once again....please don't say crack whore...all the ways you mock the desperation of my peers and stereotype us are the reason we are seen as disposable or less than human and violence against us is seen as ok.
i always save my beer cans and pop bottles in a bag and put out like $30 worth at once, it makes a binners day!
anyway, i always used to see this one guy in the lane way and would always smile at him. he was a nice old guy but clearly had a head injury or something...
anyhoo, i was living in the palisades hotel at that time and one morning opened the door to greet a client and low and behold!!it's him!!
he was clean, shaved, showered but looked terrified....
i felt his fear wash over me like a wave....ladies you know what i mean.
i thought, oh great, this guys gonna have not enough money or he's gonna go crazy but then suddenly i though...
he's afraid i will reject him...
it had been so long since he had intimate contact and was so used to being kicked out of everywhere and rejected by society he was electric with the fear he would be rejected.
once i realized this it was on!!LOL
i don't care who you are, when you come to my door, you're king for an hour.i have seen men from all walks, even those who don't walk...
i've talked about this before, the nobel side our our profession. every man who visits a sex worker does it for a reason and no 2 reasons are the same. some may be similar.
does a homeless man not deserve to be a man?
does a mentally ill man not deserve to be a man?
how about the world war 2 veteran i called the major who fought against Rommel in north africa and used to pull off his leg before climbing in the bed?
or the man whose wife was a sexually abused youth, uncomfortable with sex and whom he loves with all his heart? does he not deserve to be a man still?
or the horny desperate young man who can't ever seem to fill his needs...
sorry guys, i have a hard time with elitists...or exclusionist is maybe a better word. but i understand why people feel that way
please though, don't say crack whore...remember all those who have died because of stigma...don't support the feminazis!!