My submissive journey is definitely one I'm pretty sure that I'll never forget about for as long as I live.
And, the same can definitely be said about my Mistress.
Suffice it to say, my Mistress has insisted that I post about that here, on this public forum, and make known just what it's like to be under Her control, and, shall I say, dominated by Her, sexually.
It must be said that that this forum is ideal in its serving as a form of communication and exploration, if you will - for my Mistress, myself, and hopefully it is for some of you.
And, as I've come to know, my Mistress has been found to have an absolute fascination with this forum, that is, in respect to Her exploration and control over me.
As of late and with that in mind, I've been having a constant craving for my Mistress.
Yes, very much so!
Besides that, I've been feeling so very very horny!!
Not being one to mince words or to hide my feelings about such matters, I must say that the feeling in itself is so very euphoric, and it does make me all warm and tingly inside!
It goes without saying, that the reason for this just may be because of what has been happening, for the past few months, between my Mistress and I.
Thinking about it now - what started it all off was something that was innocent enough - my replying back to my Mistress, by text.
I remember replying back to Her, very simply:
"I'll be over in two shakes of a lamb's tail...."
That actually brought back memories, very fond memories, memories of what another very beautiful Mistress once told me, after I had replied back to Her, in very much the same manner.
Just notice, if you will, in Her reply to me, that She didn't mince words, either:
"Very funny!
What if you stuck your tongue inside me while I was watering plants around my place?
And what if I were naked and made you follow me and please me orally while I did the dishes and sent out emails?.....lol"
Okay, so I was wondering what was so very funny?
Hmmmmm,.......could such a scenario become reality?
I wondered?
That definitely made me wonder and fantasize about that very lovely Mistress, even more so, and it did open up a whole realm of possibilities,...so I thought?
Anyways, getting back to what has been happening, lately....
It seems that my Mistress has really taken to having Her way with me, by teasing me (teasing and playing with my cock and ball and nipples, that is!) mercilessly and denying me from having an orgasm,............and basically controlling me and my pent-up insatiable sexual appetite.
Yes, you could even say that my Mistress has taken Her control over me to an even higher level, as it were.
As I've come to know, "orgasm denial practices can allow a Mistress to exercise Her control and training over a highly intimate and psychologically significant part of Her submissive's life.
This can extend to tolerance of increased stimulation, and training both to hold back orgasm or to orgasm on command.
This technique gives a Mistress an enjoyable feeling of control and power over Her submissive.
It should be noted that it's not only the method of teasing, but also just being denied orgasm for any length or extended period of time, that is insidious in its elegance.
Being denied orgasm for an extended period of time is what is quite often referred to as "strong orgasm denial" - when a submissive one must go many days, weeks or even months, without being allowed to ejaculate.
The aim of tease denial or orgasm denial is to prolong the powerful sexual sensations that occur during the final build-up to orgasm.
With that comes the physical demands of being kept in this highly-excited state for a time, which in turn induces a very pleasurable, almost euphoric state in the submissive one.
The submissive's elevated level of erotic energy, plus the knowledge that his Mistress has control over him in this way, usually creates very strong feelings of sexual submission.
This is something that a Mistress craves, as She likes to have full control over Her submissive's sex drive in order to train him properly.
And, besides, a Mistress derives much pleasure from seeing Her submissive in such a heightened state of arousal."
I thought that that would never happen, but it did, and it has!
Okay, so now it's been just over 4 months since my Mistress had last permitted me the pleasure of an orgasm.
I have been teased and denied from not having an orgasm since the middle of August.
Yes, it was that fateful night in August when I had had my last orgasm.
That may or may not sound like a lot of time,.......but for me it feels like a lifetime!
Obviously, my Mistress has been enjoying limiting my orgasms, so I suspect that this is a "be careful what you wish for" public service announcement.
With that said, I've come to realize that my Mistress' control over me is actually a form of enforced chastity and, in a sense, symbolizes Her ownership of me, like a collar or a body marking does.
I must say that my being denied orgasm reminds me constantly of my Mistress and of Her virtual presence, and that She owns me, and my cock, and my balls.
It should be noted, however, that my Mistress denying me orgasm does have a number of "positive" aspects to it, some of which are:
- Made me understand not only just how much I need my Mistress, but also, just how much I want to be found pleasing to Her.
- Talk about being overly frustrated (sexually), having my feelings suppressed, and having feelings of intense arousal and psychological need.
It's such an indescribable feeling of helplessness!!
- Having strong feelings of sexual submission as I crave my Mistress' attention.
Thinking and wondering about One very beautiful Mistress - Her smiling face and Her very shapely and toned body - as always!
Dreaming and daydreaming about Her and how She makes use of me, for Her sexual pleasure and amusement.
I long all day to hear from Her.
- Knowing (and NOT having to wonder) that I will be assuming "the position" under my Mistress, with the regularity that is afforded me, and NOT having a choice in the matter.
- Looking forward to having my tongue and lips work overtime, as I suck and lick my Mistress' pussy, bum hole, and very erect nipples.
Having the wherewithal to know that intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are!
Being dedicated to pleasure my Mistress at Her command.
- Experiencing sensory overload, especially when I'm breathing in deeply my Mistress' wonderfully sweet fragrance and scent.
- Knowing that my licking prowess does NOT go unnoticed.
It is something that my Mistress actually looks forward to. (Okay, so She did make mention of that to me in passing....)
- Being always hot and bothered, and so very horny, as it were!
Following my Mistress' orders to go commando and at the same time making sure that my balls and cock are all tied up, nice and tight, for Her - didn't help matters, either!
I must say, it definitely increased the level of my horniness, leaving me "at ease and standing at attention", at it were.
- Having balls that are full and blue, as well as, a cock that is always at the ready.
Yes, so very hard and erect, it is!
Now, that is such a very special and unique feeling!
I believe that my Mistress loves having them that way, a lot!!
With that said, I've experienced first hand how She's gotten me so hard and erect, and so very drippy with pre-cum.
As I'd stated before, my Mistress has encouraged me to continue to use this forum to post my experiences with Her, as my journey continues....
With that in mind, it wasn't that long ago that I had e-mailed my Mistress:
"Thank-you for Your lovely e-mail.
You've definitely given me much to think and fantasize about, and also, to look forward to with anticipation.
Yes, I can see how writing about the very sexy encounter that You had with Your beautiful girlfriend gets You so turned on and horny.
And my imagination runs wild when I just start thinking about the time You'd spent with Your friend.
I can't wait to read more of Your escapades.
And, as You know, I do love Your teasing of me!!
Not so much the real torture aspect of it.
It's when You've placed those clamps on my nipples, well, the pain is sometimes so excruciating,....especially right at the end when You'd pulled them right off of me!
Yeeeoooochh!!!!
That really hurts!!
Have a very nice night as I fantasize about You and about what naughty things You just may be up to."
In return, I'd received this very timely, yet thought-provoking e-mail, from my Mistress:
"Mmmmh,......so SWEET submissive,
MY teasing of your cock is definitely your thing?
Well, honestly, it is Mine too!
So, prepare yourself for anytime that you're with ME, as you're going be taken to the very edge,.....yes, all the time!
Your cock is mine, and it's for MY use and amusement ONLY,......nobody elses!
Do you understand?
And all I want for MY cock is for it to be as hard as possible, especially so when you're in MY presence!
The feeling of hard cock in MY hand is like the life energy - ever so fulfilling, and so very charging for ME!!!
I'm thinking about having MY cock so painfully erect, swollen and drippy, and then,....well, you know the rest, don't you?
NO ORGASM!!
Among all of MY greatest pleasures is to have MY cock super hard and pulsating in arousal for ME, which will end in nothing more than frustration for you.
I want you to be very frustrated and horny and your balls to remain very full for ME!"
In short order, my Mistress made mention to me, the following, in another e-mail of Hers.
I must say, it definitely was somethin', Her changing it up - the method to Her madness - as it were!
And, just to put things back in perspective, I'm wondering now just how She knew what could quite possibly be weighing heavily on my mind?
"submissive one,
Maybe it's time for you to get MY bum in your face, again,....hmmm?
I'm thinking that MY wet pussy is in need of a good tongue bath.
Mmmmh,......how I look forward to using you as MY licking toy!"
With that said, I'd often wondered about my Mistress, and if it could be so?
It made all the sense in the world when I had read what this One beautiful Mistress was making known about just what Her own very naughty desires and cravings were.
Yes, that did it for me!!
Just notice, if you will, how refreshingly open-minded this one Mistress (She was bisexual, too) was about such things:
"I am an esoteric and exotic looking 29 year old female (warm olive complexion).
In need of a nice girl to orally service me on a regular basis.
I want somebody I can connect with for a long-term relationship.
My requirements:
- You must be healthy and extremely clean (I am)
- You must be very submissive and obedient
- Must be willing to kiss, lick, suck, and worship My pussy.
It’s good if you like pussy, and it’s okay if you don’t (you’ll learn to love it!).
If you haven’t tried it before – now is a good time.
I make the rules.
You service Me whenever I tell you to, NOT expecting any reciprocation.
You will get to cum too, from time to time, when I feel like allowing it (when you did a very good job, for example).
I will fondle you, finger you, fist you, and fuck you with a strapon - at My discretion......"
Now that,.......that was really somethin'!
Now, after I had read that, it brought back to my mind what my Mistress had told me before in one of Her many e-mails to me:
"SWEET submissive,
How I am looking forward to your returning to the Lair.
I do respect a true submissive in that the entire dynamic of this form of alternative play is based on trust, etiquette, and dedication.
You have proven to be genuine.
I want you to continue to serve and to be of service to ME, as MY pet.
In that knowledge, our play will be explosive bursts of sensual erotica that will drench our desires and wanting.
Until then, I'll have you all anxious, awaiting MY further instructions...
As a reminder, your (MY) cock is to be positioned upright, especially when it comes to opening, reading, and answering MY e-mails."
The feelings that I had and that I still continue to have for my Mistress is something that's always on my mind.
However, it was when I read this online journal of sorts, recording the thoughts, feelings and experiences of an emerging submissive male, that really did for me!
His journal read:
"As I enter the fourth day of an orgasm denial assignment from my Mistress, I admit that my level of sexual arousal is extremely high right now.
Consequently, it isn’t really surprisingly that my mind is quite focused now on an overtly sexual act like cunnilingus.
It has been more than ten months since I have had the honor of serving a woman orally, and of course, that has been too long since I feel such a strong attraction for it.
For me, there is no greater privilege than being permitted to lick, kiss and tease a woman in just the way that she wants it, bringing her to orgasmic satisfaction and delight for as long and as often as she desires it.
I truly never tire of this activity nor lose my enthusiasm for it.
Energetically and enthusiastically my mouth and tongue are primed to surrender themselves to the needs and desires of the sacrosanct, tender, and beautiful folds of her most prominent symbol of femininity.
Cunnilingus is nothing less than offering my reverential attention at the altar of a Goddess.
It both celebrates her femininity as well as her position of dominance and womanliness, and instantly reminds me of my responsibility to serve her with reverence and submission, by giving my attentive and enthusiastic worship to the sacred petals of her flower of womanhood.
Even when not in a heightened state of horniness, as is the case today, I still very frequently fantasize about worshipping my Mistress by giving her pleasing cunnilingus.
While fantasizing, I vary in my mind the positions I envision her in, as I imagine the act.
One position that really appeals to me is having her elevated on a bed, on her knees with her bottom pushed high in the air and her legs widely spread, making herself completely available to my respectful ministrations as I kneel on the floor behind her.
This position would not only give me access to her labia and clitoris, but also would allow me to give her analingus, as well.
I, also, like to imagine kneeling in front of her while she stands with her legs widely spread, and often this fantasy takes place in a shower scenario.
Another favorite of mine, is imagining me laying on my back as she kneels over my face, seated regally on my upper chest and grinding her lips and clitoris against my mouth and tongue as I service her.
Actually, as I think of it, there are endless positions that could be used for this most delightful and arousing act of respectful oral servitude.
Of course, should this be a privilege actually ever bestowed on me the position would always be her choice and not my own.
Cunnilingus does in very meaningful and profound ways reinforce my role and nature as a submissive male, thus accomplishing simultaneously varied objectives:
It establishes her in her rightful female superior position, illustrating her absolute control and dominance over the male serving her, as most positions for oral sex place him in a submissive position in relation to her.
It is obviously “her focused” as the male gives strict attention to her pleasure, needs, and orgasmic delight.
It is a powerful illustration of unselfishness on the part of the male as he concentrates solely on her sexual pleasure with no thought to his own.
It provides her complete control over her own sexual pleasure and gratification.
It is a delightful privilege for the submissive male as it effectively allows him to demonstrate his eager desire to worship and please his dominant female partner.
It is an exciting and powerful reminder to the male of her complete power and authority over him, giving him a deeper awareness and experience of his submissiveness.
The ability to provide a woman with pleasurable oral stimulation, especially with respect to efficiently producing orgasms for her, clearly is a significant part of the sexual equation with regards to female led relationships and a skill that I feel the man has a responsibility to learn how to do properly.
I think the woman has every right to expect that in giving directions she should only be required to demand oral servitude whenever it suits her but she should never need to explain to the man the basics of female anatomy or technique.
Part of being the woman and being in control of me, is the woman’s inalienable right to have her man, at her beck and call, for her orgasmic pleasure, and for whenever she wants cunnilingus.
As a submissive man who very much wants to please, I am never satisfied that I know enough about the techniques of serving a woman in this way, but I am continually on the lookout for more advanced methods of giving a woman pleasure orally.
I think this just makes good sense and positions me to become a much more pleasing submissive to my Mistress."
Just reading that submissive's journal has me thinking and wondering about my Mistress, even more so!
The constant cravings that I have for my Mistress is something that I'm just going to have to deal with for now.
And, as has already been made known to me, my Mistress' desires are my commands.
I'm still thinking about the last time that I had been in the presence of my Mistress.....
It was just before I'd departed from being in Her presence that She'd ordered me down and onto my knees.
When I had assumed "the position", my Mistress then made it known just where She wanted me and what I was to be focusing in on.
My Mistress ordered me to lick, suck, and eat Her very lovely pussy and bum hole.
This She did, basically, by telling me: "I want you to please ME!"
Her voice had left no room for discussion, not that I wanted to argue with Her.
My reply to Her was short, and I couldn't have said it more simply: “Yes, my Mistress!”
So, I did what I was told, and I did so dutifully and obediently!
Enough cannot be said about oral worship under a Mistress' total control, and what a turn-on it is for the lucky boy.
Being allowed to put not only my mouth, but also my nose and tongue, on and into the most intimate areas of Her body, was a real honour, and I savoured every minute of it.
I must say that there is something both animalistic and intimate about such a scenario that really makes me feel so connected to my Mistress.
And, it's a great view, among other things.
Throw in a little humiliation into the mix, as well, and it always gets me so hot and bothered!
I remember my Mistress laughing, slightly, before telling me "not to eat it all, now, but (to) save some for later!"
As well, as I was pleasuring my Mistress from behind, my Mistress made it known that She was desiring Her scent to be left behind (as a constant reminder of Her and of Her pussy) on my lips and in my nose.
Oh, I definitely won't forget that very sweet aroma of Hers!!
Come to think of it, as I'm breathing in now, right now, I'm thinking about Her, so very much so!!
I must say that that sweet aroma of my Mistress, yes, Her scent, is driving me insane!!
Okay, so I'm now left wondering when I'll be granted a release?
On my Mistress' timetable and terms, of course!
Now, that can't come soon enough...
I must make mention that this is a work of fiction.
Characters, visuals/GIFs, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used in a fictitious manner.
Any resemblance to actual persons or actual incidents is purely coincidental.
The author accepts no responsibility for any thoughts you may form after reading his works.
And, the same can definitely be said about my Mistress.
Suffice it to say, my Mistress has insisted that I post about that here, on this public forum, and make known just what it's like to be under Her control, and, shall I say, dominated by Her, sexually.
It must be said that that this forum is ideal in its serving as a form of communication and exploration, if you will - for my Mistress, myself, and hopefully it is for some of you.
And, as I've come to know, my Mistress has been found to have an absolute fascination with this forum, that is, in respect to Her exploration and control over me.
As of late and with that in mind, I've been having a constant craving for my Mistress.
Yes, very much so!
Besides that, I've been feeling so very very horny!!
Not being one to mince words or to hide my feelings about such matters, I must say that the feeling in itself is so very euphoric, and it does make me all warm and tingly inside!
It goes without saying, that the reason for this just may be because of what has been happening, for the past few months, between my Mistress and I.
Thinking about it now - what started it all off was something that was innocent enough - my replying back to my Mistress, by text.
I remember replying back to Her, very simply:
"I'll be over in two shakes of a lamb's tail...."
That actually brought back memories, very fond memories, memories of what another very beautiful Mistress once told me, after I had replied back to Her, in very much the same manner.
Just notice, if you will, in Her reply to me, that She didn't mince words, either:
"Very funny!
What if you stuck your tongue inside me while I was watering plants around my place?
And what if I were naked and made you follow me and please me orally while I did the dishes and sent out emails?.....lol"
Okay, so I was wondering what was so very funny?
Hmmmmm,.......could such a scenario become reality?
I wondered?
That definitely made me wonder and fantasize about that very lovely Mistress, even more so, and it did open up a whole realm of possibilities,...so I thought?
Anyways, getting back to what has been happening, lately....
It seems that my Mistress has really taken to having Her way with me, by teasing me (teasing and playing with my cock and ball and nipples, that is!) mercilessly and denying me from having an orgasm,............and basically controlling me and my pent-up insatiable sexual appetite.
Yes, you could even say that my Mistress has taken Her control over me to an even higher level, as it were.
As I've come to know, "orgasm denial practices can allow a Mistress to exercise Her control and training over a highly intimate and psychologically significant part of Her submissive's life.
This can extend to tolerance of increased stimulation, and training both to hold back orgasm or to orgasm on command.
This technique gives a Mistress an enjoyable feeling of control and power over Her submissive.
It should be noted that it's not only the method of teasing, but also just being denied orgasm for any length or extended period of time, that is insidious in its elegance.
Being denied orgasm for an extended period of time is what is quite often referred to as "strong orgasm denial" - when a submissive one must go many days, weeks or even months, without being allowed to ejaculate.
The aim of tease denial or orgasm denial is to prolong the powerful sexual sensations that occur during the final build-up to orgasm.
With that comes the physical demands of being kept in this highly-excited state for a time, which in turn induces a very pleasurable, almost euphoric state in the submissive one.
The submissive's elevated level of erotic energy, plus the knowledge that his Mistress has control over him in this way, usually creates very strong feelings of sexual submission.
This is something that a Mistress craves, as She likes to have full control over Her submissive's sex drive in order to train him properly.
And, besides, a Mistress derives much pleasure from seeing Her submissive in such a heightened state of arousal."
I thought that that would never happen, but it did, and it has!
Okay, so now it's been just over 4 months since my Mistress had last permitted me the pleasure of an orgasm.
I have been teased and denied from not having an orgasm since the middle of August.
Yes, it was that fateful night in August when I had had my last orgasm.
That may or may not sound like a lot of time,.......but for me it feels like a lifetime!
Obviously, my Mistress has been enjoying limiting my orgasms, so I suspect that this is a "be careful what you wish for" public service announcement.
With that said, I've come to realize that my Mistress' control over me is actually a form of enforced chastity and, in a sense, symbolizes Her ownership of me, like a collar or a body marking does.
I must say that my being denied orgasm reminds me constantly of my Mistress and of Her virtual presence, and that She owns me, and my cock, and my balls.
It should be noted, however, that my Mistress denying me orgasm does have a number of "positive" aspects to it, some of which are:
- Made me understand not only just how much I need my Mistress, but also, just how much I want to be found pleasing to Her.
- Talk about being overly frustrated (sexually), having my feelings suppressed, and having feelings of intense arousal and psychological need.
It's such an indescribable feeling of helplessness!!
- Having strong feelings of sexual submission as I crave my Mistress' attention.
Thinking and wondering about One very beautiful Mistress - Her smiling face and Her very shapely and toned body - as always!
Dreaming and daydreaming about Her and how She makes use of me, for Her sexual pleasure and amusement.
I long all day to hear from Her.
- Knowing (and NOT having to wonder) that I will be assuming "the position" under my Mistress, with the regularity that is afforded me, and NOT having a choice in the matter.
- Looking forward to having my tongue and lips work overtime, as I suck and lick my Mistress' pussy, bum hole, and very erect nipples.
Having the wherewithal to know that intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are!
Being dedicated to pleasure my Mistress at Her command.
- Experiencing sensory overload, especially when I'm breathing in deeply my Mistress' wonderfully sweet fragrance and scent.
- Knowing that my licking prowess does NOT go unnoticed.
It is something that my Mistress actually looks forward to. (Okay, so She did make mention of that to me in passing....)
- Being always hot and bothered, and so very horny, as it were!
Following my Mistress' orders to go commando and at the same time making sure that my balls and cock are all tied up, nice and tight, for Her - didn't help matters, either!
I must say, it definitely increased the level of my horniness, leaving me "at ease and standing at attention", at it were.
- Having balls that are full and blue, as well as, a cock that is always at the ready.
Yes, so very hard and erect, it is!
Now, that is such a very special and unique feeling!
I believe that my Mistress loves having them that way, a lot!!
With that said, I've experienced first hand how She's gotten me so hard and erect, and so very drippy with pre-cum.
As I'd stated before, my Mistress has encouraged me to continue to use this forum to post my experiences with Her, as my journey continues....
With that in mind, it wasn't that long ago that I had e-mailed my Mistress:
"Thank-you for Your lovely e-mail.
You've definitely given me much to think and fantasize about, and also, to look forward to with anticipation.
Yes, I can see how writing about the very sexy encounter that You had with Your beautiful girlfriend gets You so turned on and horny.
And my imagination runs wild when I just start thinking about the time You'd spent with Your friend.
I can't wait to read more of Your escapades.
And, as You know, I do love Your teasing of me!!
Not so much the real torture aspect of it.
It's when You've placed those clamps on my nipples, well, the pain is sometimes so excruciating,....especially right at the end when You'd pulled them right off of me!
Yeeeoooochh!!!!
That really hurts!!
Have a very nice night as I fantasize about You and about what naughty things You just may be up to."
In return, I'd received this very timely, yet thought-provoking e-mail, from my Mistress:
"Mmmmh,......so SWEET submissive,
MY teasing of your cock is definitely your thing?
Well, honestly, it is Mine too!
So, prepare yourself for anytime that you're with ME, as you're going be taken to the very edge,.....yes, all the time!
Your cock is mine, and it's for MY use and amusement ONLY,......nobody elses!
Do you understand?
And all I want for MY cock is for it to be as hard as possible, especially so when you're in MY presence!
The feeling of hard cock in MY hand is like the life energy - ever so fulfilling, and so very charging for ME!!!
I'm thinking about having MY cock so painfully erect, swollen and drippy, and then,....well, you know the rest, don't you?
NO ORGASM!!
Among all of MY greatest pleasures is to have MY cock super hard and pulsating in arousal for ME, which will end in nothing more than frustration for you.
I want you to be very frustrated and horny and your balls to remain very full for ME!"
In short order, my Mistress made mention to me, the following, in another e-mail of Hers.
I must say, it definitely was somethin', Her changing it up - the method to Her madness - as it were!
And, just to put things back in perspective, I'm wondering now just how She knew what could quite possibly be weighing heavily on my mind?
"submissive one,
Maybe it's time for you to get MY bum in your face, again,....hmmm?
I'm thinking that MY wet pussy is in need of a good tongue bath.
Mmmmh,......how I look forward to using you as MY licking toy!"
With that said, I'd often wondered about my Mistress, and if it could be so?
It made all the sense in the world when I had read what this One beautiful Mistress was making known about just what Her own very naughty desires and cravings were.
Yes, that did it for me!!
Just notice, if you will, how refreshingly open-minded this one Mistress (She was bisexual, too) was about such things:
"I am an esoteric and exotic looking 29 year old female (warm olive complexion).
In need of a nice girl to orally service me on a regular basis.
I want somebody I can connect with for a long-term relationship.
My requirements:
- You must be healthy and extremely clean (I am)
- You must be very submissive and obedient
- Must be willing to kiss, lick, suck, and worship My pussy.
It’s good if you like pussy, and it’s okay if you don’t (you’ll learn to love it!).
If you haven’t tried it before – now is a good time.
I make the rules.
You service Me whenever I tell you to, NOT expecting any reciprocation.
You will get to cum too, from time to time, when I feel like allowing it (when you did a very good job, for example).
I will fondle you, finger you, fist you, and fuck you with a strapon - at My discretion......"
Now that,.......that was really somethin'!
Now, after I had read that, it brought back to my mind what my Mistress had told me before in one of Her many e-mails to me:
"SWEET submissive,
How I am looking forward to your returning to the Lair.
I do respect a true submissive in that the entire dynamic of this form of alternative play is based on trust, etiquette, and dedication.
You have proven to be genuine.
I want you to continue to serve and to be of service to ME, as MY pet.
In that knowledge, our play will be explosive bursts of sensual erotica that will drench our desires and wanting.
Until then, I'll have you all anxious, awaiting MY further instructions...
As a reminder, your (MY) cock is to be positioned upright, especially when it comes to opening, reading, and answering MY e-mails."
The feelings that I had and that I still continue to have for my Mistress is something that's always on my mind.
However, it was when I read this online journal of sorts, recording the thoughts, feelings and experiences of an emerging submissive male, that really did for me!
His journal read:
"As I enter the fourth day of an orgasm denial assignment from my Mistress, I admit that my level of sexual arousal is extremely high right now.
Consequently, it isn’t really surprisingly that my mind is quite focused now on an overtly sexual act like cunnilingus.
It has been more than ten months since I have had the honor of serving a woman orally, and of course, that has been too long since I feel such a strong attraction for it.
For me, there is no greater privilege than being permitted to lick, kiss and tease a woman in just the way that she wants it, bringing her to orgasmic satisfaction and delight for as long and as often as she desires it.
I truly never tire of this activity nor lose my enthusiasm for it.
Energetically and enthusiastically my mouth and tongue are primed to surrender themselves to the needs and desires of the sacrosanct, tender, and beautiful folds of her most prominent symbol of femininity.
Cunnilingus is nothing less than offering my reverential attention at the altar of a Goddess.
It both celebrates her femininity as well as her position of dominance and womanliness, and instantly reminds me of my responsibility to serve her with reverence and submission, by giving my attentive and enthusiastic worship to the sacred petals of her flower of womanhood.
Even when not in a heightened state of horniness, as is the case today, I still very frequently fantasize about worshipping my Mistress by giving her pleasing cunnilingus.
While fantasizing, I vary in my mind the positions I envision her in, as I imagine the act.
One position that really appeals to me is having her elevated on a bed, on her knees with her bottom pushed high in the air and her legs widely spread, making herself completely available to my respectful ministrations as I kneel on the floor behind her.
This position would not only give me access to her labia and clitoris, but also would allow me to give her analingus, as well.
I, also, like to imagine kneeling in front of her while she stands with her legs widely spread, and often this fantasy takes place in a shower scenario.
Another favorite of mine, is imagining me laying on my back as she kneels over my face, seated regally on my upper chest and grinding her lips and clitoris against my mouth and tongue as I service her.
Actually, as I think of it, there are endless positions that could be used for this most delightful and arousing act of respectful oral servitude.
Of course, should this be a privilege actually ever bestowed on me the position would always be her choice and not my own.
Cunnilingus does in very meaningful and profound ways reinforce my role and nature as a submissive male, thus accomplishing simultaneously varied objectives:
It establishes her in her rightful female superior position, illustrating her absolute control and dominance over the male serving her, as most positions for oral sex place him in a submissive position in relation to her.
It is obviously “her focused” as the male gives strict attention to her pleasure, needs, and orgasmic delight.
It is a powerful illustration of unselfishness on the part of the male as he concentrates solely on her sexual pleasure with no thought to his own.
It provides her complete control over her own sexual pleasure and gratification.
It is a delightful privilege for the submissive male as it effectively allows him to demonstrate his eager desire to worship and please his dominant female partner.
It is an exciting and powerful reminder to the male of her complete power and authority over him, giving him a deeper awareness and experience of his submissiveness.
The ability to provide a woman with pleasurable oral stimulation, especially with respect to efficiently producing orgasms for her, clearly is a significant part of the sexual equation with regards to female led relationships and a skill that I feel the man has a responsibility to learn how to do properly.
I think the woman has every right to expect that in giving directions she should only be required to demand oral servitude whenever it suits her but she should never need to explain to the man the basics of female anatomy or technique.
Part of being the woman and being in control of me, is the woman’s inalienable right to have her man, at her beck and call, for her orgasmic pleasure, and for whenever she wants cunnilingus.
As a submissive man who very much wants to please, I am never satisfied that I know enough about the techniques of serving a woman in this way, but I am continually on the lookout for more advanced methods of giving a woman pleasure orally.
I think this just makes good sense and positions me to become a much more pleasing submissive to my Mistress."
Just reading that submissive's journal has me thinking and wondering about my Mistress, even more so!
The constant cravings that I have for my Mistress is something that I'm just going to have to deal with for now.
And, as has already been made known to me, my Mistress' desires are my commands.
I'm still thinking about the last time that I had been in the presence of my Mistress.....
It was just before I'd departed from being in Her presence that She'd ordered me down and onto my knees.
When I had assumed "the position", my Mistress then made it known just where She wanted me and what I was to be focusing in on.
My Mistress ordered me to lick, suck, and eat Her very lovely pussy and bum hole.
This She did, basically, by telling me: "I want you to please ME!"
Her voice had left no room for discussion, not that I wanted to argue with Her.
My reply to Her was short, and I couldn't have said it more simply: “Yes, my Mistress!”
So, I did what I was told, and I did so dutifully and obediently!
Enough cannot be said about oral worship under a Mistress' total control, and what a turn-on it is for the lucky boy.
Being allowed to put not only my mouth, but also my nose and tongue, on and into the most intimate areas of Her body, was a real honour, and I savoured every minute of it.
I must say that there is something both animalistic and intimate about such a scenario that really makes me feel so connected to my Mistress.
And, it's a great view, among other things.
Throw in a little humiliation into the mix, as well, and it always gets me so hot and bothered!
I remember my Mistress laughing, slightly, before telling me "not to eat it all, now, but (to) save some for later!"
As well, as I was pleasuring my Mistress from behind, my Mistress made it known that She was desiring Her scent to be left behind (as a constant reminder of Her and of Her pussy) on my lips and in my nose.
Oh, I definitely won't forget that very sweet aroma of Hers!!
Come to think of it, as I'm breathing in now, right now, I'm thinking about Her, so very much so!!
I must say that that sweet aroma of my Mistress, yes, Her scent, is driving me insane!!
Okay, so I'm now left wondering when I'll be granted a release?
On my Mistress' timetable and terms, of course!
Now, that can't come soon enough...
I must make mention that this is a work of fiction.
Characters, visuals/GIFs, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used in a fictitious manner.
Any resemblance to actual persons or actual incidents is purely coincidental.
The author accepts no responsibility for any thoughts you may form after reading his works.
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