My worst nightmare..

[Markl]

has come true.

Cherry @ Velvet Touch is moving out of province sometime in November. Saw her this evening and after she told me I felt very sad. I wish her all the best in her new home where she is going.

I've never felt such an emotional attachment to anyone. She said she'll come back one week a month to see regulars. I will miss her so incredibly much.

I've probably seen her 50 times since February. I don't think the rapport we had can be replaced. Sigh.

I do truly love her.

All other exploration is on hold until the day she leaves, then maybe I will look around again.

 

[Guardian Angel]

has come true.

Cherry @ Velvet Touch is moving out of province sometime in November. Saw her this evening and after she told me I felt very sad. I wish her all the best in her new home where she is going.

I've never felt such an emotional attachment to anyone. She said she'll come back one week a month to see regulars. I will miss her so incredibly much.

I've probably seen her 50 times since February. I don't think the rapport we had can be replaced. Sigh.

I do truly love her.

All other exploration is on hold until the day she leaves, then maybe I will look around again.

Make the best of the time you have left. It sounds like you will have a friend out of all this and that is good.

Enjoy everything you had and will have even if different.

G.A.

 

[TooMuchFun22]

has come true.

Cherry @ Velvet Touch is moving out of province sometime in November. Saw her this evening and after she told me I felt very sad. I wish her all the best in her new home where she is going.

I've never felt such an emotional attachment to anyone. She said she'll come back one week a month to see regulars. I will miss her so incredibly much.

I've probably seen her 50 times since February. I don't think the rapport we had can be replaced. Sigh.

I do truly love her.

All other exploration is on hold until the day she leaves, then maybe I will look around again.

WOW, "I love an SP" never turns out well.

 

[Markl]

Getting drunk and posting is bad... ah well.

 

[HB40]

Getting drunk and posting is bad... ah well.

Only if you say something stupid or that you don't mean.

I thought it was a heartfelt gesture and displays the uniqueness of your character. You're a good person, we'd all do well to display a little more love in this world.

 

[Fuzzy Thumper]

WOW, "I love an SP" never turns out well.

True dat. Especially when it's a Judge that you're confessing it to....

Again.

...we'd all do well to display a little more love in this world.

*squeezes testicles to achieve proper pitch*

"...Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me,
Got me questioning:
'Where is the Love?'..."

*...quickly ducks out before the "pot/kettle" irony of him posting anything at all in this thread is noticed...*

 

[HB40]

*...quickly ducks out before the "pot/kettle" irony of him posting anything at all in this thread is noticed...*

Too late Fuzzy, I hear ya loud and clear!

"Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality"

And I squeezed my testicles just for fun.

 

[HB40]

[/SIZE]

There's nothing wrong with loving anyone. Just realize that life is a series of fleeting moments and eventually change is inevitable. Hopefully you will accept your change of circumstances and enjoy other peoples company in your life.

That is very good advice! Thanks Bigfisk, I took it to heart.

 

[Markl]

I've only ever been in love twice in my life.

Ex-fiancee was one, and Cherry is the other. Lots of infatuations, but not the same.

Infatuation is fleeting, love, well that never dies.

 

[chris2008]

Holy crap dude, you said you saw her about 50 times...so that would be at least 10K dropped since February????

If that's not love, it's at least devotion! lol

I've only ever been in love twice in my life.

Ex-fiancee was one, and Cherry is the other. Lots of infatuations, but not the same.

Infatuation is fleeting, love, well that never dies.

 

[HB40]

Infatuation is fleeting, love, well that never dies.

Markl

I’ve been thinking about this situation of yours. I’m glad you embrace your feelings and say what you mean. I know what you’re going through and wish for you peace of mind. Love shouldn’t be taboo, no more than this hobby or lifestyle. This song captures many of the emotions I’ve felt myself over the years. Love has no end and should be cherished.

Losing You by John Butler; I hope it warms your heart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ps9ENtfoHI

 

[Markl]

Nice song HB40

I spoke to her today and she reassured me she'll be in Edmonton one week a month and work, so I'm much happier now. Yay!

I'm happy for her anyway. I hope she finds all the happiness in the world. It is always my pleasure when I can put a smile on her lovely elfin face.

 

[HB40]

Nice song HB40

I spoke to her today and she reassured me she'll be in Edmonton one week a month and work, so I'm much happier now. Yay!

I'm happy for her anyway. I hope she finds all the happiness in the world. It is always my pleasure when I can put a smile on her lovely elfin face.

I'm glad to hear, does this mean your explorations can get back on track?

We are alike in many ways Markl. I deal with my emotions differently though I think. I'm not cold but I do keep myself gaurded. I give the best of me but keep the rest for me, does that make sense?

If you haven't noticed I absolutely love music. It's therapeutic for me and helps express what I'm trying to say. The train keeps rolling...there ain't no turning back.

Hope you enjoy, it's a glimpse of who I am. I love ya brother!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_M69kV6fXSo

 

[Markl]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjd-VLB82FA

Cherry's fave band prolly.

 

[HB40]

Cherry's fave band prolly.

Awesome song and video...how hot is she!!

Thanks buddy