trawler: For me it's not entirely a matter of disenchantment nor bruised ego. When this happens, I mainly feel as though my hard-earned chedda is wasted and could have been spent on SPs with better mileage. Or saved it and jacked off to some Jana Cova pics on the internet.
hazbeen: One time I booked with Samantha when she was at the Men's Club but she cancelled due to a lot of personal shit dogpiling on her that made her downright miserable. She came to me and essentially explained that she would rather see me when she is at her best rather than having a half-hearted session and lose me as a client as a result. A similar thing happened with Lauren a couple of years back after she endured a bad client at Sinderellas, and provided a similar explanation. I really appreciate it when that happens because that's another sign of a high-quality SP. And a high-quality SP is one who not only appreciates my business, but respects me as a person instead of a john with money for the taking and presumably enjoys her time with me. I suppose I should have posed such a question to Avery, but I figured it was merely a matter of breaking her hidden vamp out of her shell (but to no avail).