I don’t want that to ever happen...unless she’s game then I’m down lol. After a few repeats, I can’t help but think and fantasize about SPs, in the carnal sense between visits. As people open up the more time they spend together, I’ll occasionally become interested in what’s shared and feel privileged to be trusted. I learn who the person behind the persona is, and invariably come to love them, but not in a hopeless romantic way. I’m too closed off in general to entertain the fantasy of anything beyond what’s offered.
Early on, in my short stint at all this, one of my fave’s taught me, maybe inadvertently (maybe very intentionally lol) that she was happy to bring the heavy GFE, but to remember it’s all a fantasy. Otherwise great clients get too emotionally invested/clingy and then it’s over. With that in mind, but on a side note, always good to remember to make the most of client/provider relationships as no matter how you play it, it’s all only for now.