ok
first there is a guy,
who thinks a sp is just there for him to use abuse and trash,
when he is done with her,
maybe a little strong,
but there are guys that fit into this catagory,
guys that don't even know it and they fit into this catagory,
and i find it actually hard to blame a guy who falls into this catagory,
the price is expensive,
and the ladies sort of set themselves up for this
i wish at times i was more like this guy,
because having feelings and caring for your sp, is actually quite a bit more expensive,
and then there are guys like me, on the other end of the scale,
worry and wonder and care about there sp;s,.
ask them what they like there preferences are, not what is on their menue but what they like to do.
we spend time and money on suppers multiple hour sessions, when were older and mutliply hours are mostly filled with talk and drinks and long fore play.
instead of just wam bam thank you mam,
and msog.
if we can,
i wrote a thread once, saying i did everything wrong in this hobby,
such as loyalty to an sp,
having strong feelings for an sp, maybe even love,
bad time managment wasting my time talking,
most guys i think fall into the middle somewhere,
and i would think most sp;'s would like there guys to be some where in the middle ground somewhere to,
the fact of the matter is,
some guys are just wired differently,
i want to be that guy, who just uses that sp and is done with her,
because im married i don't want a relationship,
i spend all this money on my sp, and care and worry about her,
but some sob pays less, and gets more,
simply because he is more aggressive, and doesn't give a shit,
i give a shit, i worry about her i dont know why because i paid, and when its over its over, there is nothign special between us.
even though we say there is, is there,
when i run out of money its over, when i walk out the door its over, so why do i worry about her,
she sees me, just like she sees the s.o.b.
i have wondered about this, and even taken some flak,
am i just a sucker a fool,
it doesnt matter,
because its what i want,
its the way im wired,
its the way i see people.
im seeing a lady this friday off the clock,
she asked to see me professionallly, twice before, i declined,
i used to write lots on another board, she liked the way i wrote, and asked to see me,
i was into some one else, still am,
but she has asked to meet me several times, even though she is retired,
so were meeting for drinks, on friday,
another lady wants to see me, as well, off the clock,
if i was an s.o.b. i would milk it for all its worth,
off the clock i would still try to get into her panties,
but i thought and worried about it,
what if they want to do more then just have coffee or some drinks,
and for fuck sakes, my first impression is to say no,
because i don't want a relationship,
im married with a couple of kids, im not leaving that,
why is it so fucking complicated,
first there is a guy,
who thinks a sp is just there for him to use abuse and trash,
when he is done with her,
maybe a little strong,
but there are guys that fit into this catagory,
guys that don't even know it and they fit into this catagory,
and i find it actually hard to blame a guy who falls into this catagory,
the price is expensive,
and the ladies sort of set themselves up for this
i wish at times i was more like this guy,
because having feelings and caring for your sp, is actually quite a bit more expensive,
and then there are guys like me, on the other end of the scale,
worry and wonder and care about there sp;s,.
ask them what they like there preferences are, not what is on their menue but what they like to do.
we spend time and money on suppers multiple hour sessions, when were older and mutliply hours are mostly filled with talk and drinks and long fore play.
instead of just wam bam thank you mam,
and msog.
if we can,
i wrote a thread once, saying i did everything wrong in this hobby,
such as loyalty to an sp,
having strong feelings for an sp, maybe even love,
bad time managment wasting my time talking,
most guys i think fall into the middle somewhere,
and i would think most sp;'s would like there guys to be some where in the middle ground somewhere to,
the fact of the matter is,
some guys are just wired differently,
i want to be that guy, who just uses that sp and is done with her,
because im married i don't want a relationship,
i spend all this money on my sp, and care and worry about her,
but some sob pays less, and gets more,
simply because he is more aggressive, and doesn't give a shit,
i give a shit, i worry about her i dont know why because i paid, and when its over its over, there is nothign special between us.
even though we say there is, is there,
when i run out of money its over, when i walk out the door its over, so why do i worry about her,
she sees me, just like she sees the s.o.b.
i have wondered about this, and even taken some flak,
am i just a sucker a fool,
it doesnt matter,
because its what i want,
its the way im wired,
its the way i see people.
im seeing a lady this friday off the clock,
she asked to see me professionallly, twice before, i declined,
i used to write lots on another board, she liked the way i wrote, and asked to see me,
i was into some one else, still am,
but she has asked to meet me several times, even though she is retired,
so were meeting for drinks, on friday,
another lady wants to see me, as well, off the clock,
if i was an s.o.b. i would milk it for all its worth,
off the clock i would still try to get into her panties,
but i thought and worried about it,
what if they want to do more then just have coffee or some drinks,
and for fuck sakes, my first impression is to say no,
because i don't want a relationship,
im married with a couple of kids, im not leaving that,
why is it so fucking complicated,
