Its hard to explain,
no and I find peace.
I never knew happiness my parents screamed long into the night, mom showed me her bruises before I went out the door to school.
I never went to school..
I finally got old enough to protect mom. But then cops started coming to the door.
And putting him in jail for rape.
People looked at me and they saw a target, some one they could bully. Because I looked so sad and was different.
life is so cruel people are so cruel. Even some of the people on this board actually,
I see so much sadness, no I am never really happy.
I find peace though.
I try and give peace to others,
in some small way I can succeed, and give happiness to people happiness and peace.
I don't really like people to be honest,
But I do my best to give them peace and happiness.
I am well liked and respected it might surprise some people to know. Respected by pretty much everyone.
I wish I could say the same for them
I really wish I could be alone,
But being alone, you don't learn anything, it takes you along time to understand things, all alone.
Step into the fire and you have to fiqure it out.
You know it is not all as it seems.
Millionare guys who can spell, and have degrees go home and beat there wifes, and kids.
Have handicapped children there ashamed of and isolate.
It is such a funny world, a guy in a suit, a degree, a title, he beats his wife is a drunk but is respected,
Because he has a suit and a title. and people forgive him or turn a blind eye.
Some one else a walmart greeter does the same but only a walmart greeter.
life its such a weird world out there,
so strange.
in my litttle corner,
Im a simple guy, but the people around me I try to make them happy.
that makes me happy.