I talked with her.
Hello all,
So I have placed lots of though into this next post.
I had a lunch with the SP the other day. I thought it would be best to talk in a more casual place. When I called her, she was very releaved to hear from me. She reads PERB, and she was alittle pissed off at the fact that I brought it up here, but she did thank me for not saying her name or her place of business.
Our lunch was nice, nothing special, just a sandwich and a soda. We talked alittle about everything first, kind just to get the buterflies out. It was odd really, it actually felt kind of like a first date.... Anyways after lunch we really started talking. She appologized for freaking me out the way she did. She also told me that it was a mental lapse on her part. She said she was so caught up in the moment that she didn't even think about the condom. She was hot and horney.... well you get the picture.
At this point I asked her if this had happened before. She told me no. She was kind of upset by this question and I honestly hope that this is the truth, but I did not press the issue further.
We talked alittle about STD's, HIV, Pregnancy and what not. We really didn't dive too deeply into this.
She told then that she had lots of fun with me and hoped to continue seeing me. She assured me by no means did she want to end our friendship the way it had ended.
We talked about our own private lives, and let me tell you guys I never stopped to think about the SP's lives. You know they are real people with real problems and well, I think this situation scared her just as much as it did me.
I don't know if I will continue to poon to tell you guys the truth. It's a fun hobby, but just not worth the hassle I think.
I took a trip to the local STD clinic, went back last week to get my results. I am happy to report that everything is negative. So you guys that were worried that this SP might have something, you should relax.
Well all in all this is a situation I would like to forget and just move on from. Thanks all for your comments and your suggestions.
I hope that you all understand my reasons for not naming names or places of business. This hobby is not exactly legit, and I am sure this board is monitored by LE. To think otherwise is just plain naive.
I will stay on as a member for now but after the talk I had with the SP I think I will definitly count my blessings and take a break if not retire from pooning all together.
I know I tried retiering last Spring and look far that lasted. But I have a clearer mind now. I think???
Anyways.. Take care. If any of you have any more questions, you know where to reach me.
