Yes it is the even wisdom from Mad Maxx
My loneliness had me contemplating my existence to day .
I few thoughts occupied mt unconsciousness ( a Carl Jung isu) I was sitting in my truck waiting for my friend that i drive around and take walks with .. and on some occasions have some meaningless less with .. we are good with it .. but of course i want some thong more from our encounters ..
And i asked myself what is it that i actually want ?
I all way ask her to come stay with me , she stays with a ex boy friend .. that she can't give up .She would like her own place and space .. I would give her space .. there is a lounge and game room , and lot of out door spaces .. and it is very quiet.. But it is understandable she says no to the old maxx ..
But this is Why I have a place .. part for my own space and part to share with some one .If that was not the case i could of stayed at home living with my mom ..not an option once i had my own place . A place where i could be who i wanted to be , see the girls i wanted , have who ever i wanted over .. .. The thing s is that does not happen that often .. mainly be cause i am a loner , with few friends , that have the time for me .. A Few are married . and grand parents now others are single .. but we travel in different circles unless it is perb friends that I socialize with sometime .. And then there are the few escort /friend which are actually my best friends that i see the most of .. But i am still missing what i am looking for.
It is fine to spend time with the girls i know .. I enjoy their company , i think they are very sexy and love being out with them. even if i do get mistaken for their dad it goes with the territory
On the other hand i am looking for more intimate company , some one to touch , hug ,, lazz around with in open exsubrence for each other , and sex play .. some thing i don't get .
Now then there was this second thought .. our purpose in life ? What is it ?
Many of you here have been married , have children and families .. that give you purpose .. Many of the women are single moms and they are content because they have fulfilled that paternal instinct to nurtures a child , and the Men that are fathers know that there seen has grown hares ..
For us single men and women that have no children , who have not exercised there biological . purpose in life .. i think that we feel empty and with out a cause .. I have fulfilled some of that need with knowing and carrying for some one and there little child . Watching her grow ,, being thereto teach and nurture . as best i know .. but it is only a part time thing .. and then i am at a lost again ..
We each have this biological . drive .. women have ovaries that make eggs .. on a regular cycle .. and thousand .. are flushed away in there life time never fulling there purpose .. Men have their ball and cock .. which we enjoy using just as much as the women enjoy the pleasures of the vaginas and we ejaculate millions of sperm .. little single minded .. wigglers that have no where to go no purpose to achieve . Physical our usefulness to the species is unfulfilled .. WE are not fathers and mother , we do not pass on our genies and there are no continuing of our name .. That is a part of our existence .
On the other hand there is our spiritual existence ,which we may or may not believe in .. I believe i have a spirit , and that is will exist in some form after my death .. So is there a need for me to propagate through sex to have children ? Maybe not If i still live on.. if I return again to live another life .. then all is not lost .. or for gotten of the live i had .
The little zygote that we all start as for this physical life .. That come from the egg and the sperm when two people had sex for what ever reason. , and allowed a child to become of it ..
I know that when i have sex with the women i know .. that there are those choses before us each time .. because it is part of human nature .. What decide it could be any number of circumstances . Attraction , love , need to be fulfilled .that is very common for women to get pregnant , the biological clock and maternal instincts .. other time it is simple as .. we can afford to have a family . or some one is willing to responsible to pay for bring up a child .. And then some time we act like idiots .. and don't think of the consequences , it just feels good ..
For all that we are lucky we still got some humans kicking around that love to have sex ..
My loneliness had me contemplating my existence to day .
I few thoughts occupied mt unconsciousness ( a Carl Jung isu) I was sitting in my truck waiting for my friend that i drive around and take walks with .. and on some occasions have some meaningless less with .. we are good with it .. but of course i want some thong more from our encounters ..
And i asked myself what is it that i actually want ?
I all way ask her to come stay with me , she stays with a ex boy friend .. that she can't give up .She would like her own place and space .. I would give her space .. there is a lounge and game room , and lot of out door spaces .. and it is very quiet.. But it is understandable she says no to the old maxx ..
But this is Why I have a place .. part for my own space and part to share with some one .If that was not the case i could of stayed at home living with my mom ..not an option once i had my own place . A place where i could be who i wanted to be , see the girls i wanted , have who ever i wanted over .. .. The thing s is that does not happen that often .. mainly be cause i am a loner , with few friends , that have the time for me .. A Few are married . and grand parents now others are single .. but we travel in different circles unless it is perb friends that I socialize with sometime .. And then there are the few escort /friend which are actually my best friends that i see the most of .. But i am still missing what i am looking for.
It is fine to spend time with the girls i know .. I enjoy their company , i think they are very sexy and love being out with them. even if i do get mistaken for their dad it goes with the territory
On the other hand i am looking for more intimate company , some one to touch , hug ,, lazz around with in open exsubrence for each other , and sex play .. some thing i don't get .Now then there was this second thought .. our purpose in life ? What is it ?
Many of you here have been married , have children and families .. that give you purpose .. Many of the women are single moms and they are content because they have fulfilled that paternal instinct to nurtures a child , and the Men that are fathers know that there seen has grown hares ..
For us single men and women that have no children , who have not exercised there biological . purpose in life .. i think that we feel empty and with out a cause .. I have fulfilled some of that need with knowing and carrying for some one and there little child . Watching her grow ,, being thereto teach and nurture . as best i know .. but it is only a part time thing .. and then i am at a lost again ..
We each have this biological . drive .. women have ovaries that make eggs .. on a regular cycle .. and thousand .. are flushed away in there life time never fulling there purpose .. Men have their ball and cock .. which we enjoy using just as much as the women enjoy the pleasures of the vaginas and we ejaculate millions of sperm .. little single minded .. wigglers that have no where to go no purpose to achieve . Physical our usefulness to the species is unfulfilled .. WE are not fathers and mother , we do not pass on our genies and there are no continuing of our name .. That is a part of our existence .
On the other hand there is our spiritual existence ,which we may or may not believe in .. I believe i have a spirit , and that is will exist in some form after my death .. So is there a need for me to propagate through sex to have children ? Maybe not If i still live on.. if I return again to live another life .. then all is not lost .. or for gotten of the live i had .
The little zygote that we all start as for this physical life .. That come from the egg and the sperm when two people had sex for what ever reason. , and allowed a child to become of it ..
I know that when i have sex with the women i know .. that there are those choses before us each time .. because it is part of human nature .. What decide it could be any number of circumstances . Attraction , love , need to be fulfilled .that is very common for women to get pregnant , the biological clock and maternal instincts .. other time it is simple as .. we can afford to have a family . or some one is willing to responsible to pay for bring up a child .. And then some time we act like idiots .. and don't think of the consequences , it just feels good ..
For all that we are lucky we still got some humans kicking around that love to have sex ..
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