One of my favorite parts of seeing SWs is getting to let go of my body insecurities, at least for a little while. The very first time I was so nervous I covered my nipples when Betty showed me how to turn the shower on

. Being naked with someone for the first time was a gamechanger, it was like a click in my head that said "oh wait none of my hangups are real this is normal." Usually by the time I leave the baby batter has started soaking back into my brain and fucking my mind up, but that feeling of peace is a nice break from feeling like shit.